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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Huzefa Date: August 5, 2015, 12:33 pm
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Dear Jed
The internet, news papers and channels, and entertainment is
really no longer my thing.
In the intervals in which I'm not depressed, I sense that I am
slipping back to my older ways. Back to sleep. Not that I should
bother, but is that right?
Thanks
Huzefa
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 5, 2015, 10:34 pm
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Whatever happens in a dream doesn't alter the fact that it's a
dream.
Love ya, Jed
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Huzefa Date: August 6, 2015, 10:15 pm
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Yes.
That's like a mantra. hahaha.
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 8, 2015, 2:44 am
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Yup... further.
love ya, Jed.
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Huzefa Date: August 10, 2015, 10:51 am
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No matter how lost I feel in the dream state, there has to be
some dream. The world validates the ego sometimes and massively
invalidates it sometimes. I know what my ego is. Yet, it doesn't
seem to go away. There are emotional attachments, deep down that
I am made aware of.
I don't know what's going to happen of this organism named
Huzefa. He is the deepest attachment, and I care for him the
most.
If I was doing a spiritual warfare, I am now tired. This thing
is not getting over soon enough, to be sure. I don't know when
this will be over. Maybe the best assumption I can make is that
it will never be over. In that, way I have nothing to look
forward to.
And I don't have to do anything: the world is doing it to me. I
lay exposed as an impostor. And I am tired of dreaming dreams,
and hoping hopes. And I hate to see my face in the mirror. That
person, is not me, or my result, or of my conscious making.
A few hours ago, I posted something here about my recent
misfortune of being rejected at a job. But I deleted all those.
Truth and surrender, were never conditional. Ego is my present
reality, sadly, and it is bound to hurt.
I can't wait until the next shitty thing happens. How far can
this go? What can be worse than death? But surely, from the
little I know, ego's affliction seems much greater than the pain
of death.
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 10, 2015, 10:20 pm
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Don't expect ego to go away. That's not what I am suggesting. I
would encourage you to continually look at Maya/ego and see
through her. Once you see the game clearly you can play it much
better. Remember, it's all entertainment.
Love ya, Jed
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Huzefa Date: August 11, 2015, 3:06 am
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Why does J. Krishnamurthy say that conserving sexual energy is a
waste of time? I find jerking off/ p_orno-graphy very
distracting and feel that it acts as a tranquilizer. (I have
been abstaining since a month now.)
Thanks!
ps: Krishnamurthy vs. Brett, huh... :P
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Huzefa Date: August 11, 2015, 6:58 am
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I'm going to try to stop day dreaming now. This thing is taking
up my concentration all day. phew... and anyway, these made up
scenarios are usually more depressing than any good. I don't
know if this is gonna work, but I'll try and I'll tell.
Thanks.
<I have come to hate my name now, hahaha>
H
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 11, 2015, 7:16 am
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Dear H:
Ask K, good luck. Change your name now, if you don't I will.
What exactly do you want, EXACTLY?
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Stuck on logic
By: Huzefa Date: August 12, 2015, 11:45 am
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Dear Jed,
I want Clarity.
Thanks,
Burhanuddin.
ps. I first had written, that i want to "not stop". "not stop"
for what end? For clarity.
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