DIR Return Create A Forum - Home
---------------------------------------------------------
INVISIBLE GURU FORUM
HTML https://jedmckenna.createaforum.com
---------------------------------------------------------
*****************************************************
DIR Return to: Member Posts
*****************************************************
#Post#: 10327--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 19, 2015, 4:39 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
no its not, jeje thanks
#Post#: 10332--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 19, 2015, 7:40 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
im still very conditioned, i look for the right thing to do, i
have to confess, its like i still feel like a sinner or that i
must not do some things because i will affect others, things
like that, and im talking about embarking on projects like
traveling more, singing more or go into a lucid dreaming
project,. i feeel like i have to be normal to not freak out
others, it feels liberating to writte this
#Post#: 10333--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 19, 2015, 7:43 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
its lkie as if i tought that i must operate under normal modes,
because thats how life is supposed to be,from my christian
background, and all the good shit is on the other side, i have
already experienced some success with girls, but not the one i
wanted, or i feel that if i specialize in other projects i would
seem incongruent, something like
#Post#: 10334--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 19, 2015, 7:44 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
its like there is always the tendency to look for god or father
rules eventought i dont exist and as if those rules were real
#Post#: 10339--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: March 19, 2015, 9:59 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
A human adult doesn't look to God or father rules. That's the
difference that makes a difference.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 10366--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 1:18 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
thanks Jed
#Post#: 10368--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 1:23 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
i can do all those things and not feel guilty now, that was it
next up
its like im looking to make a certain structure to my self image
or structure
but i felt guilty about some of those things based on my old
conditioning
i was putting the excuse to not recognize guilty as if i do thos
ethings my structure will be not cool, or have traits that make
me feel guilty
but its possible
#Post#: 10369--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 1:32 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
nest up is what is self image, can others see your self image or
what you are thinking?
i know it makes me feel guilty to think certain things, but
apart from that can someone se your self image or what ou have
done like as if you were a mirror,
can people see your ego structure?
just an odd question but a very cool question i think
because well in "my own" experiencewhen i talk with certain
people i can get an idea of what they are, but i cant see what
they have donde to have those characteristics, its like i see
their personality but are mere allucinations, in my mind and not
what is in the now, just a body.
so maybe its just their energy
#Post#: 10370--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 1:42 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
but how can i see their energy, its like i go away from the
present and experience a certain pictures in my own mind of what
they think/are
#Post#: 10371--------------------------------------------------
Re: just to amenize
DIR By: andy
Date: March 20, 2015, 1:44 pm
---------------------------------------------------------
or what i think its happening, and sometimes almost all is
negative energy, is as if i dont put attention on the positives
*****************************************************
Page 3 of 6
DIR Previous Page
DIR Next Page