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       Re: Gratitude
       By: Kita Date: November 15, 2020, 6:21 pm
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       Last time, I was successful in ruining my life. And then became
       transparent, faded. Then, decided not to fight anymore, lay down
       arms and surrender completely. In the coldest moments of my
       life, my mind, among other things, kept returning to the
       thoughts of how out of nothing arises something. Over and over
       again, I've seen different pictures of this.
       I didn't even notice, didn't realize, how the last piece of the
       puzzle gently lay down in its place.
       It was so... impressive. That I decided not to believe in it.
       Maybe my mind is playing with me again? I decided to wait at
       least a month, to make sure that this is not another illusion.
       But the more time passed, the more I confirmed my worst
       suspicions.
       Really, is this enlightenment?
       More important, is THIS what they called enlightenment?! And
       even if not this, then i don't know what else could it be. And
       what's more, if that's not what they mean, then i don't care
       anymore.
       This is exactly what I've been looking for all my life. Who
       knows, maybe more than one life. It's such a relief, like the
       whole World fell from my shoulders. I might even die now,
       calmly. At last, everything in its place.
       Great Gods, how damn hard it was to understand! Why, why is the
       simplest and most obvious thing in the World, which literally
       lies in plain sight, in shining rays of light, turned out to be
       the most unattainable and hidden. One who hid her, really didn't
       want her to be found : )
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       Re: Gratitude
       By: Jed McKenna Date: November 19, 2020, 10:42 pm
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       Wisely hidden in plain view and it's not for everyone... welcome
       home.
       Love ya, Jed
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