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#Post#: 1118--------------------------------------------------
Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 14, 2014, 11:11 pm
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Yes, all and nothing are the same. How could it be any other
way.
Here's my next thought for you, find out where you stop and
other's begin. Then where here stops and there begins, then go
for when does now stop and then begin. You can also turn them
around. Where does another stop and I begin.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 1183--------------------------------------------------
What is me?
DIR By: Mischa
Date: September 15, 2014, 5:55 pm
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Your/my question-koan guides me through all my day.
The first result: The surroundings becomes the quality of an 3D
image, while I asking me about the distance between me and the
others.
I'am in the picture but I step back. I see all things, but with
a stepped-back-view.
It gives me new confidence in the story-script.. the acting is
much easier if we know, we acting.
The only difficulties are the time-thing. I'am in the flow of
time. I know it intellectual, there is only one endless moment.
endless short, too short to perceive it. Every past are
reminiscence of the last nanosecond or
the last year. Future is only a construct of what will be.
Nothing real only the eternal moment. But this damn eternal
moment.. I can't grasp it. I'm in this very plausible stage
performance indeed but captured in a linear timeline.
#Post#: 1195--------------------------------------------------
Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 15, 2014, 9:53 pm
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You can't grasp the eternal moment because you are grasping at
what you imagine it to be, and that ain't it.
When I said welcome everything, I didn't mean just the nice
stuff, welcome your negation, all the garbage and ask yourself,
'Am I smart enough to let this be something other than what I
think it is?'
Good luck,
Lovey ya, Jed.
#Post#: 1243--------------------------------------------------
What is me?
DIR By: Mischa
Date: September 16, 2014, 5:00 pm
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Ok. I will do this.
No theories.
Welcome megrim, welcome fluffy clouds, welcome broken chainsaw,
welcome yukai (my cat), welcome dead squirrel on the street,
welcome happy squirrel in the garden.
The emotions when I see/experience this events say: You must
estimate this. A innocent dead animal/not god. My beloved
cat/god. I embraced the emotions.
The ups and downs becomes decreasing.
At the moment it is very easy. I listen the Requiem Opus 84 In
Paradisum from Faurč and smoke a god pipe with danish tabacco.
But I understand. I still welcoming. Everything, the stuck, the
fear, the violability, the pain and pleasure.
grateful greetings!
#Post#: 1942--------------------------------------------------
only empty coverings
DIR By: Mischa
Date: September 29, 2014, 4:37 pm
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Dear Jed,
there is no me, at least in the moment. I'll write: "I'am only a
empty suit." But there is only a suit, whit no I, and with no
awareness there is also no suit.
Why the "I" is writing this to you? Is it looking for a
confirmation? Think the "I" is full of fear to get lost. So much
efforts to build it up and create it more and more
perfect to fits in this world and that in a unique way of
course. To be alive, to be unique and going to be a very special
someone.. It's ridiculous.
The consciousness keeps the hole illusion alive and the
awareness dissolved it.
Probably this "satori" or whatever... will be short lived. The
"body-suit" or "I-suit" is crying for sense and my "I" at the
moment cant give it such a thing.
Here it is very late in this spirit, nice dreams "I" have some.
#Post#: 3740--------------------------------------------------
Hellno!
DIR By: Mischa
Date: October 30, 2014, 7:10 pm
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Dear Jed,
I'am frightened!! The Truth is death. Everything get lost when
the Truth is released and the persona is burned by the
irresistible light. Nothing can hide in this light.
"Everything is a dream, I'am awake, and I wouldn't never belief
in this dream." This was Julie saying in your second book. I
read it at the moment. Don't know why but these
words biting peaces out of me. Throwing my self away into the
meaninglessness. There is no me I know... No, I don't know. I
know it sometimes. Now I really understand the meaning of darn.
I want T/R but I don't want to kill myself.... I don't want to
lose everything. The process runs automatically. I'm very
confused. Prior one or two weeks, nothing would be serious for
me.
But now it feels deadly serious.
Were is the lightness ?
Thanks in advance!
The big, fat, full of fear EGO!
#Post#: 3748--------------------------------------------------
Re: Hellno!
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: October 30, 2014, 8:54 pm
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Dear Mischa:
I suggest you just breathe and enjoy what's happening. Be gentle
on yourself.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 4047--------------------------------------------------
Re: Hellno!
DIR By: Mischa
Date: November 3, 2014, 4:24 pm
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Hi Jed!
Sorry, my last post sounds like i'd have some suicidal
tendencies..(maybe, lack of my english grammar or other
linguistic, verbal misunderstanding). But I don't. (at least
not the body).
Than I riddle about the meaning of your answer. I'am gentle to
myself, sometimes too gentle. I eat and drink only what I like.
I work only when I liked it and I post here only
when I liked it. My world is a like-world. I exaggerate it a bit
but my namby-pampy mind had a fear of losing all this nice and
fine relationships and habits. The interests on all my friends
decreases, cos I see more and more the patterns of each one of
them, the conversations are always the same, everlasting the
same ***** problems. They winding it up in circles, on and on.
So according the circumstances it pulls me in the one familiar
world, that I know and than more and more I surging the truth or
better vanishing (detecting?) myself as a lie, my ego strikes me
back with arguments like: "You would lose everything, everyone,
every joy and sadness, every feeling and every friend. Enjoy
your dream, the death is not so far as you think, so enjoy it.
Than you get your fine little Truth-goal at the latest when you
die"
One advantage of my bad english is, my post are mostly short :)
#Post#: 4068--------------------------------------------------
Re: Hellno!
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 4, 2014, 5:10 am
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;) :(
#Post#: 4089--------------------------------------------------
Re: Hellno!
DIR By: Mischa
Date: November 4, 2014, 3:02 pm
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Why :( ?
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