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       Student's Experiences that I asked if I could share....
       By: Jed McKenna Date: July 29, 2019, 7:20 am
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       Hey...
       Thought I'd write you a bit what's going on here.
       After my "revelation" or so I was feeling super zen for some
       time. Like, everything stopped, time disappeared, I disappeared.
       My boyfriend asked me if I'm drunk when I felt the most sober
       I've maybe ever felt...lol. Well, after a while "my past" and
       "my future" started to come back... I got little bit scared.
       There was still some stuff I needed to go through. It was like,
       I was showed what's there on the other side and then my ego got
       so scared of it's death it put all the cards in the table but
       yeah... It just didn't work anymore.
       Now... It's kinda settling down. I know I don't exist. But still
       there has to be this dreamed figure to keep playing in this
       dreamworld... I have to admit it's all a bit confusing now.
       But there's nothing to be scared of anymore... It's all just
       thoughts in my head and what are thoughts anyway? Just
       imagination. Nothing to do with me.
       I keep playing and now I guess I'm just interested how to make
       most out of this game. I have to admit it's kinda boring at
       times and maybe that's why we have to make up all the b.s. to
       keep us entertained.
       Every day feels the same. Actually every day is the same. I wake
       up, meet people, talk with people, see things, hear things,
       taste things etc... But it's all the same. Nothing really
       changes.
       I feel like I'm having a some kind of double life.
       Like I'm lying to other people that "I" exist when I really
       don't.... I feel like I'm cheating everybody. But hey .. wait a
       second. "They" are cheating "me" too... Actually now I feel like
       I can really LOVE. We're all made of the same stuff. You are me
       and I am you. Everything else is just lies...
       Well, that's it for now..
       Love you,
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