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Kathryn
By: Kathryn Date: March 25, 2019, 3:11 pm
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So my last day at work is Friday, and, although unintended, I
have a new job interview tomorrow afternoon. Same commute
distance, half the hours, over twice the pay. I hope it works
out, but, if it doesn’t, I will just remain independently ‘poor’
(relatively speaking).
<snip>
My husband kind of ghosted me for awhile. That was a little
difficult, but I had told him to “F*** the f*** off,” so what
did I expect?
Thank God I had some Torey Hayden under my belt. She worked with
“special needs” children, and she had particular success with
elective mutism.
So, I did what she did; I acted normal, and acted as if I
expected my husband to speak. He did.
Now if I can just keep my big mouth shut, with him. He doesn’t
want to hear my “special” thoughts on any matter.
All my sharing of my special thoughts, I realized today, was
just a last ditch effort of my ego to be validated.
Dumb me. He has been here to kill my ego all along. Amen.
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Re: Kathryn
By: Jed McKenna Date: March 25, 2019, 8:30 pm
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Sounds like he is a great gift.
Enjoy. An do keep you mouth shut.
Love ya, Jed
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Kathryn
By: Kathryn Date: March 28, 2019, 12:13 pm
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Now that I killed my job, I’m struggling with a new opportunity.
I had planned for some R&R, but I noticed a job posting with
half the hours & over twice the pay (per hour) than the job I
just killed.
So, what’s the problem? Well, it entails learning some new
things in a realm in which I’m less comfortable. Let’s just say
I’m super comfortable in the realm of ideas, and even people,
but when it comes to machines & mechanics, no, I am not so
comfortable. Sometimes these 2 realms intersect, as in the case
of this job opportunity.
This may sound over-dramatic, and it probably is, but I am
thinking my situation is like Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane:
“Take this cup (job offer, if offered) away from me, but not my
will, but your (God’s) will be done.”
Am I abdicating my own responsibility by thinking/saying: it’s
up to God; if it’s meant to be, it will happen; if it’s not
meant to be, that’s fine too—all the while really thinking I
hope they pick someone else for this job?
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Re: Kathryn
By: Jed McKenna Date: March 29, 2019, 1:17 am
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Fine balance between letting go and putting effort into things
like projects. Just remember, in the long run there is no long
run. Trust your body, it's smarter that ''you''.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Kathryn
By: Kathryn Date: March 29, 2019, 3:57 am
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Thanks, again good advice. I watched a You Tube video
demonstrating the exact procedure I would be asked to do on
occasion. After the first few minutes of watching I was clear
this was not a role I was willing to play. The I Ching had
advised me to be frugal and and content. Actually it said, “To
be frugal and content is to possess immeasurable wealth within.”
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Re: Kathryn
By: Kathryn Date: March 29, 2019, 7:02 am
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Wow the body. The minute I got to my last day of work and saw 2
ridiculous handouts paced on my desk by my boss, I literally &
biologically lost my shit & had to leave and come home.
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Kathryn
By: Kathryn Date: March 29, 2019, 7:06 am
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This time is God-time.
This space is God’s space.
This dream is God’s dream,
In which you and I and God
Are happening.
I know you’d probably have a corrective response to such drivel,
but, well, not my will.
Thank you for being here—
My invisible guru.
I can’t see you, or touch you, or feel you, but, well, just
thanks.
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Re: Kathryn
By: Jed McKenna Date: March 30, 2019, 4:48 am
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No corrective response required when you realize it is ALL
drivel.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Kathryn
By: Kathryn Date: March 30, 2019, 3:07 pm
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Here, and now, is love.
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Re: Kathryn
By: Jed McKenna Date: March 30, 2019, 10:25 pm
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:D :D :D :-*
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