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Re: Solute
By: solight Date: February 22, 2015, 3:01 pm
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Your Brett eulogy is a whack on my head :o. Twenty some years
ago I looked at the people in rat race and thought to myself
that I wouldn't want to live like that. I put up a fight, but
Maya got the upper hand. Disheartened, the tendency to slip into
a semi comfortable coma is strong. But the little bastard is
still nagging inside, well, he brought your books to me.
Sometimes I question if I still have enough strength to go
through this. But how can I live with myself after knowing all
this and not taking action? After all, what's there to lose?
Actually, I feel the excitement in anticipation of the upcoming
fight. The only worry is that it somehow doesn't arrive.
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Re: Solute
By: Jed McKenna Date: February 23, 2015, 12:18 am
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Good News! It's already started. But, I suggest viewing it as an
exercise in awareness, a welcoming embrace. A fight only make
the other side appear bigger.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Solute
By: solight Date: February 28, 2015, 9:08 pm
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Indeed. No need to create another belief (I am in a fight) while
dismentaling the believes.
I am getting a better hang of SA now. I go through my life
periods, find events that still have emotional charge, ask
myself what I have to believe to have that emotion, see that the
belief is untrue, stay with the words/thoughts/images/emotion
until they dissipate. My wife is also doing this and is better
at it than me. She has better emotional flow whereas for me a
lot of the emotions are suppressed and it takes some effort to
allow them to surface.
I was contemplating the cogito. I think that I AM is only when I
am examming this issue. When I am lost in believes then I don't
know I AM. I guess when abiding non-dual awareness is present
then I AM is also constant. But what about sleep, or the
twilight period before dead sleep? Can you say I AM then? Or
maybe you have full awareness during sleep? Or this is a non
issue when there is not a self to care about it?
#Post#: 9799--------------------------------------------------
Re: Solute
By: Jed McKenna Date: February 28, 2015, 10:13 pm
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I am implies you are, can you be sure off that... hmmmm. How
would you know you are?
Love ya, Jed
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Re: Solute
By: solight Date: March 13, 2015, 2:08 pm
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Cannot assume there is anyone else out there:)
The name "non-dual awareness" says it all, there is not one to
be aware of another.
The effect of lightening up when the believes are gone is quite
noticeable. At this point liberation no longer feels
unreachable, it will just take some cleaning effort. (I caution
myself to never underestimate Maya). I am amazed that it's so
easy compared to all the meditation, study, this and that
practices.
Currently I am encountering a deep seated belief: what I do to
others will come back to me. This innocent looking belief
probably is deep in the human psyche. Even one of the ET races
take this to be one of their four recognized truths. I am quite
exited to encounter it.
#Post#: 10091--------------------------------------------------
Re: Solute
By: Jed McKenna Date: March 14, 2015, 11:32 pm
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What you do to others will come back??? What others and when.
That's all phooey. But you did say it's a belief.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 10414--------------------------------------------------
Re: Solute
By: solight Date: March 21, 2015, 6:19 pm
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Did a re-examination of this apparent self, I found that in
addition to "I" not knowing how to think. act, feel it's really
not different from another other object appearing in my world.
The sense that this is no different from a dream deepens.
I am not totally convinced that there cannot be more than one
truth. I agree that truth has to be true all the time,
everywhere, not relative, apply to everything. But that still
doesn't prevent there being more than one truth. Why cannot
there be two truths coexisting?
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Re: Solute
By: Jed McKenna Date: March 22, 2015, 3:39 am
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There is no two of anything, other than in the illusion.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 11132--------------------------------------------------
Re: Solute
By: solight Date: April 18, 2015, 4:03 pm
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I can now accept there is no two truths.
Instead of stepping off a cliff I seems to be walking down a
mountain path. Not that I don't want to step off the cliff like
a fool, life just hasn't presented that opportunity to me. These
days I just constantly remind myself of the C-Rex view, see and
nullify my habbits bit by bit. No big battles, but a lot of
house cleaning.
Somethings I know is not true, such as I have to have a job, but
my knowing is not deep enough for me to take action. I don't
want to force it, because who else is the forcer but the ego. On
the other hand, not forcing it is from the ego too. This is the
old question of to do or not to do. I am watching it and
letting the unsatisfaction build.
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Re: Solute
By: Jed McKenna Date: April 18, 2015, 11:08 pm
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between do and not do it just let beingness be... try it.
Love ya, Jed.
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