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#Post#: 1936--------------------------------------------------
Next step
DIR By: Nothing
Date: September 29, 2014, 1:50 pm
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Hi Jed, I've read your first 2 books and am currently on the
last few chapters of your last book Spiritual Warfare. Good to
see that you have your own website and forum. Not going to lie I
was surprised when I actually saw that you were on the forums. I
thought you'd be done with the "whole teaching thing" a long
time ago.
Anyway I just want your help with directing me to the right
path. What I want? To break free of the "curse/illusion"
Here's a bit about my background:
I've been in the "process" for about a year now. And I've gotten
far enough that very little of my "ego" remains. I understand
every bit of where you're coming from in your books. But I don't
know whether I can call myself truth realized or what yet. I
feel like I've gone a long way in this one year and I really
thought that was going to be it, the end of myself... And well I
was wrong. Just when I thought I'm on the verge of breaking out
of my cocoon I got sucked right back to same old bull****. Like
everything I've gone through was for nothing.
Even though this might be too much, but I don't care. I can't
stand a second of my life anymore. I tried my best not to resist
all the anguish that came my way but I guess I reached a point
now where I can't do it anymore and enough is enough. I just
don't want to do anything anymore. I can't identify with
anything that other people do nor do I have interest in any of
what they do. I'm sick of it all. I've said that phrase many
times before, but now it's different, there's no room for more.
Here I'am stuck, directionless, and have no idea what's going to
happen next or what I need to do. Do I just abandon everything?
My job, family, school and go my own way? If I do, I will be
rejected by everyone I know and they will surely think I'm crazy
and never accept me back. How will I survive? Or do I need to
drop my control over that aswell?
Now I understand why you mentioned in damnedest that very few
people make it to the end... I don't know if I'm going to but
I'll take my chances, and not like I have any other options
anyway.
Is this really how it is Jed? Must EVERYTHING be abandoned so
one can wake up?
Finally I want to thank you for writing these books. For without
them I don't know where I'd be.
Regards
#Post#: 1949--------------------------------------------------
Re: Next step
DIR By: Nothing
Date: September 29, 2014, 8:41 pm
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Sorry if I sounded a bit negative, it's not my intention. I'm
just looking for some answers. And I hope I didn't offend anyone
on here :-\
#Post#: 1962--------------------------------------------------
Re: Next step
DIR By: Jed McKenna
Date: September 29, 2014, 11:31 pm
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Hi George:
Nothing must be abandoned except the one tiny little thing
called 'you'. It's totally imaginary, doesn't even exist, but
once gone, you can have, be or do whatever you want. How's that
abandoning going?
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 1972--------------------------------------------------
Re: Next step
DIR By: Nothing
Date: September 30, 2014, 1:26 am
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Thanks for the reply. And it's going well, getting a real kick
out of it
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