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#Post#: 8975--------------------------------------------------
I Am Maya
DIR By: Gordon
Date: February 1, 2015, 8:00 am
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Life gave name to objects.
Me=subject, He=object.
Both are names for the same thing...Maya.
Maya is just an experience within consciousness.
But even consciousness is an experience.
Consciousness, Life or Maya is the same thing!
Maya creates a tree out of nothingness. Out of the tree, Maya
creates a bird. After the bird, Maya appears as a cloud. The
bird disappears within the cloud. Maya rest her beautiful eyes
and sees the truth as an never ending dark place.
She opens her eyes and out of the darkness the bird, cloud and
tree are back.
Waauw! How wonderful this experience is. Is it a dream? Yes! But
we call it Life or Maya.
I Am Life. I Am Maya. Maya is the experience itself.
Can I ever not experience? Did you ever succeeded to do that?
When I’m sleeping or when I’m under narcosis, all I do is
experience the sleep or the narcotic state.
I Am always here, Always active, Always prepared to experience,
I never sleep, I never eat and drink, I am full of life. I am
always ready to die. But when I die, I will wake up and see that
I Am death itself, or call it Maya.
I was never a beginning nor an end. How could I possibly end me?
Kill me? What an experience that would be!
I Am endless, beyond the stars. Empty and full. Beyond
imagination. It doesn’t stop because it never started. I Am the
loop of life.
I am this moment, this experience.
The Experience= I Am
That’s all I can Be.
Am I the words on the screen? Yes!
I am the words and the screen at same time. They are made out of
me and no one can steal me!
I am Maya. I create her. I love her. But don’t need her. She is
there. What a beautiful name! But the name is as beautiful as
the word ****.
What an honor that I can be **** and Maya at the same time!
I Am Maya, The Experience itself.
Thank You Maya, Thank You Me
What an Experience, to Be.
#Post#: 8986--------------------------------------------------
Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: February 1, 2015, 11:10 pm
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;)
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Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Gordon
Date: February 2, 2015, 5:25 pm
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Hi Jed, Thanks for the recognition :)
It's weird talk to myself, feels like a lonely place here.
But great you were always and still on my side.
After 37 years asking questions to myself, I am finally done.
But what now ?
Just go with the flow?
Start living, enjoying life?
It feels boring, probably because this is the effect when the
riddle is solved.
Is this really the end of my hunt? I start to miss it.
I know, adapting to my new world is all I can do, I'll guess.
Waiting for the next experience.
Do you have some other tips? How to...
Probably the same way as I have always done it.
But why not give me a push in this new world?
Perhaps a reminder of an old safe feeling.
I like to here somehow, that everything is OK in this new
place.
But I know the answer you gonna say.
It's the same place, with a clear view.
I just saw the picture of the ayahuasca goddess. It makes me
compleet.
Thank you for showing me.
Maybe I can start writing a book. "what's after a place called
done. " :)
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Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: February 2, 2015, 7:17 pm
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Dear Gordon:
Thanks for you email. However, you aren't done, you only think
you are done. So, stop telling me stories and tell me what's
stopping you from letting go of everything and going all the
way. I would find that more interesting.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Gordon
Date: February 3, 2015, 2:44 am
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Hi Jed and thanks.
Is there more to let go?
I don't know.
I go further, if it goes further...
'I' can't go further, there is no 'I'.
But 'I' still can see the story of 'I'.
Thoughts within thoughts.
Stories within stories.
'I am done' is a thought, a story that can only be a thought.
There is nothing more to say about that.
'I' can only loop in thoughts and telling more stories. But
thoughts will be thoughts and in the end there is nothing. And
another thought comes out again.
I realise what I am. Is there another awakening? How many more?
:D
I once was a story, I believed it to be true.
I believed that I was the body and thoughts.
2 years ago I had a 4 hour panic attack after hearing the
sentence in your audiobook when Julie says: 'I am the universe,
the universe is me.' *BANG*
This was the most fearfull experience EVER, since I searched the
truth. (Although I had once a bad trip, that was comparable. :D
)
Everytime I read or write the sentence I can still feel my(or is
it your) heart beating faster. (but now I like the feeling)
I saw it was true, but I couldn't believe it. I went
further....
Untill recently I am done. I know deeply what I am. I am all,
complete. I create this universe and it never stops creating.
All stories. But the experience is not.
So I am really done searching, because I am truth. there were
other times, I think I was, but this is it...
Or not? Is there really further? You are the expert. How much
further? Is there a next, at what stage am I.
I feels complete for the first time since the *bang*.
But I am fully open to go further.
Thanks Gordon
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Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: February 3, 2015, 3:27 am
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Hi Gordon:
The word ''done'' was taken to mean there was nothing more, but
how can something that's infinite end? I probably should have
explained it more clearly. It really means that the unveiling of
Truth just takes on a life of it's own, never ending, always
new. Like the Energizer Bunny, just keep going and going.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 9041--------------------------------------------------
Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Gordon
Date: February 3, 2015, 3:44 am
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I know what you meant with done. I am there. I have always been
there, but i didn't know.
But done is also knowing there is no done... When I was 'done'
I saw a loop, I started painting it. Infinite...
The search of the truth is done. That's what I meant.
Now I can do what I want.. And look how life will keep
unfolding.
So thanks, it's never done, done . :)
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Re: I Am Maya
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: February 3, 2015, 5:18 am
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Yup... ;D
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