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#Post#: 8262--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 15, 2015, 6:54 am
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Why not?
???
#Post#: 8263--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 7:06 am
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Well in literal terms i can but I want to keep going further and
half a year is quite a long time to be standing still! ;D
#Post#: 8266--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 9:33 am
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Tried doing more sitting and observation today but my mind is
scattered and unfocused. I sat down for about half an hour and
all that came up was aches in my back and a bit of confusion.
#Post#: 8268--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 11:48 am
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Was just sitting down there for an hour and a half or so and
came to realize i havent been truthful with myself, ive been
convincing myself of things to make myself feel good.
Thats all that came of it really and I can already see myself
creating it into a belief. Stoopid me.
#Post#: 8269--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 11:50 am
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The reason i make up these beliefs is because whats actually
going on right now can feel very desolate and eerie.
#Post#: 8275--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 2:19 pm
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Intense day of meditation, earlier on when i was in very deeo
meditation my hands felt as if theyd grown, literally felt as
if they were 3 times bigger.
Starting to see how flimsy perceptions really are.
#Post#: 8276--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 2:27 pm
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This is interesting, at a first glance at a perception or belief
i can see how flimsy and loose they are. This is messing with my
head a bit, feeling a bit of resistance. Or is that actually
resistance.
#Post#: 8286--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 15, 2015, 7:35 pm
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Dear PT:
Ah, resistance... do you think it's all made up? I couldn't
resist asking.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 8294--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 16, 2015, 1:39 am
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I do but I dont know it as of yet, y u so punny jed haw 8)
No but really theres still alot of resistance and im finding it
kind of hard to let go of it, even though it's made up
#Post#: 8299--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 16, 2015, 2:58 am
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Go back to baby steps. Or, tell me what specifically you are
resisting. If someone wants to fight me in the street, I'll
probably resist, but not sure what I will resist until it
happens. I could resist him, resist my urge to defend or just
sit down and meditate on it. I actually did that last year ago
and it was quite effect. I won and never left the lotus position
(I'm not kidding).
Love ya, Jed.
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