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#Post#: 290--------------------------------------------------
Pasta? 3:
DIR By: Heyitscava
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:23 pm
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Okay, so on Dec. 30, Me, Alex, and Desert were talking. I
started having these visions with Alex, and apparently it was
this girl (Who looks exactly like me) hanging herself with the
words "I love you" on her arms. Beside her was a rabbit.
It's been almost 6 months later, and ever since school was over
and I looked at Desert for the last time, I'm emotionless. I
don't show excitement, I don't feel love, and I don't cry for
anyone. Not even him.
Anyway, I'm hearing noises and voices every night now, and I had
a dream exactly like that vision. Desert hung himself with the
words "I love you" on his arms. Even the details were the same.
So, um,
what does this..mean..?
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Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: LostStory
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:25 pm
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You're crazy. D:< JK xD
Why Alex, to be specific? Do you have some sort of grudge
against the person, or..? :o And what an interesting vision.
Maybe something is bothering you... About the emotionless, I
think you're feeling numb for some time because something might
have happened.
#Post#: 293--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: Heyitscava
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:29 pm
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Alex and I have this connection. When she feels pain, I feel
pain. When she hallucinates, I hallucinate. And vice versa.
A lot of TFSers hate her, and people are also starting to hate
me..
You're the only ones that knows about this, but I think I can
kind of predict the future, ever since I was 10. If I thought of
something, someone would say something of the exact same thing I
thought of. (It only works in reality:P) And if I said something
will happen, it will sometime before my death.
The only bad thing that recently happened was me leaving Desert.
I mean, I just passed him a note at the last seconds of class,
he left at the bell, and I didn't see him again. .__.
#Post#: 295--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: LostStory
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:33 pm
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.....OHHHHH :P Some sort of connection, Huh..? Future? Humans
all have some extraordinary ESP powers but only a tiny bit. You
might be one of them who still have this sort of sense because
most people grow out of the idea of thinking that mystical
creatures exist. Maybe you should calm down for a while. Try to
think of happy stuff.
Why did you leave him? D:
#Post#: 297--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: Heyitscava
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:38 pm
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I didn't. He usually stares at me everyday and knows I'm there,
but on the last day he kind of ignored me. .-.
He was talking during last class to his friend, and once he got
the note, he kept silent.
He left school quickly when we were dismissed.
#Post#: 298--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: LostStory
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:40 pm
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Awww. D: Did anything happened between you two that made the
atmosphere awkward?
#Post#: 300--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: Heyitscava
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:41 pm
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No. Again, you'll be the first to know this, but we don't
usually talk in reality. Ever since I've been getting violent
urges (I couldn't control it) to hurt him, I dropped the idea of
talking to him because I was afraid I might hurt him. Instead,
my friend sometimes sends notes to him from me and we used to
talk a lot online. (Not much now.)
#Post#: 301--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: LostStory
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:45 pm
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Damn, your relationship must have endured a lot if you two
didn't communicate well besides the in the Internet(excuse my
language, I don't normal say this). :S
#Post#: 302--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: Heyitscava
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:51 pm
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It's not that I didn't want to talk, I just can't. I didn't want
to hurt him, so I avoided anything that might give me an urge to
hurt him. ._.
Not only that, but I'm Schizophrenic, remember? And got
diagnosed with depression at the beginning of 6th grade. .-.
#Post#: 303--------------------------------------------------
Re: Pasta? 3:
DIR By: LostStory
Date: June 29, 2013, 4:53 pm
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Aww D: The feeling of fear thinking that you'll kill him if you
only get closer...Sounds tragic. Yup.
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