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       Jed Rant: Another ACIM student... sniveler... again.
       By: Jed McKenna Date: July 12, 2019, 2:30 am
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       ACIM Student email. Posted with permission. I agree to remove
       any identifiers, but I will sneak a little share in. This
       guy/girl is a very accomplished professional in his/her field
       and experiences more ''extreme'' things in a day than most folks
       do in a year. He/she is grounded and intelligent. A little proof
       that this stuff works when you work it... fully. I thank him/her
       for letting me share it:
       Surprise! Surprise! I continued to do the exercise on
       unworthiness over the past 2 days, and as I had told you,
       nothing more came up. I sat this morning & an avalanche of
       unworthiness came up out of nowhere. It was seismic, powerful,
       and much more profound than before. The previous exercises had
       to do with being unworthy because of "this or that." This
       exercise started that way but got deeper and deeper until it
       reached my very core that was unworthy. The unworthiness had
       nothing to do with who I am, was or what I did or didn't do, it
       was at my very core and everything else was a manifestation of
       this core of unworthiness. I had a sense that it was so deep
       that it originated with my manifesting as a human being, as if
       this was, if you will, "the original sin." All the unworthiness
       was for no other reason than I showed up as a manifest entity/
       dream character. Boy I cried a river! I ran out of tissues and
       had to use my T-shirt. What a mess!
       I had such a clear sense of the depth of this unworthiness but
       very soon after seeing that it was at my very core, it
       dissipated. I really wanted to explore it but it wasn't strong
       enough to follow it at that depth. What I felt was that I am
       inherently unworthy by dint of being born, there was nothing I
       did to become unworthy; and more so, there was nothing to do
       about it. It was just there.
       Well it shows to go you that one's capacity for self-delusion is
       limitless. I am also understanding how such deep feelings of
       unworthiness could certainly get in the way of one's ability to
       manifest intentionally because the very intentions are
       clouded/misdirected by that unworthiness.
       The good news is that I no longer give a ****. I've been
       consciously suffering (meaning with a goal to wake up,
       transform, transcend) for 15 years now. It just doesn't matter
       anymore. Bring it on!
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