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#Post#: 8176--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 12, 2015, 3:25 pm
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Yeah ive noticed that, things that can be perceived in
different ways arent me or dont have any relevance to whatever i
am. I understand that i must see through the garbage until im
left with something true. The meaning of truth is becoming
clearer the past few days, conceptualized of course as im not
TR but I can still see how every process is like a question to
be answered and once anything comes into contact with truth it
becomes answered in a way that it loses its authenticity or
weight aka connection to me. Therefore becoming obsolete.
When i first read the damndest i think it was(the one with that
intros with the 5 minute logical breakdown of truth) i couldnt
understand when you stated that truth must be true no matter
what the conditions were but i can see now what you meant. That
truth burns or overcomes whatever is confronted by it.
Im yet to see what is left after truth has burned everything
away or if it ever will burn everything away.
I know that everything must be burned through in order to
reach TR but I dont feel a deep burning feeling every second of
the day to use truth, i get the urge to fill my head with even
more shit. And i hate myself for it, ive always been a bit of a
lazy bastard.
#Post#: 8183--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 12, 2015, 11:47 pm
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;)
#Post#: 8212--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 13, 2015, 3:39 pm
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The whole ordeal of life is very stressful at the moment in my
life, I've been searching for truth for a long time and I have a
good idea of what it is but the concept i have of truth really
isn't helping me at all.
In fact its done more bad than good, thinking and
thinking and thinking about stuff that i think will lead to an
explosion of everything i believe but I've seen no evidence for
TR apart from the two experiences ive explained to you before.
All I do is read a bit of TR material here and there, meditate
and go on this. The driving factor is a want for freedom but Im
starting to think im wasting my time. I dont want to live a
false life but im not sure there's anything i can do.
Jed,
I think i understand that you must sometimes hold back exactly
what you think because gurus are supposed to say things that
will affect the seeker in a way to keep them going further but
in your honest opinion, judging by the small amount of contact
we've had, do you think i will become TR or will i end up on my
deathbed after wasting so much time and energy still asleep?
Id rather try and squeeze whatever a false life has to offer of
all it has than pursue TR any longer and have it be for nothing.
#Post#: 8214--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 13, 2015, 7:58 pm
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Dear Zade:
I get your frustration, but you think there is some 'thing' to
find and there isn't. No one can tell if you will 'get' it or
not, but I am pretty darn sure it comes with the gift of death.
If you think it will make things all bright and rosy, then that
thought will stop you. You have no idea what it is because it's
not an idea.
Go or stay, it's not my say, but blessing on your journey.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 8235--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 14, 2015, 4:53 pm
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Thanks Jed,
The fact that it comes with death doesn't repulse me, the pain
i feel is due to there being a me and without the me there can
only be fluid experience without hesitation which is exactly
what i want. Weightless, easy, *clear* experience.
Do you mind me asking what sort of practice you were doing post
your TR revelation? Ive tried spiritual autolysis but I end up
just writing a load of un-directed nonsense. Im looking for
something that will get me TR and Im desperate.
#Post#: 8250--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 15, 2015, 12:28 am
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Hi Zade:
After T/R there is no difference between living, dying, loving,
hating, waking, sleeping, and at the same time it's now all
meditation. Infinity is BIG, Truth is just a little BIGGER.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 8255--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 2:02 am
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I thought truth was infinite? Do you mean truth is Bigger as it
covers that which is not infinite aswell?
#Post#: 8256--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 2:23 am
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Can you tell me how to do spiritual autolysis because I dont
understand how the process could actually work. I mean wouldn't
it take a rediculious amount of time to go through every single
belief and break it down? Isnt there like an unlimited amount
of beliefs created by the mind?
Are there any other methods of attaining TR that you know of?
Alot of question marks i know, my last question is what it all
boils down to really.
#Post#: 8259--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 15, 2015, 4:01 am
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Dear Zade:
There are other techniques but are only taught through the Nav
Series. They take time and some guidance to implement.
With S/A you are trying to guess your way through it. Just start
and it will, or will not, click for you.
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 8261--------------------------------------------------
Re: Zade
DIR By: Plugturtle
Date: January 15, 2015, 4:29 am
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I cant wait 6 months though D:
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