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Sexuality Duality Question
DIR By: cielo
Date: March 19, 2015, 7:30 am
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Hi everyone,
My mind has identified with a sexuality, gender issues that are
more potently showcasing themselves since I let the mind do its
thing with no repression. The duality of homosexuality and
heterosexuality to be specific which I suspect was partially
caused from celibacy, fear, and hatred.
What is to be done? Or, is there nothing to be done, but witness
everything the mind cooks and dreams up? After all, IF it's not
true anyway, there is nothing to worry about. But I don't know
that for sure yet since "I" am not self realized and out of the
dream yet. I suspect that I am awake IN the dream though, but I
don't know for sure.
Looking at the big picture, Identification from this character
about Everything seems to be the root to look at regarding
spiritual autolysis. Instead of getting bogged down and confused
about what issues are going on in the mind.
It is clear through observation that there is a constant flux of
the seemingly opposite poles in various aspects of life. And
that can't be me because 1) Something is observing all of this
happening 2) "I" can't be something that is changing. I can only
safely say that "I am" something that is ever-present, which is
the witness.
Am I on the 'right' track? Does anyone have any suggestions, or
have gone through something similar or the same?
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Re: Sexuality Duality Question
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: March 19, 2015, 11:00 am
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Your right on track.
Love ya, Jed.
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First Step Question
DIR By: cielo
Date: March 19, 2015, 11:31 am
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No one can know if I have taken the first step, but I felt the
urge to ask.
Clues:
*I was a part of a truth seeking group that I called my own BS
on and saw I identified with a mind that attached to the people
and new doctrine. I saw that the mind turned it into another
religion and that it wanted to be someone special and important.
I blamed others for deceiving me until I cut the BS and saw that
I did everything and that the only 'enemy' is identifying with
the mind/body organism.
I left this group and more importantly, left the doctrine behind
and realized (after 1.5 years) that no one can help me see who I
am. I have to find out for myself. This is when I started over
everything and started writing out and watching beliefs deeply
ingrained about myself, this world, everything.
*I understand that the root to discover is Who Am I
*I don't trust what the mind says. And am suspicious if there
is even an "I"
*There is a vast lost of interest in worldly affairs. There is
no ambition to do anything, to prove myself or any of that kinda
thing. I just like doing things for fun.
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Re: Sexuality Duality Question
DIR By: SplashArtist
Date: March 19, 2015, 6:12 pm
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I know I'm not supposed to cross post, but whatever. I
experience this same duality of mind in regards to sexuality.
It's quite interesting, and yes I've come to see the same thing
as you. You really can't do anything about it anyways, rather
just watch the mind puke out all of its war against itself.
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Re: Sexuality Duality Question
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: March 19, 2015, 7:56 pm
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Dear SA:
I'll pass on that one, but no more please.
Thanks in advance, and C, let go of concerns about first step,
blah, blah, pick you work, the way you want to do this, and just
continue. Of course, you don't exist and have no say in the
matter, but we are just making noise together.
Love ya, Jed.
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Is the Universe Trying to Tell "Me" Something?
DIR By: cielo
Date: April 20, 2015, 12:17 pm
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I've been chatting with an acquaintance online over the last few
months. What's kinda creepy about our conversations is that if
something happens in my 'real' life, he'll discuss the topic
when we chat again, i.e. shortly after I finished reading the
book that dealt with transitioning from human childhood to
adulthood - the one where it was a heavy focus on it, he talked
A LOT just about that in his own experience and life.
And I keep this spiritual quest PRIVATE.
Another example: Recently, after not having chatted for a while,
he goes on a condemnatory rant about how people move into
relationships and was EXACTLY what I attempted to do with the
man that I developed strong attraction/feelings for! It appeared
that this is how most, if not all humans, pursue relationships,
but the timing of it - it was like a priest had a spy camera on
me - knew what I did and used maybe a passive-aggressive way to
condemn me for my actions if that makes sense.
Something 'strange' is going on.The universe is showing me
something, but I don't know what to make of it...My mind feels a
mild to hard discomfort chatting with him a lot, but at the same
time, I have no problem chatting with him. My guess is that it
is probably just a mirror to see ideas, beliefs, and other
things that I might have in the attic of my mind.
Any insights?
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Re: Sexuality Duality Question
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: April 21, 2015, 7:07 am
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Nope, nothing comes to mind... it just just sounds like humans
doing what humans do.
Love ya, Jed.
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