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Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: September 11, 2014, 10:08 am
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Jed,
To be enlightened is to stop perceiving from the point of view
of an “I”. Directly, not intellectually. So everything is one.
Just perceiving. Just IS. Just Consciousness
That’s why I need to kill the “I”, isn’t it?
I know there is no "I", but it's hard to stop objectivising. I
feel I'm programmed. Where is the "delete" button?
Thanks for this space. It helps
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Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: September 11, 2014, 10:59 am
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No, it's not
It's just simply to know directly that this is a dream, to wake
up
Killing the I is just a step.
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Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: September 13, 2014, 2:50 am
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Jed,
I feel that I'm less attached to the situations, characters,
etc, but yesterday I had a very emotional sleeping dream, much
more than in other dreams (even if I usually don't remember
any).
Being awake (in the dream-state) and sleeping seem to me the
same thing from a dreaming-state perspective. Fundamentally, I
do not see much difference, only that the objectivisation is
much lower while dreaming, and thus less ego, and more
flexibility
Why do we need to sleep? why do we need to dream withing the
dream? why do we need to fall totally asleep? why 3 different
states (dream, dream within the dream, total sleep)? There is
something strange here
I know we can answer "why not?". But still, I'm wondering...
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Re: Tono
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 14, 2014, 7:59 am
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I have no idea why we need sleep. Along with T/R is frequently a
reduction in the need for sleep.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: September 23, 2014, 1:35 pm
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Jed,
I feel like I really don't know what i want or what to do. This
is truly depressing.
Fear is the running emotion
#Post#: 1630--------------------------------------------------
Re: Tono
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 23, 2014, 10:33 pm
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You only feel fear when you resist it. It may not be easy, but
try welcoming, embrace it, cherish it, hell.... love it.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: October 7, 2014, 11:33 am
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I'm not my body, i'm not my brain. Those things are not me. They
just do not exist. Those are just concepts created by me. Which
me? That me who has created those concepts are not the real me.
I AM. I'm just awareness. I'm not something specific. Just
awareness. Who's creating these concepts?
If this is the ego, where does it come from? who is creating the
ego?
I'm awareness. I AM. Even if I do not have any experiencing, I
believe I AM. I still I AM
Who is creating this experiencing?
I guess there is too much thinking in I, who? probably, there is
nothing but this experiencing
#Post#: 2451--------------------------------------------------
Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: October 7, 2014, 11:59 am
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I'm just talking with my mother, and keep wondering? who's
talking? who's listening?
The only thing I know for sure is that I have this experience.
There is(are) no real person(s) out there.
Where does this experience come from? Who's experiencing? Not
the objective mine.
There is only this experience. I'm aware of this
Is this awareness itself?
I'm having a lot of anxiety. I'm not working at the moment. It
seems that I'm not interested. I received many possibilites but
do not seem to come to fruition. But still keeps bothering me.
I'm not doing anything. Am I sure?
I do not really trust this. I have yet not release the tiller,
or if I have done so, I'm still worried about the consequences
#Post#: 2942--------------------------------------------------
Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: October 16, 2014, 11:01 am
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Jed,
During those past months, I was rejecting the world out-there,
and thus my body, but there was still a part of me that believed
that there was "someone/something" inside me
I was pondering the question....Who I am?... and I was stuck
with this answer: I was a "perceiver", "something that is
aware", "awareness",......and on the other side was all these
appearances, all this dream going on that I was perceiving
I was really concerned about who/ or from where those
appearances come from
Now, Jed, I'm starting to realize that maybe what I am is those
same appearances. Could that be? There is no need for an "I" who
is perceiving. Could I be perception itself?
I don't know.. Still, it does not make too much sense
#Post#: 3629--------------------------------------------------
Re: Tono
DIR By: Tono
Date: October 29, 2014, 10:44 am
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Jed,
I've been thinking about HA and TR. I was trying to understand
what I really wanted. During the last couple of weeks I thought
HA was what I really wanted, as TR scared the hell out of me
But I had an experience in the past days that showed me that
this was bullshit
Who wants HA? how can this make you understand what are we doing
here? what is this all really about? no matter how much "at
peace" dosis you can have with HA, this is not enough. You are
still trapped in the dreamstate, isn't it? Maybe you understand
(or un-understand) a couple of things more, but you are still in
the same situation
Could that make me set free? No, I don't think so
HA seems to me another jail in Maya's world. I will still be
trapped. The only solution is TR. That's the only true goal.
Or there is a point in HA where you are set free? where is this
point? two steps before TR? one step? The only point is TR.
Whatever TR is, whatever it means, if that's the truth of all
this, that should be it
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