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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: rgardner
Date: November 20, 2014, 4:59 pm
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G,
My I was totally shattered at a point in the distant past.
Had to, literally, put it back together, examining the belief
system item by item.
It failed to survive in society on 3 different occasions, but
with a patch here and there, seems to be holding up well. I do
let it spark emotions for the rush of an experience.
Don't let the negative linger, and try to prolong what feels
good.
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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 21, 2014, 4:51 am
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:-* toall....
Love ya, Jed
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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: rgardner
Date: November 21, 2014, 4:53 pm
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Gromer,
in 1970, went into a trance with "Who and what am I?" at the
forefront of my consciousness.
Had an incredibly joyful and totally freeing encounter with the
"oneness", "universal consciousness", or whatever you wish to
refer to the Nothing/Everthing.
The resultant ego was pretty much totally raw, only a
overwhelming sensation of intense gratitude.
Didn't fully understand what had happened.
Lasted ~12 hours before I was hospitalized and chemically
lobotomized.
In order to survive amongst society, had to build "belief
pyramid" from the ground up.
#Post#: 4973--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 21, 2014, 10:39 pm
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Thank you for sharing. Like RG has pointed out (to a degree)
sometimes T/R is traumatic and my advice to many is if the blue
bird of Truth craps on your birthday cake, you may be well
advised to keep you mouth shut for a while. Writing here is a
venue that won't get you into trouble, unless I bite your a s s!
Love ya and urge gentleness on the only person you may ever meet
and know, yourself.
Jed.
#Post#: 5011--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: pixelmation
Date: November 22, 2014, 12:29 pm
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Beautiful video, visually...weird to see "Longing" at the end,
who is longing? Breathe Life.
#Post#: 11721--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 16, 2015, 8:13 pm
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Maybe....
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 11729--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: oat dog
Date: May 17, 2015, 7:13 am
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Time to time there can be a different kinds of wanting but they
wash over pretty quick.
All wanting is self-reinforcement, no doubt. My closest
attachment might be my partner but just enough to keep the show
running, other than that none I suppose. ..oh wait, this forum,
only reason to post here anything right now is to please my ego
but then again, could there be any other reason?
#Post#: 11731--------------------------------------------------
Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: eponymous
Date: May 17, 2015, 9:58 am
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The need to create meaning, where there is none - including the
idea of what 'enlightenment' is.
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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: May 17, 2015, 1:20 pm
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All meaning is created and enlightenment is nothing.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Jed rant, letting go, stimulated by Gromer
DIR By: eponymous
Date: May 17, 2015, 2:00 pm
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Yes, I was being 'rhetorical'.
I don't know how to participate in this forum. I'm not searching
for anything, because there's nothing to search for.
I first stated, in a previous post, that, 'reality', has no
inherent, intrinsic, 'meaning'. When I arbitrarily place
'meaning', onto any given exoteric 'event', I've just become a
despot in my own self delusion.
The unclimbable mountain, of the concept of what 'Enlightenment'
is - was - for me, the Mount Everest, of obstacles, I had placed
on the alter of delusion - in order to hinder knowledge of 'who'
is the one seeking, for example. Who is it? Ummm.....wait, I
know! It's...er, ah....let me get back to you on that one.
When I 'got it', years ago - it was on a plane - 30,000 feet up
- with Gingerale running out of my nose - hand clasped over my
mouth, and tears streaming down my face, laughing hysterically.
Thailand was gravy. Horrifying Gravy. To not exist - and to go
through hanging on to anything - including the Self? Death on
Rollerskates. All I could think was, "I love myself, I don't
want to not exist"!
I can verify, with first hand knowledge - that Self Inquiry -
for lack of a better word, 'works'.
'Who Am I'? Well, who is the one asking the question? 'What Am
I'? Well, who is the one that's asking? 'Where am I'? Who is the
one that's asking the question' - like an endless mobius strip
of endless, endlessness. Round and round we go - where we
stop... Who knows?
Who, indeed.
I'm seeing - that, after 5 posts - I need to let go of feeling
the need to write anything in this forum - because there's
nothing left to say.
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