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       #01
       I found it on Cyprus: Victory
       Brian was always best in our souvenir contest.  When he got
       malaria somewhere and threw arms in the air, I said "Unfair!
       Must be a purchased doodad."
       Eye for bad, he found San Fran fog in a can and a chip-dip dish
       with the bugs of Oz.
       Then I spied a pink shell in a shop.  Ancient like Cyprus, sharp
       little horns on top.
       But oh the indignity done: red plastic berries, green sprigs, a
       loop of lace glued on.
       Snatched from the sea: doomed to hang on a Christmas tree.
       Finally the winner, Brian bought me a steak dinner.
       #02
       Waiting for a Kiss
       It will sit on the wooden frame, making a perfect hemisphere,
       glistening like a jewel, seeming to vibrate with energy as the
       wheel turns slower.  Seconds will stretch into hours, days,
       decades, millennia.  That which was bright will dull, its shape
       and form flattening.  A skin will develop, scarlet will turn to
       rust and the liquid of life will gradually evaporate while you
       slumber.  It will become an unnoticeable smudge, an
       insignificant stain on the crime scene, the one drop which
       caused silence to fall.  In that moment, my power will be
       revealed and they will wish they’d invited me.
       #03
       Don`t Always Believe Your Eyes
       Morning dawned gray and wet. My mood was not much brighter. The
       deadline for submitting a story to the magazine was looming
       large but I was struck by a writer`s block. A blank sheet of
       paper seemed to radiate accusations that hit my conscience
       rather painfully.
       Something else flashed across my mind – I`ve run out of coffee.
       A disaster! I have to get it.
       Walking along the passage, I noticed a woman. She was about to
       enter lingerie department and doing so greeted the dummy,
       obviously having taken it for a shop assistant.
       Hurrah! I`ve got at least a character!
       #04
       The Fall
       I always remember thinking that the term ‘falling in love’ was
       so cliché and stupid. I thought the same for anything that could
       even be considered part of the romance genre. How could somebody
       ‘fall’ in love? It sounds so theoretical, and frankly over the
       top. As Jim Moriarty once said “falling is just like flying,
       except there’s a more… permanent destination.” Falling is
       cynical. It’s deathly. It’s unexpected. There it is, the
       epiphany. The unpredictability of one’s love is the fall. To
       fall in love is to fly in unforeseen air, and I suppose the
       heartbreak is the landing.
       #05
       The Truth (for want of a better title)
       It was only as she left that I arrived at the truth; of the
       person I’d become and how much I had changed. I did all I could
       to make her happy, but succeeded only in adding to her sadness.
       I had neglected myself, my needs and my own happiness, and it
       was that which destroyed her. She knew that I loved her, more
       than I would love any other, and there lay the problem. I loved
       her too much to be myself. To be the man she had fallen in love
       with. She left, so we both could live.
       #06
       Spaced Out
       Everything feels a bit numb, but a bit sharper all at once. Like
       when you’re trying to focus a camera, but you end up swinging
       back and forth between a blur and reality.
       Have you ever felt like that? It’s quite confusing, really. You
       can’t tell what’s right. Should you be eating, or are you sick?
       Did you sleep well, or need another nap?
       It’s not your fault though. I suppose it’s my own personal
       method for coping with the world; I do weird things like this a
       lot. And in no way is that anyone’s fault but my own.
       #07
       Flight of Fantasy
       I lie by the pool; cocktail by my side as the sun streams down
       from a clear blue sky. My eyes are shut with pleasure, basking
       in its glow. All around me sun tanned bodies dive into the
       water, laughing raucously.
       I stir suddenly.  Why is water dripping onto my body?   I open
       my eyes. Snow is falling from the sky and my sleeping bag is
       saturated.  I feel bitterly cold.
       The realisation hits me. I am homeless and sleeping under a shop
       front.   Each night I book my passage escaping from reality but
       somehow I always seem to awake.
       #08
       Boss
       The dog was known as Boss by the Belfast housing estate kids.
       They heard harsh scratching as he desperately tried to crawl
       away from his tormentor, his muzzle leaving a dark trail of
       blood from where the first round had hit him in the face. His
       life trickled away from him through the short grey hairs on his
       jaw; an occasional desperate snarl ripping apart the cold
       morning air before he began whimpering again like a child.
       Lining up the rifle sight, his tormentor watched the heaving
       chest, pressed the trigger and the pavement was awash with blood
       and fur.
       #09
       No Sweet Corn, Thanks
       A tuna mayo sandwich.
       That was all it took. He gave up all his beliefs for a sandwich.
       It wasn’t a medium-rare steak with fried onions complimented
       with a simple mushroom sauce, from where they’d had their first
       date. It wasn’t a shepherd’s pie, the meat and gravy combining
       to bringing back childhood memories. It wasn’t even a tuna
       sandwich from their local delicatessen on two slices of lightly
       salted focaccia with mozzarella and gruyere and toasted for two
       perfect minutes. Just a shop bought tuna sandwich.
       The tweet from two days prior had stated he was now a
       vegetarian.
       #10
       Mother's Days
       "Mother’s Day, Mothering Sunday. All rubbish really. Just a scam
       by the greetings card people.” That’s what my Mum used to say. I
       would save up to get her something, and she would still moan her
       moan. Couldn’t just be chuffed and grateful. Now she’s long gone
       and I’m a Mum. I trot out the same lie about the greetings card
       people, but I’m chuffed to bits when they ignore that and buy
       something anyway. My Mum was just seven when her Mum died. She
       had to grow hard, make out it didn’t matter. We all knew it did
       though.
       #11
       Composing a Story of My Life
       Composing a story of my life. Write about what you know, they
       say. But what do I know? I know how transparent the wings of an
       apollo butterfly can be when it feeds on a thistle on a sunny
       day somewhere deep or high in the Mountains of Dagestan. I know
       how stiff the hands of those who would never do anything with
       these hands are. I know that sometimes I see more exciting
       things with my eyes closed than widely open. I know that
       contrast is the key to any composition. From this perspective my
       life is composed perfectly.
       #12
       A Story Only Time Could Remember
       The year was 1967.
       A thick blanket covered the ground, dusting the world in white.
       Everyone was in awe of the beautiful sight – a familiar view,
       yet it looked so different. Hidden by the flurry of flakes, the
       park lay motionless, the world having come to a standstill. The
       usual bustle of people was no more. Trees and flowers bore the
       weight of falling snow, the only sign of life.
       It was a winters day of bluster and ice.
       Two sets of footsteps crunched through the dazzling snow. They
       tarnished the pristine picture, telling a story only time could
       remember.
       #13
       Pest Control
       The droplets felt different this time, usually they were gradual
       and spontaneously placed, now they seemed to chase him with
       watery tendrils. He scrambled across the pathway panicked and
       blurry eyed, left, right, no, left, he needed to reach safety. A
       quick glance behind concluded that these weren't the cold biting
       droplets he was used to, no, steam rose from this advancing
       watery beast.
       Was this the end? During his thought a crevice appeared in the
       distance, “A miracle!” he cried. Safety at last.
       Mrs Robinson thought she'd cleared the ants nest with her boiled
       kettle water, she was wrong.
       #14
       The Unknown
       Complete darkness, their eyes were unopened, a lamp in the
       corner provided the only light. They had no idea where they
       were. The room was clinically white, empty.
       They could move their eyeballs, staring down all they could see
       was their own nose and mouth. Something felt odd. They didn’t
       know exactly, they just felt lighter somehow. Their memory was
       cloudy; they couldn’t remember how or why they were here.
       They felt for their hands. Nothing. Then wiggling their legs,
       again nothing. The door swung open revealing a shadow.
       “You have no limbs, no torso. Just a head!” it stated.
       #15
       Frostbite
       Frost laced the windows, a lattice of desperate despair sealing
       her soul, suffocating her.
       She shivered.
       Ice shivered down her spine. Again.
       She ignored it.
       Her fingers screamed with the frozen lacerations of her
       captivity. Once more, she was forced to ignore it. Weakness was
       contagious, the bitterest gall, a poisoned perfume of-Gas; she
       could smell gas.
       She raised her head, tasting the air, swallowing the corruption.
       The pollution raced down her throat, infecting her senses, her
       every finite freedom.
       The chill was forgotten; all she could feel was the fire as it
       singed her lungs, merciless.
       She screamed.
       #16
       I Have No Face
       I am sergeant 122 and I currently have no face. I know you are
       currently debating whether I have a nose, eyes, ears: Obviously.
       Well I used to. It was the watershed of a submachine gun
       infiltrating my face which caused my features to melt.
       “122 Are you injured?”
       “No.” I said.
       I was really. The bullet entered my pores and developed into a
       crater containing the remains of my flesh. I blushed, in
       bemusement that I remained alive. I fell.
       Now my face yellows with age, the crimson stains forming around
       the battleground: My face. Now I lay unconscious.
       #17
       Boy Racers
       With a screaming engine, the tyres skidded across the gravel
       tearing up the grass speeding uncontrollably towards the edge.
       Then in a blink it was flying in the air before gravity pulled
       it down crashing into the concrete with a sickening sound of
       crunching metal. It lay on it’s roof, smashed, wheels pointing
       up to the sky like a dead fly.
       For a second there was no sound. Then a scream rose up into the
       air.
       “MUM!” A small boy started running towards the wreckage crying
       “Darren’s smashed my car again!” he wailed snatching the radio
       control from his brother.
       #18
       There Will Be No Headstone
       There’s no point in making provision for a headstone. She isn’t
       eligible for ‘Beloved Wife and Mother.’ Surely no stonemason
       ever carved ‘An Efficient Secretary’ beneath a name and its
       dates.
       She wishes to be cremated. No doubt her unclaimed ashes will be
       left to moulder on a shelf until they are thrown out. Or perhaps
       she will be given to a grieving family by mistake.
       She pictures the family keeping her on their mantelpiece
       believing that she is Grandma. She’d be at family meals,
       birthdays and Christmases. It would make a nice change to be
       part of a family.
       #19
       Infatuation
       That feeling. You know it. Of Fierce raging passion that engulfs
       your stomach. Ignites it. He had it. That night. Blazing inside.
       Never had he felt so wanted. So desired. So Utterly alive. He
       slept deeply. Deeply content, in all consuming wholesome
       yearning. He dreamed of home, a farm. Trees. Landscapes. Birds.
       A sparkling stream. The sound of his phone woke him. Abruptly.
       Aggressively. He reads. Breathes. Sobs. Violently. Painfully.
       Passionately.  He's exhausted. The Pain of need and of loss. He
       hides under the sheets. He is safe. Never to leave his fortress
       to the cruelness of the world again.
       #20
       Dear Millie
       Every day a little boy, no older than six, walks up and down the
       hill outside my house to the old oak tree, almost tripping on
       his oversized orange wellies. Today after he left, I went up to
       the old tree. There in the gnarly wood was a small hole crammed
       full of hand-made envelopes holding letters written in crayon.
       Dear Millie,
       Did I make you mad at me? Dad says you went away like Mummy did.
       Mummy went because of me, after I was born. Did I make you leave
       too? I’m sorry Millie. Please come back.
       Love,
       Kenny
       #21
       The Light of a Goddess
       A warning. That’s what they left me.
       “No man dares to look her way, she is a goddess and you are a
       mortal, do you think you would ever stand a chance?” I chuckled
       in response.
       They think me weak and feeble, get near her? I just want to
       look, to gaze at her beauty, even for but a second, I would
       sacrifice my sight, for a second. Time is of the essence; I have
       to time it just right. The end draws near, my eyes stop burning.
       The sun, at last. You grant me sight to your boundless beauty.
       #22
       Fear Against the World
       I never thought it would come this. I never thought I could face
       my fears. I knew it would be hard but nothing could stop me, as
       I held my breath and let go of the fear that would hold me back
       for many years. The fear of leaving my house. As I slowly
       stepped from my protection out into a dark, uncaring world. I
       realised its not all that It seemed. Slowly but surely the world
       seemed to turn brighter…happier. It seemed that this once cold,
       broken world. Could possibly be a better place than it once was
       before.
       #23
       Irreconcilable Differences
       Agatha watched as thirty years of marriage disappeared into the
       waiting Ford Focus. Ken paused momentarily but didn’t look back
       as he drove away. She closed the front door and began to remove
       her cardigan. Her dress soon followed as she ascended the
       stairs. She lingered in the doorway to the bedroom and gazed at
       the glorious site before her. Without further hesitation she ran
       to the tantalising presence and climbed on top of what was now,
       unashamedly, hers. Starfishing on the freshly laundered sheets,
       Agatha smiled to herself as she realised she’d never have to
       share a bed again.
       #24
       Last(ing) (W)rites
       Words we’ve shared in anger. Staccato, clipped and bruising.
       We’ve used most of them now. Recoiled, regretted, reloaded.
       Come back for more.
       Words we share as writers… re-arrange with flagrant copyright
       disregard. Patient humour that forgives the need to get soaking
       wet in your words.
       Our words are tea and chocolate biscuits for the soul. Lo-cal,
       crumb-free and kind to keyboards. Eyeball to eyeball, never face
       to face. Warm, playful, supportive… words. We’re learning the
       language of each other without the nuances of sight or sound.
       Words we share as friends. Subtle, intuitive, connected. Filling
       the gap I never saw.
       #25
       Five Tears
       People often asked him ‘how are you feeling?’, but he knew they
       were terrified of the potential reply. Incredibly he’d managed
       not to sink ruinous levels of alcohol. Sally still kept nudging
       him. Rob needed professional help.
       So he went to the GP, who listened, and looked grave, and stuck
       him on diazepam.
       Rob shook hands and didn’t collapse wailing and remained
       dry-eyed as he watched the miniature casket. It was lowered
       smoothly into the yawning hole.
       Later, he does cry a little. Five tears leak onto his face.
       One for every minute he left her alone in the house.
       #26
       Terms and Conditions
       Opening my eyes, bright white light.
       “He’s awake Doctor” a nurse said, checking the monitor.
       “Cerebral Function good”
       White coated figure approaching.
       “Excellent, operation was a success”.
       Why couldn’t I speak? I can’t even move!
       “Showing signs of distress”.
       “Mr Carson, keep calm, we will shut you down”.
       Shut me down, what’s he talking about?
       “You agreed to this”.
       I did?
       Remembering.
       Angry at being told to stop playing.
       That message on the screen
       Play Duskfall, uninterrupted
       Read and accept.
       Fantastic, one click.
       Who reads terms and conditions anyway?
       The Doctor smiled.
       “Brain attached”,
       “You’ll be joining the others soon”.
       #27
       The Promotion
       I dropped a plate at the special dinner he had organized for his
       work colleagues,including his boss. He craved recognition, not
       humiliation. He was infuriated. His look across the room
       instilled an all too familiar feeling within me. Fear. I would
       be punished.
       Later the rage turned into violence, I the recipient an
       accustomed punch bag. Our two year old son rubbed his eyes as he
       entered the room. It was time. Bruised and battered, clutching
       my boy, I left during the night.
       His boss was aware. She helped me. This was my promotion after
       all. New beginnings. Freedom.
       #28
       The New Principal
       The new principal is no stranger to this school. Thirty-five
       years ago, she suddenly quit the sixth grade and left town.
       A long-serving teacher shows her around. The premises are
       different from what she recollects. Except a room at the far end
       of the corridor.
       Door shut. She halted.
       “The music room. Wanna take a look?”
       “No. I know it well.”
       The man is puzzled.
       She looks straight at him, growls, “A storeroom back then. A
       timid girl was detained and sexually harassed in there. The
       secret has been locked. Until now.”
       Stunned, he collapses under her eyes of wrath.
       #29
       Capriccio
       I watched the old man as he played the piano, in a music shop on
       St. Clemens' after working hours.
       His eyes closed. Keyboards memorised. As he leaned closer to the
       piano, tickling him, making him laugh in the notes of Bach's
       "Capriccio" my eyes fixed on his head. And it was pink. Soft
       vulnerable pink.
       It was supposed to be a piano concerto, yet he was not
       accompanied. I pressed my fingers on the showcase. Tears in my
       eyes. Completely helpless as I saw his head falling on the
       piano. Hammers striking the strings violently. "Capriccio"
       unfinished. Why grandpa?
       #30
       Good Decision
       My toes over the roof-edge. I'm not crying because I'm doing the
       right thing. I let myself fall.
       Tumbling, I plunge through the layers of my fruitless life.
       My family when it was.
       Me, the bullied apprentice.
       The lonely schoolboy.
       The unspeakable things of home.
       Violently, I spin between blue sky and concrete. Wind flaps in
       my ears. Rushing towards the blessed impact - Now!
       Awake. Sitting up in bed. Sweating. Shivering. My breaths short
       and sharp. My jackhammer heart.
       It was so real. It was too real.
       Where's my phone?
       I dial a Samaritan. I say;
       I...I need to talk.
       #31
       A Quiet Night In
       The amber light breaks through the curtains, which is blown
       apart from the midnight wind. The world is quiet, as I remain in
       my hazy in-between. Only the sounds of people on the prowl for
       excitement and an echoing breathing. Strong arms hold me in
       place with their heavy breathing moving my body in sync as it
       purrs down my spine,. The pulsing throb has mellowed in my head
       now and the light becomes much clearer. The only part of the
       night that remains cloudy, is the fact that I came to my bed
       alone, in an originally empty flat.
       #32
       Angelic
       I'd never seen someone single-handedly do 'perfect' the way
       Talita Michaels had; there was just something incredulous about
       her approach to the system that besotted me.
       To believe that youth could be used so masterfully is really
       very intriguing when you look at it from a desperate, lonesome
       mans perspective.
       A man willing to do anything if it means not having to look into
       the same, dreary eyes of his failing marriage. And a man of my
       word I am.
       “Don’t worry beautiful, I don’t bring anyone here anymore.
       They'll never look for you here-
       “I’ll see you tomorrow, Talita.”
       #33
       TV Dinners
       She yawned. “A great dinner, but I have a bit of indigestion;
       must cut down a bit. Think I’ll get to bed now, but you sit a
       while and watch an hour or so of boys’ TV. Promise you won’t
       wake me up?”
       Slowly upstairs, breathless by the top. “Must get fit; maybe
       some gardening tomorrow? But my arm really hurts. Don’t know
       why.”
       She crawled into bed. “Tired, tired, tired. Ooh, that
       indigestion is right across my chest now. More painful than
       childbirth, I reckon.” Darkness. An hour later he slipped into
       bed, next to her silent, unmoving body.
       #34
       A Step Under Sky
       There’s just something about evenings. The way the sky darkens
       around you and springs into soft ever fading pastels. I love
       when it smells of smoke, I always have and will never know why.
       Walking past houses with little lit windows, occasional doors
       open and not quite familiar faces about oblivious to the scene.
       I wonder what goes on between their walls, how happy the people
       really are. Minds intrigue me, there’s just so much to learn.
       What makes a person cry or wish to fade away, what sets their
       heart on fire, their places of hidden darkness and light.
       #35
       Of Sword and Pen
       I pluck my weapon from its makeshift tin holder. A sharp, acrid
       taste smacks my tastebuds as I purposefully run its sharp tip
       along my tongue, where I know the bitter flavour will nestle
       until midday.
       "Today’s the day," I mumble under my breath. "All I have to do
       is start."
       A slick film coats my palms as I grip the delicate, white body
       and lay it in front of me. Its smooth skin taunting me with its
       blankness. Familiar conversations echo around my mind and pull
       me into a well known darkness.
       "We all have one novel in us."
       #36
       Flour Babies
       Our English teacher, worried we had unrealistic pregnancy
       fantasies, assigned us flour babies. My daughter was
       economy-sized. I named her Mabel and PVA-glued fabric to her
       packaging for a dress. She never cried, even when I left her
       sleeping in a drawer and came back to a trail of white pawprints
       across the carpet.
       Our Science teacher didn't like the experiment (though it
       certainly proved something) and made us line them up on a shelf.
       Protective, I let Mabel go last.
       Between cell diagrams came a crash.
       ‘Somebody's baby fell in the bin!’
       Sorry, Mabel. You should have been self-raising.
       #37
       The Key to My Heart
       His letter says it all. How much he misses me. My little
       idiosyncrasies. My short fuse. My eyes. He paints me on the page
       with words. Subtle words, echoing his love. He never actually
       said ‘I Love You’. I guess this way is easier for him. Easier
       for him to go, never look back. What made him write a letter in
       the first place? Does he feel he owes me something? Maybe it
       isn’t so easy for him.
       I’m left wanting to tell him that he found the key to my heart
       and then threw it away.
       Too late now.
       #38
       Reminder
       I was wearing a black suit, itchy and new. Grandma photographed
       Anna straightening my tie; Mum teared up.
       "Are you crying, Mummy?"
       She shook her head, pulling me against her. "Just proud of you,
       darling."
       She kissed my hair. I clung to her.
       More photos: everyone watched me trying to be brave.
       I felt overexposed.
       We arrived and the camera was dead, and Grandma was frustrated.
       I almost felt guilty, batteries clinking in my pocket, but I
       looked at Dad's picture by the pulpit and justified myself. You
       don't need photos of your father's funeral to keep the memory
       fresh.
       #39
       Cait Sith
       The cat wandered aimlessly awaiting the body to be taken to the
       cemetery.
       With rolls of thread, seeds, to keep her entertained outside the
       cemetery gates.
       She would come to the grave & purr & try to steal his soul as he
       passed.
       I had the sudden urge to throw back the linen on the mirror in
       the room where the body was resting.
       I never knew if the stories were true.
       I resisted the urge to remove the linen from the free-standing
       ornate mirror.
       I could capture his soul I thought & keep it there like a
       trapped butterfly.
       #40
       The Noise
       Again the sound, the one that makes me flinch.  I feel it
       gnawing inside me, like nails on chalk board, the sound making
       every fiber in my body scream in agony.  Beyond the door I hear
       the muffled screams, which flow like a tide, my clenched white
       knuckles gripping the seat, knowing my time will come, my fate
       will be upon me.
       The handle in front of my eyes turns slowly, my heart leaping to
       my mouth, peering eyes look into my soul, as I barely hear the
       words as my name is called for my teeth to be checked.
       #41
       A Captain's Tale
       I entered emergency at last, with an apology and snow clothed
       uniform. She called before the plane ascended; the trembling
       startled me, more than the words did.
       The bareness of her hand shuddered me. She abandoned the terms;
       I was a fool for wearing mine.
       “Do you want to witness it? People often faint.” A neglectable
       concern. My ring clenched against her skin; there was nothing I
       could do but stare. “Dearest, I have not forsaken. Dearest, I
       have not complained. Was there nothing in that promise?” The
       nurse broke my silence. “Sir, would you like to hold your son?”
       #42
       Certified Copy
       - What with our irreconcilable differences? the boss asked.
       - Well, there will be no headstone so, who are you not
       reconciling with other than yourself? The truth and the fall are
       both a flight of fantasy.  Infatuation starts with the unknown.
       Composing a story of my life is like frostbite and pest control
       hoping for the light of a goddess.
       - Try to have a quiet night in, remember to read the terms and
       conditions, do not always believe your eyes and never appear
       spaced out.  If anyone offers, always reply: ‘No sweet corn,
       thanks, just the flour babies’.
       #43
       Demon Forest
       She slammed the door behind her and started to walk towards the
       forest that was lit up slightly by the moonlight. The trees were
       billowing and the shadows of the leaves were creeping along the
       ground as if they were alive. As she continued into the forest
       she heard the crunching of the fallen leaves behind her. She
       looked back and saw a figure trying to hide behind an old tree
       with branch like claws. She panicked and her breathing grew
       increasingly fast. She turned around quickly and ran as fast as
       she could. Then a hand grabbed her aggressively.
       #44
       Date Night
       What I remember most about going back to Odious Rick’s place
       that night is the enormous onion that was sitting on his kitchen
       counter. He pointed it out to me in the morning, as he was
       swanning around the squat in a dressing gown like Hugh Heffner,
       making himself breakfast, but not offering me anything. The
       monstrous onion was startling, a welcome diversion from him,
       myself, and from Sergio, an expressionless kitchen spectre who
       intermittently complained quietly about the electricity meter.
       ‘Who’s your landlord?” I asked, lighting a cigarette.
       “Dunno,” Rick winked.
       The onion seemed to laugh. I joined in.
       #45
       Caesura
       His foot is placed on cold cobbled stone beneath the coffee-shop
       table. The soft brown brogues tap out the rhythm to an unknown,
       silent song. Your eyes trace beyond his naked ankles and up the
       seam of his cold blue jeans, reaching white worn knees and
       taught thread over muscled thigh. It jumps, flying across the
       wire of his knotted earphones, leading towards a stubbled jaw,
       which in turn sharply jolts towards his -
       Your eyes lock.
       Your heart thumps in your ears and your stomach knots.
       Your breath fails as-
       You
       Wait.
       -
       His gaze retreats.
       The moment ends. You drown.
       #46
       The Kitchen Window
       In his last letter, he said he would look out of the window and
       wave. So, as the train carried her through his beloved
       countryside, she imagined him there. He would be stood alone at
       the kitchen window, making a strong cup of tea in an oversized
       mug. Eyes straining, and ears listening out for the disruptive
       sound of the train. Of course, she wouldn’t be able to see him-
       she was too far away- but she knew that he was there. He would
       always be there, patiently waiting to welcome her home. That was
       all she needed to know.
       #47
       Not Today
       It’s too cold for this coat. But it doesn’t matter. I wonder how
       you might remove all of your teeth without alerting a soul. How
       much would that hurt? If I was lost would they insist upon
       finding me? Haven’t I angered them enough?
       Funerals are a funny business. One must pretend to be so solemn.
       Then all that escalates into self-interested rage, how dull.
       Vertigo and ecstasy surge through me as the train that won’t
       stop passes by. Too late. It doesn’t matter, there’s always next
       time. At least disingenuous, sordid and perverted relations
       won’t know that I’ve died.
       #48
       The Suitcase
       Jane admired the suitcase. It was a gorgeous shade of green that
       would stand out from the other boring suitcases. It was a great
       size and had dainty turquoise wheels. It was on sale too, a sign
       her and Michael’s make or break holiday was going to be a
       success.
       Then Jane had returned home to find her husband’s bags packed.
       He had decided the trip was superfluous; he was leaving to be
       with his new girlfriend.
       Jane stepped back and admired her new suitcase. Michael’s body
       had squeezed in perfectly. Jane knew this suitcase had been
       meant for her.
       #49
       Gemma's Teddy
       The breeze wafted through the thick deep orange curtains.
       Bathing the drab third floor flat. Manky midden air from the
       rising summer heat mingled with the rising damp of the crumbling
       tenement walls. A fresh lick of paint only tricked the eyes.
       Festering rot just beneath that thin surface.
       Gemma sat in the corner of the living room, face blotchy red in
       desperate tears. Huddled into her baby wrapped in his pale blue
       teddy blanket. Dead. Still. Rocking back and forth quietly
       sobbing, “I just needed you to stop screaming, just for a
       minute.”
       “You can wake up now, Teddy…”
       #50
       Banana
       Through the enclosure window we spotted a young female holding a
       half eaten banana. Excited, my young son did monkey gestures and
       eventually caught her attention. The young female approached
       cautiously, watched by her mother. When she was in touching
       distance my son banged hard on the window startling the young
       female causing her to tumble backwards and drop the banana.
       Instinctively my son made a grab for the banana thumping his
       head hard against the window. The young female stood up and
       laughed at my son's stupidity before being picked up by her
       mother and disappearing into the crowd.
       #51
       The Postman Only Cheats Once
       He was only a postie but he was all mine. Until she moved in,
       down the hill.
       Home at lunchtimes, he was different. He’d pull off his bicycle
       clips, race upstairs to shower.
       Then I found out.
       “Do you love her?” I screamed.
       He smiled crookedly. “I’m head over heels.”
       He moved out.
       I waited in the darkness one morning, heard his bike
       approaching.
       At the crest of the hill, he started to freewheel. I pulled the
       wire taut.
       He must’ve been touching thirty when his neck hit it. Just like
       cheese wire through cheddar.
       ‘Head over heels’?
       I’ll say.
       #52
       A Broken Promise
       Every morning she wakes up with only one thing set on her mind,
       not to eat unhealthy food at work. Alas, that promise is broken
       at least twice each day. For how does one control their desires
       when it comes to food? That of the rich. With no healthy food at
       hand, her work in confectionery is more or less a misplaced
       nightmare from the night before. And there we have a problem.
       She wonders how to fix this. Perhaps her only solution is, to
       quit this job and move on. For a broken promise is not something
       to carry.
       #53
       Gone Fishing
       Reeling this way then that, bobbing past me at limpid midnight.
       There’s no hurry, I’ve got all night - the stars are winking
       like tiddlers and the moons a rockpool, and there’s so many of
       them. Stiletto shoals, all rippling fishnets and silvery
       laughter. Safety in numbers they think, but there's always one.
       Look, there, separated from the shoal, zigzagging over.
       Deep-water thoughts cast into my head.
       She knocks on the window.
       'You available?'
       I nod and she opens the back door.
       Her net-mesh legs part as she wriggles inside.
       ‘Where to, Sweetheart?' I say as the lock clicks shut.
       #54
       Hurt Me Not, My Love
       The pain in my breast was extreme.
       Last night he had bitten so hard at my nipple that blood came
       out.
       I was fast asleep when he started touching my breasts and tried
       to press his lips into them. I tried to wriggle out but he was
       persistent. Then I uncovered my breast and thrust the nipple
       into his mouth. He grabbed it passionately and started sucking .
       
       Suddenly he bit it very hard.
       I cried and pushed him away raising my hand to slap him.
       But held back in time.
       How can you slap your one year old for anything?
       #55
       Lucid Writing
       I yawn widely at my screen before deciding on another coffee.
       Getting up, I stretch, and move through the silent house to the
       kitchen. Feeling the stress of the deadline, I still can’t
       finish this chapter. My thriller was, like myself, spiralling. I
       feel like I could almost see the killer, sitting in the shadows,
       taunting me. I shrug off the thought, knowing I would not like
       to meet the end of his gun like my protagonist. Back at my desk
       I begin typing, only to stop at the sound of a deafening click.
       I feel metal touch my neck.
       #56
       Face Paint
       ‘Move closer,’ Dan whispers.
       Ensnared by foliage, afraid of breaking twigs beneath my feet, I
       lean in, taut, hold my breath. We’re both new to this. Dan
       extends his fingers, smears my face with lines of black and
       green, concealing our pale teenage skins. I disappear into
       shifting shadows, wishing I was back home. We never asked for
       this.
       There are shots in the distance, the sound of others
       approaching, thrashing their way through undergrowth. I can’t
       make out their voices. We lie motionless, hoping they’re on our
       side.
       Oh crap.
       We’re dead.
       Paintballing. I hate these team building days.
       #57
       In Local News...
       It was a policewoman who came round. You probably would have
       fancied her. She looked like that one off the telly I caught you
       googling once. "Is there anyone I can call for you" she said.
       Well not bloody well now there isn’t.
       I’ll have to cancel your magazines I s’pose. And the ‘oliday. I
       told you we should have got the insurance Mick. Fat lot of good
       that diet done you then eh. And that bleedin’ bike. I should’ve
       put me foot down. You didn’t need to lose weight you silly git,
       you were just fine as you were.
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