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#Post#: 1595--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: September 23, 2014, 2:29 am
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Thanks for the reply Jed,
I was going to write something for the sake of writing something
but there isnt much to say at the moment.
#Post#: 1893--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: September 29, 2014, 4:41 am
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Nothing much has been happening, letting go... I have been
letting go of stuff where the attachment to an event has occured
years after the event happened { taking into account nothing has
ever happened}. I can see where attention is given to certain
thoughts a bit of emotion to act as a glue and they appear to
stick or reoccur. The most emotion, glue, arises when the
thought of self arises. And it is only a thought. I look further
and I can feel an underlying current, a sense of existance, I
suppose, but it is only in the body. All chemical and electrical
sensation.
Read the topic on marriage. If there is no me, self or whatever,
how can there be a difference in, for want of a better word,
feeling, between wife, kids and the neighbours bulldog, there
cant be.
Have been letting go and the result is at least a little lighter
as far as mind is concerned.
#Post#: 1894--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: September 29, 2014, 4:48 am
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Read something a little while ago. If you come accross someone
asleep, dont play the violin it will only send them further
asleep, blast a trumpet.
#Post#: 2232--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: October 4, 2014, 4:00 pm
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Just dropping in to say I am still floating around. Letting go
with the help of a chain saw and the occassional blast of a
trumpet. Letting go of knowledge and trying to understand and
justification of what I think has to happen or is happening. It
has been difficult to function and work, I could walk away from
all that but I dont. I used it as a catalyst to see through some
of the bullshit and now use it as a crutch. It is all mind play,
dropping of the mind and the fear sometimes slight sometimes not
of ending up in an institution for a bit of a holiday.
#Post#: 2743--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: October 12, 2014, 8:34 am
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Stick with it.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 8237--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: January 14, 2015, 6:22 pm
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Hello Jed I havent been on here for a while, I thought I would
get out and concentrate on this on my own for a while.
Over the last 4 weeks I holed up sat down and
questioned everything that came. Ater about three weeks a bloke
come to the door trying to sell me a funeral plan, which I
thought was a bit ironic. I couldnt stop laughing, He turned
around and left. It gave me a break in the proceedings thats for
sure...
I may write something else later
#Post#: 8249--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 15, 2015, 12:25 am
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Wow, the Grim Reaper visit sounds like a gas...
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 8384--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: January 18, 2015, 1:35 am
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I dont know whether the last four weeks accomplished anything,
released anything or not. You ask the question what do I want,
if there is any it is to be real. How hard is it. Any thought or
anything brought up by thought is unreal. Any undercurrent or
basic sense of me is unreal. Anything I feel now is conditioned.
Any fear that comes up with this is bullshit.
I have created a story concerning a particular event. Breaking
this story or stopping the loop seems difficult to me. There is
something that knows that that is bullshit.
#Post#: 8398--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 18, 2015, 8:28 am
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Look deeper for that something.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 8411--------------------------------------------------
Re: warnie
DIR By: warnie
Date: January 18, 2015, 3:42 pm
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Threw my job in today, Have always got what I needed, not
likely to change now...
My intent now is to see or experience what is real, without all
the bs or being anything.
I dont know how often I will be using this forum, but I will be,
hopefully without bs. It is a bit of a crutch at the moment and
it does keep me on track, even if reading others posts.
As they say what will happen as already happened so why fear.
Thanks
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