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Thank you and where I stand
By: getitgotit Date: September 4, 2023, 7:51 am
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I haven't posted in a while. Thank you for cointinuing this
forum, Zara. I am grateful for my interactions with Jed McKenna
:D <3
Life has brought me to my knees - again. And it ocassionally
does this. Last year, if there is time, life tried to kill me
twice. But I am still here. So I guess I should still be here.
After bad events I get quiet again and come 'back to my senses'.
Currently, Anna Brown and Michael Singer and a German dude are
helping me with this.
I cling so much to my relationship and now I allow myself (and
my partner) space from it. The one thing I did not want is space
from it and now I truly need space from it. I have never really
been into relationships, mostly probably because they are really
making me deal with myself, mirroring all parts of me that hurt
myself and others. Then I want to end them. I am not even sure
if a relationship I have is masochistic or if it is good because
I can grow. But do I really have a choice? I assume that the
only choice I have lies in awareness, and then I am more
powerful than I want to see. If all neediness goes, I do not
know what this existence is for. Only play?
I do not know who sees this or who will reply, but I wanted to
share.
Love and peace to whoever reads this :o
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