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confused
DIR By: phruitea
Date: November 22, 2017, 12:41 am
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How do I live life without a story? And I find I'm searching for
sex a lot now in women, what am I really looking for?
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Re: confused
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 22, 2017, 8:14 am
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Just a distraction to take your mind off the fact that you are
living a life of quiet desperation.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: confused
DIR By: phruitea
Date: November 22, 2017, 11:07 pm
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I find it hard not to be quite desperate. Maybe what I want
right now is to live quiet and desperately. The stories I have
now are how I was raised strictly and quieted by my parents,
that I won't amount to much, that I'll end up alone, and that
I'll be doing the same job for the rest of my life. How do I
stop telling myself these stories? I think they're the reason
behind me living quiet and desperately.
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Re: confused
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 23, 2017, 8:27 am
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There as some very effective ways of ''undoing'' those past
stories. I teach then in the Series, but it requires some time,
dedication and guidance. One of the keys is you (in a sense) got
yourself in this situation and from the perspective of that same
''self'' is very challenging to see through your stories. It's a
little like asking your jailor for a way to escape. He won't be
so inclined.
For now, understand that none of them are real.. that's why they
are called ''stories''.
Until later, further.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: confused
DIR By: phruitea
Date: January 10, 2018, 1:59 am
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I feel scared going off my meds as well as feel confined to
staying on them Jed. I'm coming to a better place where it
doesn't matter whether I'm on them or not. What are you
thoughts?
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Re: confused
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 10, 2018, 2:30 am
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My thoughts are few and far between. Listen to you own thoughts
and ideas. You have everything you need right now and right
where you are. You need no one else and nothing else.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: confused
DIR By: phruitea
Date: January 14, 2018, 3:08 am
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I feel I致e been asleep, not just because of my meds but I now
am noticing how far behind i am compared to many people. In your
stories you mentioned how others were zombies, well I知 a
zombie. I think I知 starting to wake up but who knows how long
that値l take. I知 scared I値l be running the same circles my
whole life... how do I know when I go a step further? I just
need something to keep me going
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Re: confused
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 14, 2018, 6:13 am
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Why not just stop your searching. It's time to give up trying,
to let go of all you ideals of what is to be achieved. Those are
stories in your head. If you want to go further STOP all trying
to go further.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: confused
DIR By: phruitea
Date: January 14, 2018, 1:13 pm
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So you're saying that enlightenment or h/a (idk) doesn't led you
anywhere, that there's no specific manifestation to it, no good
health, no financial abundance, no women, just you? That pretty
much means I could be enlightened at any time as long as I stop
chasing right? So this is it. It's quite disappointing. Just
being fat, isolated, whatever. just enjoy it right? Sigh, I
guess what else is there to do?
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Re: confused
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: January 14, 2018, 11:07 pm
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Yup, when it's all entertainment then what else is there to do
but enjoy it.
Love ya, Jed.
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