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#Post#: 11835--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 21, 2015, 12:53 am
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Yes siree.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 11842--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: eponymous
Date: May 21, 2015, 8:28 am
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I remember watching Blade Runner, when Rutgers Hauer, was dying,
in front of Harrison Ford's character, Decker, on the rooftop,
rain pouring down, on both of them.
He says, "I've… seen things you people wouldn't believe… Attack
ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched c-beams
glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those…
moments… will be lost in time, like tears… in… rain. Time… to
die…".
It was a moving scene. But 4 year life span (for the
Replicants), or 85, it's the same ending. Turning and looking at
a dead body, in mid crawl toward the Ganges, at the burning
ghats; or watching helplessly as my sister struggled for air, in
her last dying moments, telling her to let go. It wasn't her
that needed to let go, it was me. All that grief.
#Post#: 11845--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 21, 2015, 1:07 pm
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What can't be turned around?
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 11849--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: eponymous
Date: May 21, 2015, 1:46 pm
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Everything can be turned around. Perspective is everything. If a
body is dying in front of my eyes, I cannot deny the truth in
that moment. No matter how much I wanted to run away from the
truth of my sister's last gasping breath, I didn't. I sat with
her and held her hand.
#Post#: 11858--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 21, 2015, 9:18 pm
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''you'' only think you did. Nothing ever happened. Get that. You
are still living in concepts.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 11893--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: eponymous
Date: May 22, 2015, 10:31 pm
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Nothing ever happens. It never did, it's not happening now, and
it sure as beck won't be happening in the future. My mind just
wrapped around itself, inside out and backwa rds.
Sorry, I lost track there for a moment, and lost myself in
"personal therapy work". So very tempting. Not so satisfying,
and extremely dramatic.
I'm back.
#Post#: 11896--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 22, 2015, 11:25 pm
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Welcome back.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 11915--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: eponymous
Date: May 23, 2015, 10:41 am
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I Am glad to be "here". I love "you" too.
From externally focused perspective: the outer darkness of self
imposed ignorance; to the only "perspective" there truly is, for
which no concept can adequately explain. Gateless gate.
In equity jurisprudence practice when legal and equitable title
is merged into one "person", the trust terminates, and the
"inheritance" reverts to the "heir".
Not even truth survives the Truth. All man's aspirations, laid
to waste.
#Post#: 11916--------------------------------------------------
Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 23, 2015, 12:55 pm
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Devour one's Self.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Thailand Existential Meltdown
DIR By: eponymous
Date: February 26, 2016, 9:44 am
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Truth - which is non-existent...which is the exact opposite, of
what every new age book, or guru, 'teaches', 'enlightenment is.
I exist - but I'm not real. I AM - but this is only dependent
upon..what I am not able to put words to.
Truth is where ideas/concepts go to die. Every word is
immediately negated by it's own futility - there is no meaning -
the subject and object are one and the same - which only gives
rise to the inevitable. It is understandable why the idea of
'enlightenment', sells more books, and workshops, then the
actuality of it. The actuality is a horror show for a 'me' - or
an 'anyone'...
Couldn't agree more - why would anyone go for non-existence? It
does not look good on a resume.
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