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Re: Stephan
DIR By: Stephan Caspers
Date: November 5, 2014, 4:47 pm
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Just read some Walt Whitman. Exactly what I needed to hear.
Thoughts, objects, sounds and what not come out of nowhere
intending to fool a "me". The ego does nothing but seeking
meaning into anything. We can't name anything, therefor we label
everything so we can get a sense of control to what is. The idea
wants to catch shadows of an imaginary self image projected only
with the desire of existing.
The whole idea of letting go, the surrendering, is contemplating
to what is. Truth can't be captured. You allow the butterfly to
sit on your shoulder.
That is what this contemplating is all about. The butterfly can
never be caught, so let it come to me instead.
I love it! Not gonna lie, (say wut!?) I feel AWESOME! Dropped
the sword. I allow the butterfly to sit on me via contemplating.
Last but not least: Further!
Love you,
Stephan
Pop!
#Post#: 4205--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Stephan Caspers
Date: November 6, 2014, 4:54 pm
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Bulls-eye precision
Right now as there is an illusional I throwing down these words.
I cannot talk without lieing. The lie (me) would only interact
via another lie. I cannot see bullshít without these eyes. I
cannot hear crap without these ears. All lies. all data. Belongs
to no one. There is no bloody I who can see truth, cause there
is no one to know it!
The desire to focus is on. To even think there is an I with a
made up believe of taking a break! Like there is a tomorrow?
Humans invented time. One crazy attachment would be time. I'll
be gentle on myself Jed, since we cannot say I am or am I?
Without this I in it. Guess that's part of human thinking.
"Today isn't "my" day, I'll do T/R stuff tomorrow. Besides I
know I am a lie so chillax bro." The ego has these time-out
stimulances frequently.
How come?
Geez it's only the illusion that thinks of the illusion that is
tired. Pointlessly pointing at a me. I am nothing. There is no I
who thinks that there is no shít to do (uhm... true!! :'(),
There is plenty of garbage to get rid off. For fun sake! This
isn't my life, "I" ain't living.
Conclusion: Yesterday I ate a very delicious pizza, today I
pooped it out. Not tasty without the illusion covering (pizza
costume) it's disgusting scent. The scent that everything is
bullshít.
Love you,
Stephan
Pop!
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Re: Stephan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 7, 2014, 5:58 am
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:D
#Post#: 4244--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Stephan Caspers
Date: November 7, 2014, 4:37 pm
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Dear Jed,
You sound to me like a nice coffee addicted fella. I just want
to show my gratitude towards the crazy working effort you put
into your books and forums. It really serves as the poison in
the apple. Progress is going a hell lot faster. Quiet cool how
all the other "me's" serve their purpose on this forum. I do
pick up a thing or two. Including my participation to the rants.
The freshly started forum is a real blast. Takes lots of your
time. I bet all my life savings you're going nuts :P
Glad I imagined you into this dream!
My question: How are you doing?
Love you,
Stephan
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Re: Stephan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 8, 2014, 12:20 am
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Thanks Stephan:
I am living in paradise, and thanks for asking.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 4322--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Stephan Caspers
Date: November 9, 2014, 2:16 pm
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Many candies, many flavours
Inject the shít, then take out the crap. Doesn't matter if it's
work, family, love, sadness etc. etc. We make up all that is. To
think that all of these things belong to a certain you. Billions
of you's, billions of names. Identified to this human form. In
our nature we cling on anything.
I only think thoughts, how come they say it owns this body? Who
is this "I" pretender? I can meaninglessly debate for ages with
the sense of identification, only to walk in circles. There is
no one to do the claiming! No one who plays this game of life.
Nothing to pursue. No one dies. I do not see otherwise. This
whole dream is meaningless. BULLSHÍT!
Try all I like. Thoughts can't be stopped, cause that would only
be another imagination/resistance. The bloody hell with these
thoughts. T/R means popping all these bubbles. A pain in the
butt if I try to drive my car with frozen windows.
That's what we all do. We cave ourself inside a comfortable
hole. We dug our own grave never intended of getting out.
Enough crap, Further!
Love you,
Stephan
Pop!
#Post#: 4340--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 9, 2014, 10:12 pm
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We dug our own grave never intended of getting out
Yes, and that's why this whole thing can take a great deal of
energy.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 4380--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Stephan Caspers
Date: November 10, 2014, 12:25 pm
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Call me ...?
Names are just things other people give to you. There is no
point wasting time worrying. I'm fine with my name. Contemplate
and see through what is, that's the only useful thing of doing.
Peoples business, educational priorities, all outside crap, What
a waste it all is. Perfect for certain, none of which I care
about. I don't take people in my grave or slaughter pigs for T/R
sake. Put the focus on myself for whoever I may be. Let the
world take care of it's own.
From Earth's point of view, the way we humans live is a complete
joke. Our time spend on Earth goes by in a fingersnap.
The lie (my life) is still alive completely naked. Dream on
further, figuring this thing out is not it. Slice through the
cake, see what's left inside. Perhaps have a bite to check if
truth got taste or not. It's all imagined garbage ;D
Love you,
Stephan
Pop!
#Post#: 4388--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Stephan Caspers
Date: November 10, 2014, 5:05 pm
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Sweat and burn
Doing power yoga almost on a daily basis (young body, got it's
advantage 8)). Just finished another workout and the thing I
noticed especially is that even physical stuff such as fat and
muscles are all imaginary data. Blasting effect on T/R.
Like thoughts, fat is crap itself, but the attachment continues
to grow when overlooked. When you overlook a thought it turns
into a believe and then more thoughts pile up like cóckroaches.
Gets heavy. The longer I sit on my butt (Bit of a 6-pack, I'll
be honest lol), the stiffer I get. Like my (blood)water gets
frozen. The body feels rotten. Hard to get out of bed etc.
Belly breathing
I succeed my power yoga workouts mainly cause I breath into my
whole body. Let the oxigen flow through my veins. When I stand
up I grib my feet tight to the ground whilst breathing into it,
then let go. I make a fist and raise it into the sky whilst
breathing through my triceps, biceps, wrist even the fingertips,
then let go.
During the 2 days lucid dreaming week one thing stood out.
Through every midnight awakening I breathed through my whole
body in the dream itself. With the Neti Neti exercise I started
breathing into every thought, feeling, whatever came up as what
is.
Don't pay 50% attention, welcome it 110%! Then pop that balloon!
We are attention seeking programs after all.
Love you,
Stephan
Pop!
#Post#: 4418--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stephan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 11, 2014, 5:51 am
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