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Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: April 3, 2017, 11:59 pm
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Most men are just big babies, enjoy and good work.
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 27993--------------------------------------------------
Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: aar24
Date: April 10, 2017, 7:20 pm
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This is so gentle. It wasn't supposed to be gentle.
Singing out the trauma to "I will sing of your love forever." Go
Jesus!
It's so interesting the feel the freeze in my breathing. So
afraid, people scare the bejesus (praise his name) out of me.
#Post#: 27994--------------------------------------------------
Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: April 10, 2017, 11:20 pm
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How can that be... they don't even exist other than in your
mind?
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: aar24
Date: April 15, 2017, 4:00 am
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this is awesome
but i did drugs so it doesnt count
edit:living inquiries some strong ish
#Post#: 28046--------------------------------------------------
Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: April 15, 2017, 4:26 am
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.... d'oh!
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Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: aar24
Date: April 15, 2017, 4:38 am
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yeah noting how much of megalomaniac i can be. done with drugs,
jed.
it's embarrassing writing this but a main issue coming up here
is around independence. i'm 25 living with my mom and dad, and
told them i want to call them by their first names as a way to
disidentify from the parent/son construct. Mom was cool with it,
Dad not so much. This drug thing was good because I went to the
hospital (nothing major heart was just racing for a while) and
it gave me very little room to bullshit. so i called dad this
morning and talked, mom's gonna call me later. also noted
instantly falling back into the pattern of calling him "dad" on
the call and will do the same with mom until this dies down.
arrested development sucks dude.
#Post#: 28086--------------------------------------------------
Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: aar24
Date: April 16, 2017, 9:44 am
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also part of the megalomania is a consistent wanting to be where
i'm not on "the path." like sitting on the couch with the heart
racing thinking i might die and being like "that's cool" and
mentally comparing myself to ramana is really disgusting. not to
mention that i had to actually ask myself if i'd rather die than
have to be like "yo mom and dad i chugged cough syrup lol"
sorry to not pose a question (nor answer the one posed regarding
the humans in my mind), just had to be honest somewhere else.
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Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: April 16, 2017, 11:22 am
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;) ;) ;)
#Post#: 28103--------------------------------------------------
Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: aar24
Date: April 17, 2017, 8:20 am
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Just re-watched Donnie Darko and makes a lot more sense than it
did in High School with the cuss words skipped over. Made me
grab my copy of Hero With a Thousand Faces out of the shelf,
great flick.
#Post#: 28105--------------------------------------------------
Re: My Thread. Mine.
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: April 17, 2017, 9:54 am
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;) ;) ;)
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