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       #Post#: 43293--------------------------------------------------
       Limbo
       By: arminkandzic Date: September 28, 2022, 1:47 am
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       Hello, there,
       I hope I didn't offend anybody with my post in any way. I also
       hope I wasn't disrespectful by any means. It was never the
       intention.
       The thing is, I'm stuck. The mind wanders back and forth,
       pondering questions, and one of those is "why isn't anyone
       responding?". Maybe it is just a way my reality works. Maybe "no
       response" is a response, but that old trick is kind of lame. It
       shows me, that I need no one to achieve what I need to achieve,
       and that achievement in itself is a carrot dangling from a stick
       for me. And me, and the carrot, are one and the same - an
       ever-changing fluctuation of beliefs, thoughts, perceptions and
       the like. In other words, illusion.
       There's perhaps no meaning whatsoever behind not approving my
       post, and maybe there is. Someone else's GOT approved, and I
       wonder if the Universe really wants to shield me off from every
       and any kind of external information input/output. (There's no
       external/internal, so it must be this experiencing structure of
       body-mind holding back on it.) It wouldn't be the first time.
       I am stuck. I am in search for someone who went through the
       same or similar, so I can either advance or let go and die
       (metaphorically). Whatever. The periods of depression and anger
       aren't allowing me to write out, and there are only these short
       moments where I can actually DO something.
       Is the Universe ignoring me? Am I ignoring myself? Do I want to
       be stuck? Is it really "I" who wants?
       I don't know.
       Help?
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       Re: Limbo
       By: dpoirier Date: February 10, 2023, 1:38 am
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       I'm stuck too, in a very similar situation, and I feel
       compassionate solidarity with your plea. My first post hasn't
       been approved (yet) and I am also struggling with the
       uncertainty. I think, if I read between the lines, you
       acknowledged that this is a solo journey. Hang in there...
       #Post#: 43302--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Limbo
       By: breakup Date: April 27, 2023, 2:12 pm
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       Limbo: How low can you go?
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