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       #Post#: 33047--------------------------------------------------
       When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: guest1170 Date: November 27, 2017, 4:34 pm
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       ... It looks like you're limiting T/R to the cells of this puny
       primate body - This bothers me.
       So, anyways, I used to post here(I had my own thread) but I
       deleted everything I posted, with your posts included. Sorry for
       deleting all that content that could've been helpful for other
       people and sorry for wasting your time - By sending everything
       you wrote into nothingness.
       Anyways, I'm back here because I just COULDN'T find any
       religion/cult/whatever that wasn't full of bullshit. They were
       full of things like karma, sin, saints, etc...
       I've been reading the blog of a disciple of a supposed
       enlightened chinese man. This guy said his master had
       superpowers and that the only way to reach enlightenment was to
       mantain yourself celibate and to mantian yourself in samadhi for
       100 days, this way you could use your sexual energy to feed a
       spiritual fetus living inside you - Without that spiritual fetus
       you couldn't get enlightened, you couldn't realize the Tao.
       Shame I believed that for even a second!
       He also said people like you("advaitas") only display a minor
       level of enlightenment(arhat) and don't have full buddhahood.
       That guy was honest and altruistic and fully believed on what he
       taught(I think)
       I also talked with other disciple from that guy. He left
       everything in life to become a celibate monk that focuses only
       on enlightenemnet. He has attainment of the 8 jhanas and looks
       like he's an stream enterer too... He keeps saying that a human
       birth is extremely rare and that we should focus our entire time
       on enlightenment otherwise we can be born into hellish realms in
       the future. Anyways, he is too very altruistic about his beliefs
       and fully believes in what he says, and yet, how can he be so
       delluded? Well, maybe he isn't deluded and what you consider
       enlightenment is just a minor thing on their superior path of
       buddhahood like they say s/
       I've also re-read parts of Yogi's autobiography by Yogananda and
       what a load of crap! The book was full of talk about sainthood
       and sin.... In the book Yogananda's master even materialized
       himself after death and talked to yogananda saying that now he
       is living on an astral plane and that everyone that's living
       there has to behave in the right manner otherwise they feel
       intense pain. Anyways, the thing is, Yogananda was a sincere guy
       and probrably didn't lie about his master materializing after
       death so, how can we explain this? Was it Maya petrending to be
       his master? Did Yogananda allucinate?
       The fact that a dead person talked with Yoganada confirming his
       beliefs to be true creates inside me the illusion of autority
       for everything he says - thus making everything he says true cuz
       after all he knows what happens after death...
       I know that he was deluded and yet my mind can't accept he was
       deluded because he talked with a dead person and that person
       said he was right(it was implied)
       Whenever I see a spiritual master talking about celibacy,
       bramacharya, sainthood, morality, sin... I think to myself: What
       does it matter if you're a saint or sinner? It's not like I'm a
       sex addict that is clinging to the habit(in fact I'm still a
       virgin) it's just that the obsession those so called saints have
       with sex is just so great....
       Who knows why the fucking hell celibacy and morality is the
       central point in almost all religions...
       #Post#: 33051--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: Jed McKenna Date: November 27, 2017, 11:27 pm
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       Thanks for sharing. You only asked on question that I might
       answer, that last sentence. It's pretty apparent to me that this
       is the best way to control people. Make them feel guilty and
       then provide relief. And control is all religions want, nothing
       more. From there they can have their way with everybody.
       Religion is a cancer on society, but it does much good in that
       it provides us with something to waken from. Now, the question
       is what are you going to waken to.
       Oh, and yes, I completely agree with your observations. When
       this world and the universe disappears you will have T/R, and
       you will realize that nothing ever mattered, including
       enlightenment.
       Love ya, Jed.
       #Post#: 33058--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: guest1170 Date: November 28, 2017, 11:01 am
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       In Jainism it's said that there are 4 types of karma that binds
       the jiva(consciousness) in the state of ignorance. Only by
       allowing all the latent karma to manifest and present karma to
       work itself out, can you climb the gunasthanas(levels of virtue)
       that are like a ladder to moksha. Usually I would just disregard
       all of this as Indian bullshit, but there are some
       advaita/nondual/whatever sources that say that only throught the
       dissolution of karma can you become free. What do you think of
       this? Does karma even exist? In Jaininsm there are even books
       that teach you karma mathematics that can help you calculate the
       number of karma "particles" you get by doing certain things....
       Even Ramana talked about karma:
       "The Ordainer controls the fate of souls in accordance with
       their prarabdhakarma (destiny to be worked out in this life,
       resulting
       from the balance sheet of actions in past lives). Whatever is
       destined
       not to happen will not happen, try as you may. Whatever is
       destined
       to happen will happen, do what you may to prevent it. This is
       certain. The best course, therefore, is to remain silent."
       " It is true that we are not bound. That is to say, the real
       Self has no bondage. And it is true that you will eventually
       return
       to your Source. But meanwhile, if you commit sins, as you call
       them, you have to face the consequences. You cannot escape them"
       #Post#: 33066--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: Jed McKenna Date: November 28, 2017, 8:38 pm
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       There is no such thing as sin, that's only a thought. What might
       be a sin, perhaps killing someone simply because you are angry
       at them, is not a sin if you are a war hero and kill an enemy.
       Karma does not exist, it's just another story. Stay within he
       human dream and you can create and dispel karma for a billion
       years... every moment you create is and it can never be undone.
       You walk outside and step on an ant and it all starts again.
       Remember, a dream is always a dream and everything within it is
       only dream material. If you believe in karma then you might be
       able to create that experience, but trust me, it can never every
       be undone because (based on karmic reasoning) everything you do
       creates more karma. As you wisely point out, it is just b.s.
       piled on top of more b.s.
       Find out what the dream occurs within and you will laugh at the
       concept of karma. The Indians who talk of if are just talking
       about their deep cultural heritage. All of that is within the
       dream. The infinite context in which the dream occurs is Truth
       and there is no such thing as karma in truth, only a loving
       allowance of all the dreams that spontaneously arise within
       it... it is pregnant to overflowing with infinite possibility.
       Seeking anything short of the realization of this, your True
       Nature, is (in my not-very-humble opinion) a waste of your time
       in this human experience.
       Do as you wish but I highly suggest you don't waste your
       exclusionary time in the human dream.
       Love ya, Jed.
       #Post#: 33080--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: guest1170 Date: November 29, 2017, 5:07 pm
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       About life time: I know that truth never dies but, does our
       consciousness cease after death?
       I know Nisargadatta said we are gone after death(he used the
       fact that we always lived our lives with ourselves existing, so
       trying to imagine our inexistence is next to impossible to us -
       But it does happen)
       You also said the "I am" is gone together with the physical
       body.
       Honestly this is all very depressing. Usually people that don't
       care about inexistence are those who are living happy lives at
       the moment. In the happiest moments in my life(few) I also
       thought to myself I would have no problem with dying at the
       moment.
       Now, though, I've been living almost as an hermit for 6 years; I
       missed teenage "love"; never had romantic contact with a female;
       don't have friends; etc... Recently I've been taken with
       constant fear and OCD that a deadly disease can strike me and I
       will never get to experience the things I want, thus dying like
       a loser(not that I care about this label anyways) that wasted
       his life
       Having the belief of an afterlife kinda conforts me, because if
       I died I could get other chance.
       #Post#: 33083--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: Jed McKenna Date: November 30, 2017, 1:20 am
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       You said:
       Having the belief of an afterlife kinda conforts me, because if
       I died I could get other chance.
       That's pretty clear and obvious... i.e. that it's comforting.l..
       but you have a ''belief'' because you don't have a ''knowing''.
       I suggest you seek ''knowing''. Living a life projecting out
       into an unknown point in a non-existent time, you miss all that
       is, the now.
       Of course you are going to die... and it may be right after
       reading this response. So what? Surely you don't think that
       matters in any way. Everything that has a beginning has an
       ending, that's just the way it goes. However, that only applies
       to the you that you think you are not the real You that you
       actually are.
       I suggest you just sit down and die. Go ahead, get it over with.
       Rather than fretting the balance of this dream away... just sit
       down and let yourself experience death. I not suggest you
       physically commit suicide, but just sit down, relax, breathe,
       and let yourself, i.e. all the dreams, faith, beliefs, stories,
       loves, hates, b.s., etc. die. What could that hurt? None of it
       is real... and that means you can make whatever you want be
       real. Try it.
       Don't run from it, run to it then through it.
       Love ya, Jed.
       #Post#: 33090--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: guest1170 Date: November 30, 2017, 10:37 am
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       Ok. I will come back when I have applied this technique enough.
       #Post#: 33091--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: Jed McKenna Date: November 30, 2017, 10:45 am
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       I look forward to hearing from you.
       Love ya, Jed.
       #Post#: 33201--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: guest1170 Date: December 7, 2017, 2:56 am
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       I didn't do that exercise too much due to my restless mind;
       still, it didn't see to do much to me... Maybe the suffering
       vanished a little, but it only went away to be substituted by a
       feeling of dead peace. I don't want peace; I want to make my
       desires come true and to gain things that will help me making
       them become.
       I'll try to do some autolysis now; there's so much pain inside
       me that I can't even meditate(I actually used to be disciplined
       enough to meditate everyday until everything fucking exploded).
       I can't do anything anymore without this excruciating emotional
       pain torturing me. I call this pain because I observe it comes
       and goes in palpitations, just like physical pain. I'm 24/7
       filled with this emotional horror. I do not have control over
       it; I'm not gaining anything from it; the process has it own
       life. I wonder if this is what happens to "normal" people when
       they don't have a way to escape from their emotions, or if this
       is a problem singular to those that are mentally unstable. Yes,
       I'm aware of all the drama queening nuances on what I wrote here
       - But the pain is real.
       I mean, it's just so easy for some people to climb a hill and
       start to meditate there and then experience spiritual extasis,
       union and shit while being grateful for being alive and all the
       things that come together with being a spiritual person. Those
       are the same people that are always vomiting like parrots the
       discourse that we create our reality; the law of attraction
       crowd... Bitch, if we created our reality, no one would be poor,
       sick, fat etc except for some exotical specimens. I mean, I know
       that in one sense we do create our reality, but few, very few,
       have something that could be called mastery over their lives;
       most results that come from the law of attraction when made by
       an ordinary person are subtle or take a hell of time; wanna
       materialize a sack of money out of nowhere? Oh, it won't happen
       because [insert bullshit talk here about vibrations and mental
       state]. Why can't I be happy and deluded like them? Is it
       because I'm a bad person? Am I not talented? Is it because I
       don't smoke weed? Is it because I'm actually sincere with myself
       and they're hypocrites?
       #Post#: 33205--------------------------------------------------
       Re: When you say T/R is a kind of cellular knowing...
       By: Jed McKenna Date: December 7, 2017, 5:17 am
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       You said: I didn't do that exercise too much due to my restless
       mind; still, it didn't see to do much to me...
       Please stop wasting time. If you don't approach is seriously and
       diligently then how can you expect a miracle. Don't do it much
       and you won't get much of a gain... that's rather obvious... at
       least to me.  ??? ??? ???
       Love ya, Jed.
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