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Burn McKenna?
DIR By: Gordon
Date: September 12, 2015, 9:30 pm
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After 3 years reading your books, the only books, it seems
that I am still stuck with the same questions.
I am still at the same spot and didn't moved an inch. I still
don't know anything. I am still stuck in the same place.
The questions :
what I'm doing here. How do I got here? How do I get out? How
did I came here? What is this place ? Is it Nothing? No! It's
something but I don't know what it is. Why do I need to know?
I am still asking the same questions. The same questions that I
am been asking for countless years.
What is this? Is the only answer that I don't know anything?
If this is the answer, why am I still asking it? Why do I still
ask you questions? You who? You me? Is there really only me?
And are you only a play in me? Yes, of course what else.
I realise what is true. Or do I think I realise? I did
spiritual autolosis 2 years ago. Had a panic attack for 4 hours
because I believed that I was alone, that I was the Universe
and that the universe was me. I didn't want to see it, but I
experienced it as truth. Or did I think I did?
Yesterday I started again with autolosis and after 10min maybe
5minutes I ended up with there is no self.
But still there is something. That Something has no words. But
it's something. How do a I remove it? How do I stop this
endless loop? Where am I? What is this?
Did I really took the first step? I don't know anymore. I need
a confirmation is this the end or haven't I begon yet. Or is it
just time to burn the books? Can you give me a kick? Thanks.
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Re: Burn McKenna?
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 12, 2015, 10:47 pm
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Dear Gordon:
Thank you for our email and questions. Throw everything out, me
included. Go back to the dream. This is not for you. Period!
You are just winding yourself up in knots over nothing. Until
you can accept that the question is the answer you will not move
any further.
Love ya, Jed.
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