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Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: DrDaring
Date: August 17, 2017, 9:22 am
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New to the forum, but been searching for years now.
I've been using the Neti Neti process, and after seeing Jed's
idea about writing that process down, I'm now achorless - which
I guess is a good thing.
I've run out of things to look into. Everything is just . . (I
dislike the word nothing its not descriptive to me) . . . not
important. Absolutely everything, every thought, feeling,
perception. Its all to be discarded. 'I' can't even find
myself anymore, there's no one doing the looking and nowhere to
look. The mind spirals. Which is good.
So now there is just sitting, watching the illusionary dream go
by, watching the mind flush down the toilet in spirals. For
some reason, I enjoy watching it spiral down.
I wonder what it will feel like when the gut belief of 'I'
finally gives up the ghost.
#Post#: 30951--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: August 17, 2017, 9:46 am
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Dear Last Flush of the Toilet Bowl:
Welcome to the forum.. as for you question, wait and see.
Love ya, Jed.
P.S. Good work.
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Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: DrDaring
Date: August 17, 2017, 9:50 am
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Thanks, Jed. I appreciate your succinct style.
Nothing more to 'do' while the spiral continues other than wait?
Huh . . I think I just answered my own question. There really
isn't anything to 'do'. Its all just being done.
What a remarkable feeling.
#Post#: 30954--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: August 17, 2017, 9:53 am
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Yes, it certainly is...
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 30972--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: DrDaring
Date: August 18, 2017, 8:14 am
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I'm encountering some strange physical sensations. My brain
feels 'numb', as if its seized up or stopped using part of
itself. A headache like you wouldn't believe.
A loss of mental chatter, which seems to be a good thing. A
loss of meaning, which again is a good thing. Progress, it
seems.
Its like floating down a lazy river on an inner tube, just
letting the current show me where its taking my experiences, and
its always been like this. I've just stopped paddling and am
going along for the ride. And the 'I' in I've is just a
convenience of language - the idea of I continues, the 'reality'
of I has broken down.
There's a lot of loss to this process. This seems to be a good
thing too.
#Post#: 30987--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: August 19, 2017, 9:27 am
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Loss of that which was never real, primarily stories... who
misses those... ??? ??? ???
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 32375--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: DrDaring
Date: October 19, 2017, 9:57 am
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There has now been the experience of emptiness, emptiness in
myself, and immediately afterwards, the recognition that
everyone else is empty too - just a bundle of thoughts and
emotions working by themselves, without a doer doing anything.
Yet, everything just continues running.
With that drops out the 'me' thoughts. Its interesting
watching the thoughts now talk to themselves, without me being
involved. Incredibly disorienting, yet simultaneously relaxing.
And there's not much to do anymore, doing just happens. And
everything is fine.
Is there more to the experience to come, once this realization
has settled in?
#Post#: 32377--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: October 19, 2017, 10:47 am
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Wait and see... remain as open as possibly, infinity is quite
large.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: DrDaring
Date: October 19, 2017, 10:49 am
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"Wait and see... remain as open as possibly, infinity is quite
large."
This sits comfortably with me. Its as if I've been running on a
treadmill for 50 years, and now just noticed it. I can step
off, watch the treadmill continue to go around its own, and just
experience it without having to do anything - the experience
will come when it comes.
Time to rest.
#Post#: 32387--------------------------------------------------
Re: Well now I'm just running out of words . . .
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: October 19, 2017, 11:08 pm
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That's wisdom...
Love ya, Jed.
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