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       Pasta? 3:
       By: Heyitscava Date: June 29, 2013, 4:23 pm
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       Okay, so on Dec. 30, Me, Alex, and Desert were talking. I
       started having these visions with Alex, and apparently it was
       this girl (Who looks exactly like me) hanging herself with the
       words "I love you" on her arms. Beside her was a rabbit.
       It's been  almost 6 months later, and ever since school was over
       and I looked at Desert for the last time, I'm emotionless. I
       don't show excitement, I don't feel love, and I don't cry for
       anyone. Not even him.
       Anyway, I'm hearing noises and voices every night now, and I had
       a dream exactly like that vision. Desert hung himself with the
       words "I love you" on his arms. Even the details were the same.
       So, um,
       what does this..mean..?
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       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: LostStory Date: June 29, 2013, 4:25 pm
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       [font=verdana]You're crazy. D:< JK xD
       Why Alex, to be specific? Do you have some sort of grudge
       against the person, or..? :o And what an interesting vision.
       Maybe something is bothering you... About the emotionless, I
       think you're feeling numb for some time because something might
       have happened.[/font]
       #Post#: 293--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: Heyitscava Date: June 29, 2013, 4:29 pm
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       Alex and I have this connection. When she feels pain, I feel
       pain. When she hallucinates, I hallucinate. And vice versa.
       A lot of TFSers hate her, and people are also starting to hate
       me..
       You're the only ones that knows about this, but I think I can
       kind of predict the future, ever since I was 10. If I thought of
       something, someone would say something of the exact same thing I
       thought of. (It only works in reality:P) And if I said something
       will happen, it will sometime before my death.
       The only bad thing that recently happened was me leaving Desert.
       I mean, I just passed him a note at the last seconds of class,
       he left at the bell, and I didn't see him again. .__.
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       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: LostStory Date: June 29, 2013, 4:33 pm
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       [font=verdana].....OHHHHH :P Some sort of connection, Huh..?
       Future? Humans all have some extraordinary ESP powers but only a
       tiny bit. You might be one of them who still have this sort of
       sense because most people grow out of the idea of thinking that
       mystical creatures exist. Maybe you should calm down for a
       while. Try to think of happy stuff.
       Why did you leave him? D:[/font]
       #Post#: 297--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: Heyitscava Date: June 29, 2013, 4:38 pm
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       I didn't. He usually stares at me everyday and knows I'm there,
       but on the last day he kind of ignored me. .-.
       He was talking during last class to his friend, and once he got
       the note, he kept silent.
       He left school quickly when we were dismissed.
       #Post#: 298--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: LostStory Date: June 29, 2013, 4:40 pm
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       [font=verdana]Awww. D: Did anything happened between you two
       that made the atmosphere awkward? [/font]
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       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: Heyitscava Date: June 29, 2013, 4:41 pm
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       No. Again, you'll be the first to know this, but we don't
       usually talk in reality. Ever since I've been getting violent
       urges (I couldn't control it) to hurt him, I dropped the idea of
       talking to him because I was afraid I might hurt him. Instead,
       my friend sometimes sends notes to him from me and we used to
       talk a lot online. (Not much now.)
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       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: LostStory Date: June 29, 2013, 4:45 pm
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       [font=verdana]Damn, your relationship must have endured a lot if
       you two didn't communicate well besides the in the
       Internet(excuse my language, I don't normal say this). :S[/font]
       #Post#: 302--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: Heyitscava Date: June 29, 2013, 4:51 pm
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       It's not that I didn't want to talk, I just can't. I didn't want
       to hurt him, so I avoided anything that might give me an urge to
       hurt him. ._.
       Not only that, but I'm Schizophrenic, remember? And got
       diagnosed with depression at the beginning of 6th grade. .-.
       #Post#: 303--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Pasta? 3:
       By: LostStory Date: June 29, 2013, 4:53 pm
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       [font=verdana]Aww D: The feeling of fear thinking that you'll
       kill him if you only get closer...Sounds tragic. Yup.[/font]
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