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       Student's Email, Encouragement for others, with permission.,..
       By: Jed McKenna Date: November 22, 2019, 4:00 am
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       Last night I had a very interesting experience.
       I was a pool of new energy (not jerky caffeinated energy and not
       brash testosterone energy either, a new kind of energy). The
       things around looked like props of a dream. I felt my body
       wasn't mine. And the whole concept of "mine" was...
       inappropriate?
       I wanted to describe it with words "perfect", "heavenly" and
       "better" but all these words seemed harsh, vulgar and very
       inappropriate. So did the words "I", "wanting" and "needing" and
       pretty much any emotion. It was some higher level grace or
       gentleness.
       My name felt the weirdest of all...
       Words - all of them - have lost the concepts they were pointing
       to. And it did feel like a dream. Real as it gets, but there was
       this buzziness (?) flappiness (?) of a dream. And a certain
       echoing depth only dreams have. The air was "softer", yet...
       "thicker" with "energy".
       I finally see what you meant by all these "non-" words:
       non-experience, non-state... - I see how they are useful when
       you could describe it with just words, but it just feels
       inappropriate.
       I'm not done transcribing the hour-long audio report - but I'm
       very eager to share it straight away for some reason. But I
       remember me saying:
       "Calling this state a "state" is like shouting "good morning!"
       from the balcony at night".
       And also:
       "I feel like I don't have a purpose. I am the purpose.
       Next time I come to the airport:
       -What's the purpose of your visit?
       -I am the purpose, in and of itself!"
       [Entry denied, we don't need this shit in our Mayanic country]
       Jed we're all rich with this non-richness, it's new level of
       wonderful.
       Jed, thank you! Now I see to what this technology leads and
       yesterday for the first time in months (years?) I dropped my
       character - what a... No, it's not a relief, it's like I was
       trying to walk on all fours, and now I know I can stop messing
       around and walk.
       Again, thank you
       Cheers
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