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camouflage
DIR By: omnispective
Date: September 7, 2015, 4:20 am
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Hey! I'm back! Have been a member on jedmckenna.webs before..
but the forum closed down.
I felt the urge/need to register myself here.. God knows why.
It's all just not REAL. Like time, like me, like that forum.. or
this one!
Should I expect some level of hierarchy on this GURU forum?
I've been thinking.. What happens when we put a chameleon in
front of the mirror? Is that a strange question?
Ow and btw.. Jed, isn't it possible for you to float in endless
empty space? Does it just stop there?? Being done? Or do I
miscomprehend something?
As for me.. What do I want? That's the mystery isn't it. As it
is.. for all of us.
#Post#: 14590--------------------------------------------------
Re: camouflage
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 7, 2015, 8:30 am
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Dear O:
Yes, there is a hierarchy. Unlike the other forum, it's me on
top. Rules are 250 words or less, share something about your
experiences, no commenting on other posters or their threads,
and not links.
So, my guess is you came here for some reason, now it's your
turn. Tell me something about your experiences, what you seek
and perhaps what might be a sticking point for you.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: camouflage
DIR By: omnispective
Date: September 7, 2015, 12:52 pm
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Hi Jed,
the first things that came to mind were questions like.. Why is
a hierarchy needed for this? It could very well be so that it is
essential for the best of guidance I guess. I ask myself what
you're goal might be Jed. Is hierarchy the most effective way to
realise truth for the contributors? What does it do to you? What
is your motivation behind running this forum? I'm curious,
perhaps a little cheeky. Could you tell me this? I just like to
think in a critical way I guess.. but want to be gently as well.
I feel a little resistance towards telling you about my
experience. I do even think that those aren't really important,
but I could be ignorant. What I seek? It's beautiful isn't it.
You might want to burn that beauty nevertheless. Burn the lies,
burn yourself, burn Jed, burn all of it. Just to see what could
be left. Change, it all comes and it all goes.. in TRUTH
To get to the point, I guess I'm here for a reason too. I do
tend to believe everything has a reason.. and when we humans
can't find the very reason to something, that doesn't need to
say it isn't really there. Illusion is infinite complex ;) My
reason that I'm here is to figure something out. Do you think
technology could play a beneficial role in this journey towards
being who we truly are. Of course.. like this forum.. it is
already doing that. I may hope! :) But could technology itself
be facilitated in perhaps another way? What are your thoughts on
this? My motivation is not money driven, I do also disgust
egotistical motives. I just like to think of something that can
help people becoming/being their true selfs. So, there you go :)
It's out into the open. This may float from me to YOU and back
again.. or perhaps it's all just continuously vibrating.. in
Oneness.
Ok well, just being selfless and still continuing to live the
very fact that that isn't really possible for the self. hmm that
contradiction seems to be my sticking point.
BTW. I still think about the chameleon in front of the mirror at
times..
Thanks
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Re: camouflage
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 8, 2015, 1:13 am
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Dear Omni:
Reasons for things are almost always sought by humans in order
to attach blame, feel superior or to feel right about something.
All of these are Maya/ego reinforcements at work.
Can you accept that there are no reasons for anything. I'm not
saying it's true, but you might want to play with it a bit. No
reasons would mean no guilt and no fault could apply to you or
anyone. Maya/ego doesn't like that idea.
In my experience, we are responsible for everything and guilty
of nothing. There is no one here so how could their be guilt.
Love ya,
Jed.
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Re: camouflage
DIR By: omnispective
Date: October 18, 2015, 5:27 am
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well yes, i can accept that. and i know. there isn't any reason
for everything if we think long enough. how are your thoughts
about causality then though? In a way, we could say that things
are attached to eachother right. Like leaves to a branch.. Or
the mind to a human being.. i accept that it all remains without
reason in the end . Do you think knowledge is infite btw? or
limited?
Besides the reason part. Do you think technology could help to
unrealise untruth?
#Post#: 15513--------------------------------------------------
Re: camouflage
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: October 18, 2015, 12:44 pm
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Dear O:
Look into the reason you ask, the real reason, and you will
learn much more than anything I could say.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 16966--------------------------------------------------
Re: camouflage
DIR By: omnispective
Date: December 20, 2015, 4:49 am
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Hi. I have to confess. I think I am done.. Mentally.. I notice
that physically i am dissapearing as well. But not all of it has
left. The sense.. It actually feels nice. Natural.. Just feeling
nothing. To feel the boundless is at times a little scary. But i
can handle.. I somehow like it.
Mind and body seem somehow to be connected. I tend to switch
between the two. Just as a matter of speeking -> As i focus..
Towards something.. That thing i focus on does appear to be
real.. In every case this is where ego comes in.. Even focusing
on focus does this.. And focusing on ego will make that happen
to. But i wont let that happen.. of course.. For i am not real.
Now.. Have you ever dealt with this stage Jed? Any tips perhaps
on how to continue. I mean.. disappearing physically.. And
switching between no body and recognising that there is no I.
Thank you
#Post#: 16968--------------------------------------------------
Re: camouflage
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: December 20, 2015, 5:37 am
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Dear O:
Yes, I have experienced what you speak of... and the illusion
that I just might be done. When ''done'' there is absolutely no
question that such is the case. I suggest you just relax,
breathe and be with what is. Be as welcoming as possible. I know
I have said this before, but it is significant.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: camouflage
DIR By: omnispective
Date: December 25, 2015, 10:08 pm
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Hi Jed!
and all others that might read this!
This night, I’d like to share something with you guys. But well,
yeah, most of the people here do know already they simply do not
exist. They know already everything is nothing but an illusion.
You guys might as well know there is not really something to
share. You know there is not something like a night or day. No
sunshine or darkness. No writer or reader.
Nevertheless, tonight I’d like to share a feeling that I felt
this evening. I felt a boredom which I haven’t felt in a long
time. Let’s be honest. It’s Christmas, whatever that supposes to
mean, and I felt the urge to feel some excitement. Instead, it
was somehow prevented to fulfill the need. In return, I received
something I did not quite expect.
To begin with, I had a peaceful night. The process of my
disappearing body took a hold. Not a single clue why. Perhaps
the process took a break. I’ve been in this autolysis for like
ten years now. But hey, fuck time, I know that it can have a
very strong grip on what we truly are. So, the day before
yesterday I decided to play a little and just pretend that I do
exist. Results, it didn’t really matter. The play was just the
play and I would just lie to myself. Lie like the majority of
the people does of course. What an ignorance. What a bunch of
hypocrites. Makes me think of a dreamy Earth.
I couldn’t really keep up that much though, having faith in
myself. I think I just liked to size up the situation. Made me
feel somewhat peculiar. It felt like I was betraying the truth
and Maya at the same time. Oh my, to get back to business, how
lost we can get if we wouldn’t pursuit the truth.
Second. More important, a question popped up in my mind. The
mind that is not in my possession but you might have figured out
that already, you don’t have one either! That’s in all honesty.
Hence the question: from what does the ego arise? You tell me.
Perhaps you can help me on this one Jed. Of course I’m curious,
but it might be just a tactic of Maya herself.
Goodnight!
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Re: camouflage
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: December 26, 2015, 11:28 pm
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Good question O:
In my experience and observations, ego is virtually none
existent until you are about two years old. It's based on
separation, and illusion promulgated by society, government,
religion, schooling, etc. We accumulate memories and then use
words, another great tool of separation. Then we are told by the
church that we have free will (that's a joke) and by the courts
that we must find those responsible and hold them up to justice
(more b. s.).
We learn to live from and through these memories, and that is
the joke. The don't exist... we just continue to think the do
exist. Seems to me like a rather silly foundation for a happy
adult life.
But, that's just a story in an attempt to explain something that
is pretty intangible. Have a look and see what is real for you.
That's all that matters. If you get ''you'' there is nothing
left to do.
Love ya, Jed.
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