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Re: Wishing the Wantless: 1 1/2 Half gainer into the empty hole
of the Wishing Well
By: Death_by_SallyD Date: July 30, 2021, 6:12 am
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OMG, it's hitting me.....waves of realization pressing through.
The community/no-community lucid dream with lucidity gaining
ground until the awakening....the layered metaphors point at
themselves. I'm dreaming.....right now. Or, rather, I am
being dreamed......right now. As I'm typing this. All this
*gestures to body-self....setting that self is sitting
in....computer screen with "INVISIBLE GURU FORUM" in top left
corner of screen.....letters/words appearing in white box as
typing"....is a thread of woven dream interpretation of alarm
clock....before actual alarm clock wakes me up.
Just like previous lucid dream....I can't believe I'm
dreaming/being dreamed right now. It's so real! Pre-dawn
meditation/contemplation led me to this cresting/emerging
incredulous dawning awareness. Wait a minute.....what's going
on?! What IS THIS!?? I look at my left hand and ask "It" to
show me that I'm dreaming/being dreamed....RIGHT NOW.
Slowly....as if grudgingly.....my left thumb disappears.
Fingers disappearing has always been my go to confirmation that
I'm dreaming to solidify lucidity as its dawn....particularly in
the case when the me that's being dreamed can't believe it's
dreaming....or being dreamed.
All of this.......all of it...is the dream, dawning lucidity
notwithstanding, perpetuating itself as long as possible before
awakening. My god, the layers!! This is just.........insane.
I can't believe it. It's so real...
#Post#: 43183--------------------------------------------------
Re: Wishing the Wantless: 1 1/2 Half gainer into the empty hole
of the Wishing Well
By: Death_by_SallyD Date: July 31, 2021, 5:48 am
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The lucid dreaming living metaphor is the best or closest, IMHO,
to representing what's actually going on.
For me (the only one who's here, apparently....and BTW who am I
even posting this for? IDK! Dream forum full of dreamed
NPC's....oh well, just go with it), it's the metaphor that
strikes home in the most direct and simple way.
Interestingly....the metaphor plays out with a
paradoxical/ironic moebius strip plot twist. In the context of
the dream in which the dreamed character becomes lucid.....and
then finally awakens.....the awakening is, in truth, a false
one...and misleading due to the fact that "awakening" from a
lucid dream gives the impression that one truly is....awake! To
clarify...false awakening within a dream (many may recognize
this, having had false awakenings) is another beautiful
metaphor/indicator. "False awakening" in context of lucid
dreaming vernacular, involves dreaming a dream to then "awaken"
within the dream in another dream...believing that one has truly
awoken...and yet is still dreaming. That's the indicator within
the dream pointing to the fact that when the dreamer awakens to
daily awareness....e.g. me sitting here typing right now (in
which I've already proven is a dream given the disappearing
thumb trick)....is actually a false awakening. In fact, I am
closer to True Awakening when this false person is dreaming to
then become lucid to then start to emerge from the dream. It's
at that point that the emerging awakening gets hijacked into a
false awakening....which is daily awareness...in which, in
Truth, I am still dreaming....or being dreamed! This is crazy!
But this is the way to unravel it, I believe/have a hunch.
Bearing down with awareness, from moment to dreaming moment, on
this fact. I'm dreaming....right now. *performs body breath,
mind-awake/body asleep technique while sitting at computer*
Looking back on the prior community/no community dream.....first
of all, noting that the dream community helped provide the
context for lucidity to emerge. So, yes.....perhaps there are
dreaming scenarios which provide optimal circumstances to ensure
dawning lucidity....and then awakening. But, in Truth, this is
the Dreamer's way of weaving the state of actual progressive
awakening....into the dream being dreamed. The Dreamers dreams
of a school....or community within which lucidity emerges and
true awakening dawns. Less harsh, perhaps, then the Dreamer
dreaming of getting killed with a gunshot or car accident, I
guess.
So....thus, the potency, I feel....in dreaming Jed's dream
instruction to dream the body breathing (there is no body apart
from the dreamed body) and intent to mind-awake/body-asleep
rhythm with the body breathing. Within the dream, it engenders
stillness and gathers awareness at the same time. The stillness
melts away perceived activity which helps engender the belief
that the dream body amidst the dream world it is acting
within....is real/awake. OOOOhhhh....just looked down at the
reflection of my computer screen in the surface of the glass
desk top....creating a parenthetical rainbow light inflection in
which the epicenter shifts when I move my head...the point of
perspective...back and forth. LOL! It's holographic! Now
train whistle in the distance....all this pointing to the
apparent fact....I am dreaming. Anyways....body
breathing/mind-awake and body-asleep technique...similar to
phenomenon, I feel, in previous lucid dream in which I became
still....stood in the living room....alone...in a place
previously filled with the dream community before lucidity had
everyone vanish...and, in becoming still....I woke up. Or at
least dreamed that I woke up!
Whoa....this is all very disorienting. AS it should be. I
gotta stop for now....I'll be back. Unless I wake up...in which
all this disappears. My god....the compulsion to keep dreaming
is STRONG! Maya, madesmoiselle.....you got bones, sister. Very
potent spell, I must say....
#Post#: 43185--------------------------------------------------
Re: Wishing the Wantless: 1 1/2 Half gainer into the empty hole
of the Wishing Well
By: Death_by_SallyD Date: August 6, 2021, 5:16 am
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:D My god, the ironic involuting, tongue-firmly-in-cheek, knee
slapping joke of it all. Gives brand spanking new meaning to
the notion "collapsing in laughter"
I click to Yahoo Mail, looking for response (so many variegated
importances and engendering global identities in "looking for
response" ....just a begging for a vanishing ;) ) when I see
banner pasted across empty page....
"HOORAY! Inbox zero"
I mean.....just...........wow! WOW! LOL Again, the layers of
realization wash over like a curling wave.
I'm done......all gone *dusts hands, shows empty palms like
toddler in a high chair*
Deep gratitude for all you figments and filaments of my
imagination....all exquisite, transient expressions of Infinity.
I bid you adieu. And leave with this video gem, which somehow
encapsulates so much in a way in which I cannot describe or
really comprehend....
HTML https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhVLgTsoMhQ
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