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#Post#: 850--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 8, 2014, 1:11 pm
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Good Sparrow:
Be gentle, but not too gentle, and stick to my rules of conduct.
Report back whenever you feel like it.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 8, 2014, 1:18 pm
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Jed you mean physical do, don't you?
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Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 8, 2014, 5:42 pm
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Jed, your right it's a challenge. Keeping up the blabla is hard.
After a view minutes i'm already this angry that i start
behaving like a idiot who wants to smack me in the face, to say
it nicely. Tears burn behind the eyes. I guess i have to man up
a little and go trough with it.
It's problebly the praktical thing i was looking for to get me
on the move again. So thanks.
Sparrow.
Ps: really hate that i have to start all over again, but i guess
there is no other way.
No there isn't
Blablabla <= me cursing.
I guess i can see the idiot wanting to smash me in the face as
blablabla to, even the mental smashing i can see as blablabla.
Lot of blabla goining on.
I have a hard time knowing what gentle means but i guess
folowing up the task you gave me is problebly the most gentle
but not to gentle thing i could do for myself.
I have to go now. Kid is screaming that i'm doing wrong by
writing. Guess there is uncertainty about what to report or not.
Mayby i report the wrong things she screams. You know what's
going to happen when say the wrong things, you can go then.
My dear child, if so, there is already given what you need, what
more do you want?
Ok i go now, i'v already wrote more words than planned for.
Bye bye.
#Post#: 864--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 9, 2014, 12:31 am
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Dear G and O (sounds like the name of a fake Scotch Wiskey)
Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 887--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 9, 2014, 9:21 am
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More like a worn-out, been everywhere, seen everything, done
everything what god forbit in time and space, no longer working,
rusty, muddy, and chicken poop all over it, motorcycle, finely
ended up in this little, feels/seems- like, save place of the
universe. Gone be hard to get some good blahblahs from that
thing. It takes a lover to see the juwel underneath it (what did
you say....? I can't believe my ears....go rince your mouth, you
little.....) who would take the task to restore it, and after
that run it to king dom kong.
This morning:
I read your post, first blahblahs came out, didn't last for
long, but they where, altough soft and barely audible (love
translation app), not to err ( is that making any sence? ),
there.
It is a relief, that every thing is permitted to come out. I
think it's the first time, in a long long time, that i could see
and hear myself again. It's not much yet, but it's better than
nothing at all.
Last night: there was a big fight between me and me. One me
wanted me to go to the enlightend ego, who lives in me and
thinks very highly about himself, but is in fact a very fearfull
man. I blahed never, ever, in a miljoen years, it won't happen.
I'd rather die before i go to that idiot: i blahed.
Later i blahed, some what calmed down:" i'm not going unless i'm
strong enough to smash him from his throne and distroy it with
my bear hands, so he'd never ever clime on it again to put
himself and others, including me, down. Is swear on my mothers
grave (I think he is afraid of me, i'm like wilde cat).
In the meantime i hear his voice. I say:" talk to the hand man,"
the blahs are rolling from his lips. God i love this blahs, i
really do.
So this where my blahs for today.
See you later.
Ps: your were right about me who wouldn't problebly not be to
happy about the suggested blahs i gave myself.
Grumpy the wild cat.
#Post#: 912--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 9, 2014, 6:19 pm
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My god, i'm so stuborn. I didn't manage to vocalise one blah out
loud. Locaded on the couch the hole day, thinking there is
nothing to blah out loud, when there is problebly enough to
blahblahbla about. When all shutters are down for sure nothing
will come, that's for sure. Well one thing became clear,
thinking about the blahthing: mayby i shoudn't take things so
dead serious about myself and give myself some space, easier
said then done.
And than there is the good part, god ::), me becoming a
briljant, and all the other stuff you said Jed, guru. No word
(word means blah) coming out of me also. I even can't imagine
myself in your place. I'm looking at myself with big cow-eyes,
saying:" what the hell are you doing? I don't understand nothing
of this." Ok i admit, that is coming dangerious close to you
Jed,
I was thinking about forcing myself to vocalise some blahs. Well
that's not goning to work. Trying to force myself get me even
more stuborn, i'm like a donkey, for crying out loud. I oppose
no foot ( soon i'm going to need this translation app to
understand my own writings) if your not do this in another way,
more gentle and sensitive for exemple.....
Well i understand the dunkey, there's problem. Now follow what
the dunkey is telling me.
Me thinking: mayby try follow Jed in what he is showing you?
Well that's good idear, Jedme is saying.
From now on i'm just going to write in blahblah, mayby that's
going to work.
So this are my last words not wrote in blablabla blah.
Bla blabla bla blabla.
#Post#: 924--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 10, 2014, 2:28 am
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Bla blabla,
Bla bla bla blabla bla bla bla blabla bla.
Blabla.
#Post#: 926--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 10, 2014, 2:29 am
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Bla bla:
Bla.
Bla bla, bla
#Post#: 931--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 10, 2014, 3:03 am
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Bla bla,
Bla bla bla. Bla bla bla bla bla blabla bla. Bla bla blabla bla
bla bla. Bla bla blabla. Bla blabla blabla blabla blabla blabla
blabla bla bla blabla bla bla bla bla blabla. Bla bla bla bla
bla bla bla bla bla bla. Bla bla bla bla bla bla blabla bla. Bla
bla bla blabla bla blablabla bla bla bla. Bla bla bla bla
blabla. Bla bla bla bla blabla. Bla bla bla bla blabla bla. Bla
bla bla blabla blabla blablabla bla blabla bla. Bla bla bla bla
blabla. Bla blabla bla, bla bla bla blabla. Blabla bla bla. Bla
blabla bla, bla bla blabla bla bla bla bla. Bla bla bla blabla
blabla bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla bla blabla blabla.
Bla bla bla bla bla bla blabla. Bla bla bla'bla bla blablabla.
Bla bla blabla bla bla bla bla blabla. Bla bla blabla bla
blablabla bla blabla bla bla bla blablabla. Bla blabla blah's
bla blabla blablabla bla bla blabla blabla bla blablabla bla bla
blablabla blabla bla bla blabla bla bla bla blabla bla blabla.
Bla bla bla blabla bla bla bla bla blabla bla bla bla blabla bla
bla bla bla bla bla. Bla bla bla bla bla blabla bla bla bla
blabla blablabla.
Bla'bla blabla bla bla bla, bla bla bla bla blablabla. Bla'bla
bla bla bla. Bla blabla blabla bla bla bla bla bla blabla bla
bla, bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla. Bla bla blabla.
Bla bla bla bla blabla bla.
Bla blabla bla, bla bla bla.
Bla'bla bla blablabla bla bla bla blabla bla bla blabla bla bla
bla bla. Bla bla bla bla blabla bla bla blabla blablabla bla bla
bla bla bla blabla bla blablabla bla bla blabla blabla. Bla bla
bla blabla bla bla. Bla bla bla blabla bla bla bla. Bla bla bla
bla, bla'bla blablablabla bla blablabla. Bla blabla blabla,
bla-bla bla blabla bla bla bla bla bla.
Bla bla bla bla. Bla bla bla blabla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla
bla bla.
Bla bla bla bla bla's......blabla.
#Post#: 933--------------------------------------------------
Re: Grumpy and old
DIR By: Sparrow
Date: September 10, 2014, 3:05 am
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Bla blabla:
Bla bla. Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla.
Bla bla, blabla
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