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       Where Crying just becomes Laughter... Right Hand Path?
       By: Neverx2x2 Date: January 16, 2020, 1:08 pm
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       A backward looking observation... 6 years ago... a break... a
       shower... the image of my body falling from a great height to
       splatter and be skewed by large black spikes in a sea of
       blood... and the words "Go ahead... see what happens"
       ...over-and-over-and-over. And all the time, I find the most
       uncontrollable, insane, and mechanical laughter coming from
       me... as if it were somebody else (like an LSD trip I remember,
       where my internal dialogue suddenly was not my own). It lasted
       for about 45 mins, and happened while I was getting dressed...
       all the way through my morning routine. When it subsided, there
       was pain in my stomach and tears rolling from my eyes.
       Today... I read it as, "It's OK to let the Universe kill you...
       it was going to do that anyway." I also see that others have
       found very similar experiences, as a result of similar inquiries
       - they just don't flip over to laughter. They still hold onto
       the sorrow, rage, the seriousness, and the hatred of false self.
       they don't yet see that the hatred is non-abiding (like the fear
       of no-self). Their crying does not flip to the ever present and
       causeless laughter of eternity... always a perfectly good apple
       replaced by a perfectly good apple... no change... no story
       about more-or-less valuable oranges or bananas... no polarity...
       no left-hand-path to assert controlled opposition to the
       not-really-a-right-hand-path.
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       Re: Where Crying just becomes Laughter... Right Hand Path?
       By: Jed McKenna Date: January 17, 2020, 2:55 am
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       Dear Never:
       Thanks for your post and sharing your experience. I didn't get a
       question so no anwser comes to me. But, I will suggest that you
       experience is as imporant as those apples, oranges and
       bananas.... but I think you know that.
       Much love, Jed.
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