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#Post#: 117--------------------------------------------------
Hellno!
DIR By: Mischa
Date: August 28, 2014, 6:48 pm
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Hallo Jed!
First of all. It's a great idea a kind of "cyber-ashram".
I'd like'd it and I´ve been very happy to could talk with the
only person on this lovely, rotten planet who stands definitely
on the other side.
I'am a german and my english is more than a bit rough. I write
with a dictionary and the grammar is off the charts. (I think
german and put it in english words)
So the understanding would be a little wolly. We will see, and
here comes my story.
So long as I live I think, that all can't be real. But when I
grow up I must accept that all things around me are real, cos
otherwise I don't be a functional person.
Anyway, Maya don't convinced me to 100%, I accept 75%.
Now I had a 75%-conviction that the reality is what it seems to
be.
After a couple of years I was curios about to figure out were
the barriers of the mind, of the reality are. In this time I
experimented with a kind of psychedelic drugs.
Liquid lsd25 and psylocybin are the best keys therefor to me.
Thereby the imagination of mind becomes bigger. There are higher
dimensions, multidimensional beings
and a expanded perception and all that frippery. Result: 50%
reality-belief
Nearly after that I get in touch with esoteric. My personal
favorites are the channelings from the Pleiades and Seth.
Deep meditaions in combination with my dissolving
trip-experience shoots me in a universe of love and light,
everything was made of that. (But not for long ;))
Reality-scale: ca.25%... only 25% that can't be real!
Now I had a focus, and the search becomes more specific. The new
key is consciousness. Anything and me is made of it and i know
it (from time to time) but
I like to know it everytime. It's such a big knowledge but i
can't hold it. So i went my awareness to advaita. I thought this
must be the purest stuff.
And once again i read and learned. I do satsang and read books
from Osho, Papaji, Gangaji, Maharshi, Suzanne Segal, Satyam
Nadeen. In nearly chronological
order.
Intermediary reality-beflief-result: 8%
And now had life a big surprise for me, your first book pops up
for me in a bookshop. I read it and instantly my world began to
smoldering (what a obscure word).
My world was on fire but at this time i took no notice.
I saw a film "Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy" and read the
other books from Douglas Adams and I realized nothing is
serious, no religion, no belief system, no death, nothing.
After I read this, and after i read your books the reality-scale
don't cares about me. All becomes a big indifference or eternal
equality.
When I read your books I saw sometimes, something like a tornado
with my mental eyes and a feeling grabs my I, that the eye of
the storm, the center is me. A quite nothing with a lot
of swirling structures around it. But its only mental.
Anyway I've been captured in this dream. The indifference fades
away and be left an itch. That puts me further and the
dreamtexture becames very thin almost pervious.
It seems to me this flimsy layer is the strongest.
I live a self-determined life. I make art. I have not much money
but I don't cares about it. I had a imperturbably trust in the
flow(life). Maybe this is HA? But all this takes place
in the dream. I know it in my brain but thats not enough I
think. Cos I stuck in this thin dreamlayer. I see the
nothingness but I can't taste it. Sorry, don't know how to
describe it
better. Life is relative fine and easy and interesting but its a
lie. How can I cut through the last f.... layer? How can I get
the final, irreversible look behind this layer?
I think its a little bit twisted, sorry for that.
Thank you Jed !
(or in other words have you got a match for me ;D)
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Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: August 29, 2014, 1:55 am
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Dear BinS:
Thank you, sounds to me like you are well on the way, no magic
answers, just keep on doing and letting go.
Love ya, Jed.
P.S. Never, ever believe anything or anyone.
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Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Mischa
Date: August 30, 2014, 5:53 pm
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Thanx Jed,
but I don't belief anyone (and thing). The problem is I belief
in me !!!
? Is it possible to give up the sense of the self ?
Good night everyone in nowhereland *'*
#Post#: 198--------------------------------------------------
Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: August 31, 2014, 1:40 am
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What happens to your sense of self when you are deeply asleep?
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Mischa
Date: August 31, 2014, 6:06 pm
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Its turning off and subconsciousness takes command. You are
right.
Well, I paraphrase my question. What is in the daytime, can I
lose
the sense of self by cutting off the energy flow from
consciousness which keeps it alive?
The point I looking for is: No sense of self = no separation
(individuality). If the sense of self are fall back, takes a
meltdown with everything(endlessness) place.
The more and the longer I write, it becomes more and more
babbling.
Me is nothingness, the heart of everything is nothingness. How
can I destroy or subside the distraction
which dances between me and the no-self (nothingness)?
goodn8!
#Post#: 262--------------------------------------------------
Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 1, 2014, 12:58 am
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Trying to destroy it keeps it alive and well. Just embrace it.
love ya, Jed.
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Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Mischa
Date: September 1, 2014, 4:58 am
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A very helpful answer and so simple. Thank you!
Maybe I watch to much Action and Horror movies in the last time,
always destruction and death.
I will do this. No fight against Maya in future.
In the moment no questions, Thanks again :)
Love ya!
Mischa
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Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Mischa
Date: September 2, 2014, 10:33 am
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Hello Jed,
I put my focus to embrace everything that comes away. It was a
very good advice but I can't hold it.
Maybe to much negation in the last time. When I practiced the
mystic-stuff I embraced everything but the negation makes it now
difficult for me.
Negation is a valuable tool for me it helps me to detract the
importance of the illusory world.
Is negation possibly the better tool for me or did I understand
something wrong?
(Sorry I'am weird today)
Thanking you in anticipation!
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Re: Burn-in-Syndrom
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 2, 2014, 1:00 pm
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What comes to me is that just the welcoming would be of value.
It's not a habit you have, you have others, but this one can be
acquired and will become quite natural. Actually it may be all
that is really natural. Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 1110--------------------------------------------------
What is me ?
DIR By: Mischa
Date: September 14, 2014, 6:26 pm
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Hi!
How would I know, this is not me?
hmmm... There is a distance between me an everything. Nothing
can really be touched. (just an impulse) And now, with thinking:
I put my fingers on the keyboard while I writing this. I can
fell it. But its only a sensory feedback of my body.
The feedback of my body-suit is like a sunbeam through Mayas
prism to create a very ,very real hologram of the environment.
The emotions are only a endocrinal cocktail to create the
feelings for every opportunity.
The thoughts have no substance. I can't be my thoughts cos
thoughts can only exists in time. But time don't exist, just one
eternal moment.
So, at first I like to say: I'am connected with everything.. and
I'am all and all is a reflection of myself but on the second
thought
it sounds to simple, to mind(y).
Is in endlessness all and nothing the same ?
Thanks for you attention from the other side of the world!
and I hope your holiday and traveling gave you a plenty of
recreation and fun.
Viele liebe Grüße! (Germanic greetings!)
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