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#Post#: 10374--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 5:21 pm
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sometimes "i think" what is further beyond form, what is the
essence of things, just a bigh nothing, i dont know how things
are created from the void and i dont think i will have acces to
that information for a long time
but so then is just nothing, and then it comes what i should
do, and what i not should do, just to imitate other people, or
be more , like what is right whatever, there are no rules.
#Post#: 10378--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 7:10 pm
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there is no time. period
the mind tries to make nothing an object
#Post#: 10384--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: March 20, 2015, 11:00 pm
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The mind makes up everything simply to avoid nothing.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 10407--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 21, 2015, 12:22 pm
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its like i still look for experiences to complete myself, to not
live a mediocre life, but i dont have to, its not my life, and i
dont exist so there is nothing to complete, no sense of
obligation
#Post#: 10409--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 21, 2015, 12:58 pm
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i look for things like coca cola, a good burrito or some food to
complete my experience when all there is is nothing, maybe
because out of boredom,
hey jed thanks for giving this space to express
#Post#: 10410--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 21, 2015, 12:59 pm
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like you said, everything to avoid nothing
#Post#: 10411--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 21, 2015, 2:20 pm
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just finishing to meditate ,well i was meditating to have a
sexual experience but aint no happening unless i go in a deep
trance, so fuckit
i spend more time thinking about doing things than actually
doing them, maybe to have the perfect life or trying to control
shit, in order to never having to think again and live, wich
never happens
#Post#: 10417--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 21, 2015, 9:50 pm
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well coming from the karaoke there is no me wanting a cigarrete,
just chemical imbalance and the mind rationalizing it as being
me,
all the i want a cigarrete is just a memory from my past smoking
and what it feels, or a social conditioning image of being a
cool smoker or whatever,
but no me wanting it , its always a memory.
i could let go of smoking for all day and drinking coca cola
this is great.
#Post#: 10424--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: March 22, 2015, 3:35 am
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I recommend neither.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 10462--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 23, 2015, 4:58 pm
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everything is all good jed, seems like i released some blocks as
i writted this, thanks, will writte more if there is neeed to
writte more, but thanks jed
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