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       The Navigator Series
       By: Jed McKenna Date: June 13, 2017, 11:32 pm
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       Dear Reader:
       Almost two decades ago I designed an imaginary funnel-like
       virtual filter. It started with the books. They were directed at
       the general public and, while many readers felt they were
       uncompromising, that was not totally true. However, they have
       been well received and have drawn over a thousand folks to this
       forum... the second stage of my imaginary filter.
       
       Those who have joined the forum exhibit a significant level of
       courage and commitment. By means of the forum, numbers were
       further reduced to those who might become ''students'' in the
       Navigator Series and The Online Ashram.
       
       The Navigator Series is one facet of The Online Forum. It
       includes written modules, the ''Knock Knock" recorded
       contemplations and Skype consultations, guidance and pointing.
       In order be as effective as possible in pointing and offering
       guidance to Human Adulthood and through to T/R, I only work with
       serious students. Otherwise, my energy will be quickly diluted,
       not the outcome I sought/seek.
       Participation in the Series is via a screening process… and, it
       is not cheap. Almost every student experiences the high cost:
       loss of deceptive and energy depleting stories, loss of
       meaningless and circuitous emotions, forgoing of the ability to
       make others guilty for one's own ''situation'', diminution of
       the intrusion of unwanted importances on one's peace of mind,
       etc. Of course there are many things to be gained as well, the
       experience of genuine freedom, improved relationships should you
       indulge in them, more rewarding experiences at work... you might
       enjoy the email extracts included at the end of this post.
       If the thought of the this sounds like something that ''might''
       interest you then please don't initiate the application process.
       If it sounds like something you can't do without, then it may
       well be for you. If the thought of doing it scares you a little
       (or a lot), then it is probably for you.
       Yes, the preceding does sound a little arrogant and presumptuous
       (who me???), but I am very clear on who I want to work with and
       I have a very good sense of those folks whom I can assist and
       make a real difference with.
       For additional information on the Navigator Series and The
       Online Ashram please write me at: theonlineashram@gmail.com.
       I wish you the best always.
       Love ya, Jed.
       P.S. Here are those email extracts I mentioned:
       There are no more questions. All is said, and all is done. This
       wonderful ordinariness of being is far more simple than complex
       questions and they only distract. I feel touched and moved but
       it cannot be expressed in words. All is well.
       
       I feel to express my deepest gratitude and love for your
       patience and wisdom. This has truly been a transforming journey,
       finally I met a True guy :).
       
       If the ”divine accident” is going to happen fully remains to be
       seen, but now I feel that this journey is going to be continued
       alone. There is nothing you can give me anymore because the
       receiver is false. Tears of joy are falling as i write this. We
       haven`t met in person, but I think I already know you so it is
       not needed. Maybe I`ll write you sometime and who knows maybe we
       even meet some day but that is of no importance of course.
       
       Thank you, Thank you, Thank you…
       
       
       Thanks for Module Two.
       
       Very interesting read. It is amazing, I feel blur blur...I am
       lost of words.
       
       Re the questions I asked earlier, no need for answer... I jumped
       ahead of the what is (Maya/ego intervention), or if I did not
       understand, SO WHAT?
       
       There is quite a lot to contemplate in this module.  I
       understand that I can do some simultaneously and some I have to
       do one after the other.
       
       Hope I will feel more clear the next time I write.
       A year ago when I read in the module about losing all fear of
       the mind
       and memories and thoughts that spontaneously cause grief
       and about the certainty that there's nothing I can't handle
       this seemed impossible. Well it's happening now.
       
       This is an example how I know the Nav Series work.
       You rock Jed. That's sexy.
       
       
       … In my spare time I am taking your advice and going
       back….slowly, slowly, slowly …through the nav materials. And
       yes, there is a shitload in there to contemplate……missed steps,
       i’m finding missed steps…..or to be more accurate, i’m spiraling
       back on steps and finding deeper application. Like that ‘Hate
       your Family or all labels’ bit in Module three. That’s actually
       HUGE. So the SS is out setting up roadblocks to catch those
       little vermin. Ugh…disgusting creatures. How have we allowed
       them to live among us for so long?
       Sadly they do run the entertainment industry in here. My sense
       of humor seems a little off lately…..borderline inappropriate.
       NO! that’s always been true.
       
       
       Thanks for this.  I hear a powerful message here...
       I don't know what to write here except that I see myself
       applying some of the releases and learning to let go of control,
       and awareness within my daily life. To say it simply, I am less
       busy-body.  I am sure it will be life changing.
       
       It's a big relief to know that I can just Be.
       
       What a trip!!  You are like a Zen Master with his stick, only
       your 'stick' is in the form of words.  I never really figure out
       why a Zen Master needed to hit his disciples.  Now I do, and I
       need it too, whenever I go astray, away from the Now.
       
       There seems to be a trend here.  Each time I get a plus from
       you, she goes on a Maya/ego trip!
       
       She was looking at her thoughts and reacted, instead of watching
       that which is watching, the stillness within (S/P).  This is
       quite a challenge. I have a disease called 'forgetfulness'.
       
       I’m hoping you remember me and I can continue on with the Nav
       Series, since I’ve been AWOL the last few months. The first two
       modules were actually amazing, when doing the importances thing
       people would transform into life-like mannequins right away,
       then the emotion and belief tornado, how could I have not seen
       that, that’s about the time a scatter bomb went off in my head
       and I tried to do all the things that have worked in the past,
       at once, S/A, death awareness, manifesting are a few fav’s, then
       ... just good ol’ confusion.
       
       
       I finished the additional recorded contemplations. The book is
       still left. I`ll get to it soon.
       
       This has truly been a ride one might say. Thank you, is a mild
       and insufficient expression, but that is all I have when it
       comes to words.
       I`m so **** grateful that I feel like crying. You have been the
       biggest **** I have ever met. A lovable, clever, genius, the
       most helpful ****, so this is a complement.
       
       Thanks for this last module.
       
       Wow, you saved the best for last.  I am lost for words...
       
       Talk later,
       
       
       I have this strange feeling...  Now I know why I feel so
       'uneasy' after reading this module and all the previous modules.
       By now you have destroyed my whole structures or concepts of
       what I thought of as my life...belief systems, etc, etc... I
       don't know how to say this.. but I feel being destroyed... haha
       Jed, you are a destroyer!  And you have done it so subtly.
       
       Not only my life is all about responding to the stories in my
       head, my whole physical body (hand/arm/leg/head/torso) is also
       responding to my stories.  It all happens automatically,
       although at times it may be survival instinct.
       
       
       The S/P and the "I am" are one in the same...cheeky move Jed , I
       like it of course they are. I had suspicious the S/P was the
       jumping off point to something more...or less :-). When I
       contemplate 'I am" I definitely notice it, warm blanket is a
       good analogy, its a very small/minor noticeable change with
       major consequences, that about the best way I describe it. The
       longer I dwell there the sensation get greater, I was trying out
       recently for extended periods...at times it almost gets too
       much, causes lots of tears, and a sense of being to much or
       overflowing? Question Jed, should I begin to dwell/stay in "I
       am" for longer and longer periods? Is "I am" like the
       importance's? Can I build up to ve a reflex like a muscle? The
       more I do it the easier it is to access, or so it feels. Should
       I be in the "I am" space when directing questions at myself or
       when doing spiritual autolysis?
       
       Been quite enjoying the magic. Can I say pretty awesome to just
       keep staying with the taste of awareness most of the time.
       Stories catch me a few times a day but I see it  often after a
       few minutes or less that it is just drivel and chuckle to
       myself.
       Seems not worth (not possible) to speak to the normies/zombies
       about this. A big waste of energy. Not necessay. Serves no
       purpose. Outward spewing of drivel (made up ****).
       
       The freedom of seeing all these stories (not driving but in all
       aspects of life)...is beautifully reliving and feels like a
       clear step away from the wall of plato's cave. I was reading a
       conversation with Ramana, where he suggested a technique when
       confronted with any kind of thought, curiously asking "where is
       are these occurring in = Me , as away to draw you back into "I
       am" , I have been using this a lot over the last week and found
       it to be really helpful, I also add the "releasing importance"
       sensation to clear the thought completely. Also found it as a
       away to maintain the "I am" sensation, with a little bit of "I
       am" mantra, focused breathing is also similar. The "I am" or SP
       come really easily now and on call, but maintaining it...I have
       a suspicion that once that happens, your our of the cave and in
       full time T/R. I say "full time" as part time truth appears to
       be occurring now. But that's all suspicion assumption and a
       waste in the end, so keep doing what apparently works and don't
       believe anything appears to be a great mantra.
       I could list a bunch of the benefits experienced, but I just say
       "the ultimate medicine" is perfect way to describe it. No "self"
       or "you" and only capacity within consciousness = the ability to
       reside in no dual awareness. Looking forward to the next module.
       
       
       I was doing C/I R/I, then the “advanced” version of that- can’t
       remember how you call it.  I was feeling the sensations that
       woudl come w/ that. and how i’d find importance in that too,
       which got me more curious about importances.
       and then i had the notion to see all thoughts and ideas as
       versions of importances, and with that came the notion to drop
       them as they showed up. (So some idea of what shows up as
       important and then immediately dropping the importance of them
       (so dropping thoughts/ideas/etc).  )
       and then back to the sensations  - and how importances would be
       put there too. and if i “stayed” with the “relief” of dropping
       sensations that was me making that relief important. which would
       keep me locked into an “old” time and space. so to immdiately
       drop the relief too, bc there is always something else “next” or
       there.
       so for awhile i dropped all thoughts, sensations , etc  as soon
       as they came  and i had soooo muuchhhh energy running through my
       system. it was pretty fun. very spacious and wide and deep and
       just fun and free feeling.
       
       I know the above sounds crazy, but I didn't exactly have a break
       down even though I was freaked out. There was no explosion. Life
       goes on. It doesn't seem like the first step, at least not what
       I imagined it to be. But even though I don't know exactly what
       to do I don't think I can fail at this. I'm already TR. TR is
       what exists, how can failure even be possible? It's always here,
       that which never changes, which is still, looking through these
       eyes. Always here, at my fingertips! Let me say that again, with
       exclamation points. It's always here!!!
       So Who is letting it come and go? who is resisting? I and Maya
       are one...and it's all this awakeness, so how about that for
       being not clear!  Many many many ways in every moment to
       unenlighten self.
       words are failing me here- the contradiction..
       
       For example, even in that moment, my four year old daughter
       wakes up  and I immediately resist being interrupted. But if I
       breathe, and open to that awakeness- it's there...no resistance,
       doesn't matter if interrupted, no preference to do this or not
       that.
       
       The polarities exercise- awakeness, this spaciousness has no
       polarities/ no preference. It just is, it's still here too, and
       always moving, always changing, resisting, and has many
       preferences. However, It is becoming less real and more flimsy.
       Almost see through, wispy.
       
       This feels extremely wordy to say something that is really so
       simple...so thank you my friend.
       
       Jezus ffing christ Jed... in the end i was convinced that the
       search was just a mechanism to keep me away from my own lersonal
       problems.. when i passed that station the fun started to happen.
       I thought you where completely full of **** in the end... but
       man... i can see now.. i can swim now, without floaters. I can
       let the orchestra play.. life is working with me and im working
       with life here. Thanks for showing this. You are awesome... and
       not only you are.. i am awesome.. life is aweswome. Wo would
       have thought... wanted to thank you personal even though in some
       way that is compelete bs. Im seeing it...... i amm overwelmed by
       a big fat wtf feeling... great things happening. A whole new
       world is opening up..... thanks and wow!!
       Have gone through countless faces, ideas: I am shame, I am pain,
       I am love, I`m the one who resist... They lift up, I become them
       and they are gone. Some maybe in seconds, some in minutes, some
       take longer. A huge relief, breathing deeply, flashes of
       freedom, grace and maybe something called love, and then the
       next ones arises. This wouldn`t be possible to do while being
       asleep. Maybe. Didn`t expect this. Thought done meant done. Not
       the final act after. Dying one by one. Giving up.
       I know Jed why this is so rare. There is no way there would be
       diligent volunteers all over to do this. At this point I
       wouldn`t even want anyone to do this. Feel deep compassion to
       everyone going through this. Admiration. Respect.
       Vanishing.... till there's nothing to be vanished. Seeing
       through the 'further', Where could I possibly go?
       What's left Is, Everything That Ever Was. An empty vessel, an
       infinite capacity.
       Words do not convey or conceive, and there is no need for it.
       As if there no longer is a need to KNOW. It already is....The
       search is over. It's impossible to go on searching from here.
       Love you and thank you
       I just really listened to Knock Knock 6 and heard it deeply for
       the first time. Your invitation to let go of needing anything
       and just be in the now shifted something in me. There is an
       exquisite sense of freedom and peace in this moment for me from
       embracing that invitation. In this moment, at least, I need
       nothing and am everything.
       With gratitude,
       
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