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#Post#: 1952--------------------------------------------------
Dan
DIR By: Dan
Date: September 29, 2014, 9:15 pm
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Hey Jed,
Good to see this forum alive and kicking better than the other
one! This style is a much better forum. Loving GromerCop's
thread at the moment and thought I would make a statement first
and then ask a question...
Thoughts don't plague my brain anymore... SA seems to have been
completed.... nothing to ask, nothing to say, nothing to know.
But one question about the process...Why is 'the rambling and
sometimes insane writing that alot of time makes no sense when
you read a couple of weeks later' part of the process of SA? It
seems GromerCop is going through that 'delusional' insightful
phase where you think you make a complete sense but only come
through in dribs and drabs. I guess its just the brains way of
sorting through all the gunk... sort of like a big system
defragmentation and then just one day it STOPS! Very interesting
indeed.
P.s. I miss those delusional insights from time to time :P
#Post#: 1960--------------------------------------------------
Re: Dan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 29, 2014, 11:27 pm
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After you take a crap do you ponder where all that stuff comes
from? Try to re-order your poop and make sense of it? Reverse
engineer/entropy it if you will. Man, I sure hope not. Why do it
with the crap in your head. Anyone who tells you there is a
difference between these two has his head up his ass.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 3253--------------------------------------------------
Re: Dan
DIR By: Dan
Date: October 24, 2014, 8:12 am
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SPIRITUAL AUTOLYSIS:
What is truth? A rather broad word which people mistaken to mean
different things, truth in regards to exactly what? I
consider.... wait cross that out...I considerED myself done a
while back with the notion that everyone has their own truth and
that there is no objective truth to anything. But I'm not
entirely convinced that this is true. Why? Because I keep
returning here, because now and then I here people say things
like "slip through the cracks" and I think about the ways to
slip through 'mayas chokehold'.... but thats probably just an
illusion... or is it?
Lately I have been looking into LSD and other psychedelics for
this very reason... to try and wake up - but am I asleep? am I
deluded that I am asleep and the need or desire to wake up is
itself an illusion?
Any pointers Jed?
#Post#: 3255--------------------------------------------------
Re: Dan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: October 24, 2014, 10:40 am
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What would you do if I said, 'Back to basics.'?
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Dan
DIR By: Dan
Date: October 24, 2014, 10:33 pm
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--- Quote from: Jed McKenna link ---
>
> What would you do if I said, 'Back to basics.'?
>
> Love ya, Jed.
>
--- End Quote ---
I would probably shut the fuck up and get back and continue
living my life. But something deep inside wants there to be more
to things, a grand scheme or something deep rooted to
overthrow... to start a REVOLUTION... but thats just my ego
trying to create some entertainment. I see alot of virtue in the
mentally ill when I come to think of that, stuck in their
delusions of the world they are constantly stuck in a 24/7
Indiana Jones movie.
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Re: Dan
DIR By: Dan
Date: November 30, 2014, 5:14 am
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I have a clearer vision of this so called ego of mine. While
it's not entirely clear to me wether you can truly destroy this
false ego or false self I can see another way it is trying to
show off... To itself.
I'm not a bragger, I do things and keep them to myself, I
experience things just for the experience itself... BULLSHIT!
Why do I do these things? So that my ego can impress it's
disgusting little self to itself! In many ways this ego is worse
than others because it stays quiet and doesn't encounter the
brutality of some social feedback, it doesn't give itself the
chance to die or deflate because it doesn't want to!
Any thoughts Jed? Or is just some more "illumination" of this
ego the right medicine?
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Re: Dan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: November 30, 2014, 6:22 am
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Bring that sucker into the light of day is always called for.
Love ya, Jed.
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Re: Dan
DIR By: Dan
Date: December 1, 2014, 5:19 am
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Hey jed,
I just typed something up but this ****ty Cambodian internet
bailed on me and caused me to lose it! Hopefully your ashram or
street corner thingy is in Vietnam... Much cheaper, Saigon
greens what more can you ask for :p
Anyway to summarise I basically boiled down my ego to being a
big giant **** scared of rejection, disapproval but then went
further to find that there wouldn't be this fear if they wants
arnt there. Wants for a girl to you know what and what I really
mean by that more than sex is just the affection I guess. To
know that I can get someone to love me. Pretty selfish I guess
but arnt we all?!??!?
Hmmmm quick q.. How do I get over the fear? Fear of anything? So
I can just act????
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Re: Dan
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: December 1, 2014, 7:44 am
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Get over the fear by chunking down to smaller sizes.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 5629--------------------------------------------------
Re: Dan
DIR By: Dan
Date: December 2, 2014, 2:59 am
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SA:
Here I am, on the bus to Siem reap and busily typing away with a
feeling that you arnt too far away. Let's begin.
Who am I? A rather impossible question it seems with myriad of
personalities that seem to arise at different points in time, if
it isn't permanent then how could it be true? It can't be there
is no true self.
Original thought time (well not really)... It seems that I am
repeating the programming that I have learnt in this world. This
time from a teacher such as yourself Jed, no self, the
disappearance of the universe, ONE, love - all concepts and
pointers I guess but I understand them intellectually but how do
I GET IT within the whole of my being???
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