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#Post#: 40703--------------------------------------------------
Actor without a role on the stage
By: Yan Firstov Date: April 7, 2020, 3:21 am
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Я актёр
который не
хочет
играть
свою роль,
но ни чего
другого не
умеет и
кроме
сцены ни
чего не
видит. Что
делать?
Странно
все это, я
перестал
играть
роли,
освободил&
#1072;сь
куча
времени и
энергии и
я не знаю
что с этим
делать?
Ум
начинает
придумыва&
#1090;ь
новые
объекты
интереса и
желаний. Я
их
осознаю,
они
пропадают
и опять не
чего
делать.
Что делать
то в этой
ситуации?
То есть я
актёр
который
слоняется
без дела
на сцене
вместо
игры или
это тоже
новая
роль? -
актёр без
роли?
Мне
кажется я
попал в
какую то
ловушку
ума и Майи...
#Post#: 40726--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Yan Firstov Date: April 8, 2020, 4:40 am
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I don’t want to live as I live, how I interact with others, how
I see everything around, how I react and what I build out of
myself.
I hate it, I don't like it.
I am looking for a way out of here.
Autolysis is good, but where to get the obstacles to destroy
them?
I don’t understand what layers mean ... I don’t understand where
this attic is ...
It’s not entirely clear what it means to be born for the spirit,
to die in the body, to be born in the spirit, to learn more
about it ...
#Post#: 40734--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Jed McKenna Date: April 8, 2020, 8:29 am
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Just do what you are doing and bring as much awareness as
possible to it.
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 40834--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Yan Firstov Date: April 11, 2020, 10:58 am
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It feels like I'm deceiving everyone, pretending to be a normal
person, when I myself am no longer normal ...
#Post#: 40840--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Jed McKenna Date: April 12, 2020, 2:22 am
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... of course and at the same time, everyone else is deceiving
you, but they just don't realize it.
Love ya and stay well.
Jed.
#Post#: 40868--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Yan Firstov Date: April 13, 2020, 5:03 am
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I have already killed my parents and spouse (metaphorically).
They are not talking to me now. But is it necessary
(metaphorically) to kill your children?
Lisa left her children with her ...
#Post#: 40869--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Jed McKenna Date: April 13, 2020, 6:02 am
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It is not about killing anything, other than you attachment to
mother, father, lover, child. You can still have them, care for
them, but in a strange way, you don't care about them. You love
them enough to let them do anything they want, you love them
enough to never care if you ever see them again. It's much, much
closer to 'true' love than the crap society holds up as 'true'
love.
Stay well,
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 40879--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Yan Firstov Date: April 14, 2020, 1:55 am
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When I wake up in the morning, I tell myself - my task today is
only to watch this boring monotonous series.
I will try not to intervene or play any roles.
It is right? Will it move me along my path?
#Post#: 40880--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Jed McKenna Date: April 14, 2020, 3:28 am
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Hi Yan:
What you do is always perfect, but questioning it is usually a
waste of time. Just be... and remember to breath. Do you have my
Full Body Breathing tape?
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 40881--------------------------------------------------
Re: Actor without a role on the stage
By: Yan Firstov Date: April 14, 2020, 6:30 am
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not, what the Full Body Breathing tape?
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