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Flailing
DIR By: guest1759
Date: January 24, 2019, 8:37 am
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Hi, not sure what to write, sandra anne has me coming.
Wat I'm hoping for, or banking on, there has to be some way out
out of here, whatever you want to call this place or this
seeming mechanism. There has got to be some truth, no matter how
small, I'll settle for a salt grains worth. Just a little bit of
dust of truth is ok for me.
Otherwise even to die, let alone to "live" is in vain. I like
dreaming, I like being free without usual resposibilities, and
that's about it. My current dream is like a rocky boat or
something, an ocean in distress. Something is going on. I seem
to get myself more and more in weird troubles and is excerbated
as im well, getting older. My system seems to be getting in
states of total panic, like an alarm mode. Like it's trying to
flush me out.
I think there is something to it, I mean, it's logic progression
of my journey. Can you help me with what's next?
Thank you all.
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Re: Flailing
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 25, 2019, 12:43 am
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Dear Flailing Fish:
Thanks for sharing and welcome to the Flounder Club. I don't
have enough information to pass along any suggestions, I need to
know a little more about what you have done/studied, who under,
readings, etc. If that gets a little personal and you would
rather write me privately, please do so at
cambodianashram@gmail.com.
Best wishes on your journey.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Flailing
DIR By: guest1759
Date: January 25, 2019, 5:38 am
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Thanks.
Did some light breathing learning, various books from zen, you,
UG, advaita circle authors, ramana and the other guy, others i
cant remember, some movies and tv also did help, resolved
trauma, blah blah.
All of that stopped lets say two years ago, i read or watch
ocasionally if something really comes my way.
Whats seem happening now i get into more pickle situations where
i look like total idiot. I dont know what to do or how to
behave. Id be homeless (or it just feels that way). Im not
trying to gain glorious life no more, just to live honest and
simple. Which turns out to be probably hardest once can do. I
guess thats built in.
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Re: Flailing
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 25, 2019, 6:09 am
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Send me an email and I'll send my full body breathing tape.
Cheers.
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