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Without wanting something...
By: Dreamstate Date: August 13, 2016, 2:35 pm
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Hey Jed...I've read your 4 books in a row and almost finished
last one on Russian, some guys did translation in internet. And
i trying to read some topics of forum, even its little bit
harder to catch some sense sometimes when you and others start
playing by words, anyway its great and really entertains, huge
thanks for all)
And wana ask question if its possible...
Sometimes I dont want anything...dont want to go somewhere, dont
want answer to a massage or calls, dont want to do some useful
work, dont want see somebody...and the problem is the thought
that its "not normal" or "you waste your time" and then its
becomes to feeling in my belly...and its like a trap, I do not
want something...and at same time thinking that its horrible
spend my time so useless...feeling of stuck...I can't choose my
desire...and i can't choose stop thinking how its horrible to be
without wanting something...
sh*t!
#Post#: 23358--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 14, 2016, 2:11 am
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Hi there:
Welcome to the forum. It is only uncomfortable because you are
resisting it. In fact, you only can feel something by resisting
it. Nothing wrong with not wanting, but you haven't experience
true not want because you ''don't want'' not wanting. Don't want
and wanting are both forms of wanting. Just different side of
the coin.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 23408--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Dreamstate Date: August 16, 2016, 6:52 pm
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Yeap...i get it...
but when search starts, as further i entered in all of this
information and contemplation what called "I, me, mine"...
"a lot of desire state" is becoming less...and few years after I
find myself in "i dont know what i really want state"
and you know, when I lived in small Vietnamese village, it was
not so hard to be with that...but when I've back to a big city,
its become more uncomfortable when you dont know what you can
really do useful here...
Jed, in last book "Dreamstate" you say something like "...you
need to know what you really want instead of what ego want..."
how to find that "really want"?
#Post#: 23412--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 16, 2016, 11:14 pm
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What you really want is to be happy and not have any sorrow..
isn't that correct?
Let me know and I'll expand.
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 23537--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Dreamstate Date: August 22, 2016, 8:37 am
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Yes, its correct.
My question now, is it have any deference between desire of ego
and my real desire.
#Post#: 23541--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Jed McKenna Date: August 22, 2016, 10:23 am
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Desire is desire. de= of the, sire = father. All desire is there
to point out the pain and futility of having any desire. It's
from the source and there to turn you around to the source.
Love ya, Jed.
#Post#: 23887--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Dreamstate Date: September 13, 2016, 3:26 pm
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Do I have a will resist or not resist to something ?
...or just deep breathing in any kind of appearing reality?))
#Post#: 23897--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Jed McKenna Date: September 14, 2016, 3:09 am
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I don't understand your question.
Love ya, Jed
#Post#: 23910--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Dreamstate Date: September 14, 2016, 7:45 pm
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Ou, sorry, not native english...
I mean, can I choose (willpower) between resistance to something
(feeling, situation, inner pain), or not resistance to
something?
#Post#: 23911--------------------------------------------------
Re: Without wanting something...
By: Jed McKenna Date: September 14, 2016, 11:35 pm
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You appear to choose, but in reality you have very little say.
Having said that, as you mentioned, you can always just breath
into everything and that certainly makes it all smoother.
Love ya, Jed.
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