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#Post#: 5178--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: BeAware
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:05 am
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I was a Virgin until 25.
#Post#: 5179--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: Marie
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:07 am
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Dear Jed.
My heart is beating hard - yes please.
I do not know where I am in the proces. So what a releaf. The
focus.
Incredible that you do all that for me/us.
One flaw: first that came to mind was computer gaming, in
stead of comtemplating....
Love
Marie
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Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: Smiling
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:11 am
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Hey Jed, I know why I am nervous now. I am willing to expose
myself completely and let all the dark side be seen ASAP. So, I
am not nervous about that. The whole narration of your rant, the
commitment it requires, the physical ashram, etc., that
stimulates me into an 'achieving mode'. You know, all the years
I had gone through, especially those years in America, I tried
to achieve something, to become someone......
Finally now I don't have to become anyone or achieve anything,
your rant just brought me 'back'.
What's more, a physical ashram? I have been to quite a few
ashrams in China and southeast Asia, they aren't that appealing
to me anymore.
Relax, relax, Smiling~~ Let go of your memories.
So, Jed, no matter how nervous I might be, I am in.
#Post#: 5182--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: Smiling
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:14 am
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Next come up is fear. Fear of no more love once committing to
the ashram. Well, I just want to expose this fear.
#Post#: 5184--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: Smiling
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:35 am
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Another layer of fear I found. I interpreted my fear,
hesitation, and nervousness as not being very committed to T/S.
I am afraid that by exposing them, I might not be considered
being qualified to the program.
#Post#: 5185--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: penks1988
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:45 am
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about the one little thing... - may be procrastination
of course, procrastination is just a by-product of something
vaster... but it should do it for a bite sandwich! :)
#Post#: 5187--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: Illusion
Date: November 26, 2014, 6:51 am
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I am also afraid of not being serious enough or not being
qualified. And I keep having thoughts like: Don't fall for this.
It's a scam. There is nothing to do, nothing to reach. Nothing
to become or unbecome. Butt still I have the feeling, or is it
just an idea?, that I am missing something.
I am under the illusion that a few weeks ago there was a change
to let it all go and it felt like I let the moment pass because
I was afraid that there would be nothing left. Nothing at all.
There was nothing and no one there. So why would I want to go
there? I was afraid that once I got there that there would not
be a single thing left to enjoy anymore. So I thought: please
let me dream some more. I like it to much. And the moment
passed.
Maybe I got it all wrong and it was something totally different.
#Post#: 5192--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: know1
Date: November 26, 2014, 8:01 am
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Separating the men from the boys eh Jed? I just wet the bed...
So ridiculous that I've been looking to get the f*ck out,
scanning the horizon and slowly digging my way out of an
entrenched life. I asked where I get my passport renewed last
week while getting a new drivers lisc. wtf? I've been
liquidating all my sh*t, wtf? I've just hired people to take
care of my business here, wtf?
The Universe tells me this is what I'll be doing so bring on the
Navigator Series and SE Asia, (oh wait, did I just commit to
going to SE Asia based on dream characters from a book I read?
wtf?) I'm fast tracking this beeotch, amazing how things just
elegantly roll into focus when you've let go the tiller and
reside in what is, what once was perceived as fear becomes
excitement, energy. ;D
#Post#: 5193--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: j(
Date: November 26, 2014, 8:10 am
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Observation.
I people watch from a desk at a hotel but get paid to do night
audit while I finish my degree.
There is a blizzard here. People are frantically trying to
figure out how to handle this situation. They have come this
far. They don't know whether to continue or to turn around and
go back where they came from. Most are freaking out and not
really making any progress. Others are just complaining. They
can't stay here forever. They have to make a decision but keep
out thinking themselves. They are looking to other to convince
them one way or another. Many ask me and all I tell them is the
road will suck no matter what way they go.
Meanwhile the snow continues to fall making the road more and
more snow packed and harder to travel. Ultimately they have a
destination and only one way to get there. Thinking about it and
being scared won't get them there either...what will they do...?
To be continued....
#Post#: 5194--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed Rant.. more on the Nav Series and future Ashram
DIR By: guest89
Date: November 26, 2014, 8:15 am
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Hi Jed,
The Navigator sounds too good to be true, would love to
participate...hell, would probably kill to participate.
--- Quote ---
> If there was one little thing you could expose, one frailty,
one flaw, one part of you that you hate or are not proud of,
what might that be?"
--- End Quote ---
Jeez, the dream character is riddled with flaws....most germane
to this entire forum being that it's not real and thus rather
frail indeed. The shame and hate are likewise part of the
separation response.
I'm kinda interested in the 'why' of the question... ???
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