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       You can expect to get angry... from a Nav Student
       By: Jed McKenna Date: August 17, 2019, 3:58 am
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       Hi Jedi,
       Had a pretty powerful experience just now with collapsing time &
       space and vanishing identities.
       Some events have been popping to my mind lately (related to what
       I told you earlier, past creeping up etc.) so I decided to do
       collapsing with those events. Did it just now and felt relieved
       afterwards. Love. Easiness.
       Actually earlier today I realized how fucking angry I am that
       this bitch doesn't let me LIVE because she wants to live and
       whine all the time...  and in order for her to live she has to
       bring up the fucking past in the now all the time. So I said
       fuck you, you're not even real so it's time for YOU to go. We
       don't need you. (I sound like a gollum now but whatever....hmm
       maybe she's the gollum!)
       Anyway.
       That's what led me to do the collapsing and also vanishing with
       the identity which came up to be worthless/worthy. As soon as I
       whispered myself, I am worthy no matter what ever
       happened/didn't happened etc. I burst into tears. F**k. That
       hurt. I realized I've never actually said that to myself. Or
       thought about it. That I am worthy and it has nothing to do
       with.."me".
       Mmm. That's it for now.
       Love ya,
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