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       Student's experience, two emails.
       By: Jed McKenna Date: July 30, 2019, 12:06 am
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       Well, I had some interesting weeks. I don't know how or when but
       suddenly it hit me. All is illusion and Truth (the only true
       'thing') is what all arises within. I can't even try to describe
       it. No need to, you understand this. I am just watching it
       expand in my being, my thoughts, in all that appears to be. But
       now, for sure, I know that I am not my body, not my thoughts. I
       am just having a great human experience. All is limitless. Total
       freedom. Everything (well....almost everything) you said falls
       into place.
       (Follow up email)
       Yes, I am certainly enjoying the dream.
       Still quite lost for words....
       What I am experiencing now is a limitless mind, or in other
       words: Freedom. Mind has gone very silent, and memory seems to
       have been erased. New memories have a sense of unrealness and
       are very volatile, not sticking. It's so quiet now. A thin
       sliver of a 'me' and just enough thoughts remain to keep this
       dreamed character going in this dream. Still watching this
       realisation of Truth expand, revealing new insights. I feel a
       bit 'not in this world'. Like I am not really here... and that
       is ofcourse quite true. Just going through adjustments. Think I
       read somewhere that might take some years... All oke, this is
       not the end point, it's just the start.
       Quite a thingy for a dreamed character to find out that it is
       just that... a dreamed, not existing, character.
       Just a big thanks!
       Love,
       #Post#: 38921--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Student's experience, two emails.
       By: Death_by_SallyD Date: July 30, 2019, 8:24 am
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       Untruth unbelief....or untruth unrealization, I think you said.
       Is ANY experience true?  Any experience whatsoever, forever and
       ever?!!!
       Again maneuvering via inquiry to with intent to back myself into
       a corner, over and over.  Very challenging....that sustained,
       direct awareness seems at times like a slick, greased
       pig....can't hold onto for long.
       I appears some of your students have successfully slipped into
       smooth groove where that direct awareness clicks into
       place....the truth of open, smooth field of awareness that
       simply observes the untruth (?)  of appearances glide by...come
       and go.
       Encouragement to continue looking looking looking (not seeking!)
       into the moment at hand.  Honing down with awareness into the
       very substance...the threadwork of perception.
       Or something :D
       
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       Re: Student's experience, two emails.
       By: Jed McKenna Date: July 30, 2019, 11:48 pm
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       If there is a reason for most of my posts, and writing, it's is
       indeed ''encouragement''. Yes, T/R is very real and
       substantial... and seldom comes easily.
       Love ya, Jed.
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