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       where am I stuck ?
   DIR By: peacemaker
       Date: October 7, 2015, 9:37 pm
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       Jed,
       I’ve had a pair of times a peaceful experience of the sense of
       me disappearing and feeling that there was just experiencing, I
       remember how much enjoyable was the sense of peace and complete
       connection with everything that was experienced.
       Then I’m also in a regular therapy that it’s making me get rid
       of some bad patterns learnt at childhood, and this is making me
       enjoy much more everyday’s life.
       Recently I’ve discovered that drugs, sex & chocolate have been
       draining a lot of energy and I’m discovering the benefits of
       restraining it’s use.
       Then still, I continuously catch myself thinking in terms of an
       I, basically longing to repeat these experiences of the ME
       disappearing. And when I’m not doing that, many times I stop my
       search  wondering if life isn’t like a magician trick and the
       best way to live it is getting immerse in it without trying
       obsessively to uncover the “tricks” by seeking awakening.
       So basically "I think" that I should keep investigating the
       feeling/idea of I without seeking to repeat the feelings of
       peace and connection I got in my previous experiences right?
       Usually I feel/think I understand all this completely and I only
       have to "feel it". I don't know, feels like I'm missing
       something or I'm stuck in something, any advice?
       Thanks for your work!
       Christian
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       Re: where am I stuck ?
   DIR By: Jed McKenna
       Date: October 7, 2015, 10:58 pm
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       Dear PM:
       In my experience you have nailed it quite well. Just stick with
       it and do your best not to expect anything in particular. Be
       open to whatever arises in awareness.
       Love ya, Jed
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