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       Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Matt Hardy Date: January 21, 2014, 11:21 pm
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       With talking earlier  with his cousin and  really thinking about
       things  and how it  should be in the open and  believing his
       cousin was  right. Matt gets ahold of Amy and being told where
       to meet he finally gets there walking in a  bit tight but
       knowing it had to be put in the open no matter what.  He waits
       for a few minutes and  when she gets there   he meets her and
       sits with a coffee looking  at the table for a few minutes. He
       finally looks up at her and  kinda laughs,
       Matt: I cant believe I actually talked myself into being here or
       doing this.
       He laughs again.
       Matt: Like I said I  talked to my cousin and  didn't know if
       this was a good idea until he made me think about it so I guess
       tonight  it should be  out there. You  know I  try not to be
       open about  some things. My cousin hit it straight so I know
       theres no turning back now.  I know what Punk did to you I know
       how that feels and I know what your going through and what your
       heads   doin goin in so many directions.  Ive been there but ive
       always had your back on things even if I  didn't feel the need I
       still  did. We agreed to be friends which is cool with me.
       He kinda smiles.
       Matt: Listen wether you  move on or  whatever hate me after its
       fine  I don't care   or would I blame you. I gotta say this and
       take whatever  happens  the ebst way but either way  I have your
       back and  respect  what you do. Its your life  what you wanna do
       no one has any say  for sure but you. But  I think it needs to
       be said I  do care about you still  I never stopped caring and
       to be honest even what you and  Adam did  I cant  forget but its
       in the past  I don't hold that  as any worry anymore. You said
       your not ready to settle I understand that I really do and all
       the things you do is for you. But you cant keep the fear of what
       he done  to you as  a small part of blame. As far as im
       concerned  if he loved you he woulda never   had a  thing with
       AJ   behind your back.  And he never woulda   put blame on you.
       He kinda looks away from her.
       Matt: I really still care about you.  To the point of its kinda
       scary  of thinking of nothing  but finding a way to be  about
       it.  Its  deep inside and its killin me  until Jason told me to
       just  tell you no matter what.  So  if you move on I  understand
       but please  don't make me  look or sound like a idiot  for
       saying this straight out. Even with all that's  happened and I
       don't know why  but I don't just care  about you or what
       happens.  I never stopped loving you Amy. Never  even  through
       everything I  still did  and  I still do. I still love  a lot
       about you in a lot of ways  but I aint pushing you into
       anything, I just  needed to be honest  with you  finally cause
       if I didn't I know I might of never had a chance I wasn't gonna
       say anything. So wither way  you choose in life you know   now
       know how I  feel. I still care and I still love you. But im  big
       enough man to  let you decide I aint gonna  push you into
       something you don't want or not ready for   and I never would
       just felt I  had to tell you the truth. I aint gonna keep you
       long cause I know you was gonna go  to bed  but  couldn't let
       the chance pass  while feeling and thinking about it to be in
       the open. Im gonna get another coffee and   take off soon
       anything I can get or  do for you  let me know.[/center]
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: January 22, 2014, 8:16 am
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       Amy looks at him and is totally shocked. She knew he cared cause
       he said he did when they were at the bar... but not he just said
       he still loved her. She was floored and speechless. She sat
       there a moment just staring at him. Matt looked at her wondering
       if she was ok.
       [b]Amy:[/b] Wait... what?
       Matt: I said I still love you and care about you. Is that
       surprising?
       Amy: Yes... after everything...
       Matt: Forget the past. Start over... start new... whatever you
       want to call it.
       Amy: Wow, I... I never thought... umm... Yeah, I have been hurt
       bad from Phillip. I guess he can't leave Punk at work to be Phil
       at home. I am trying not to let all this effect me, but as you
       know... it is hard. I think it is harder on us ladies than you
       guys at time. Especially when we can be more moody or emotional.
       Look, I am very glad you were honest with me. I really thought
       you only were around to rub my face in it for what Adam and I
       did. I had no idea. I am not gonna make you feel like a idiot.
       But... I do need to really just sit and think.
       She smiles a little as she sips her water.
       Amy: What you don't realize... I really needed to hear that.
       After being told that everything I did pushed him away just for
       him to turn around and then tell me he wasn't saying that. After
       being lied to... degraded... made a fool of... I was pretty much
       thinking I didn't have any self worth left other than my kids.
       And honestly... I have enjoyed hanging out with you. Thank you
       Matt. I appreciate it. You don't have to rush off. We can chat
       more if you want. It is better than being alone.
       She takes another sip of her water.
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Matt Hardy Date: January 22, 2014, 8:49 am
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       He  sits a second and  just kinda wonders to himself  about
       different things.
       Matt: Yeah sure I can stick around for a little bit no problem.
       But as for the  you and Adam situation I wouldn't run your face
       in what happened two different things and besides  I said I put
       that behind because I have. That don't matter  anymore hes just
       as guilty if not more  since he was supposed to be my best
       friend but that's then. I aint trying to rush you ore push you
       into anything I know what its like you have to deal with  things
       your own way and speed no one can make you do anything.  Hes a
       straight out  jerk in every right and way there is he shoulda
       learned when to  keep being him or be who he is different than
       combining them together. Hey his one  time good  friend did and
       Joe  turns it off  after every match and   stays who he is  but
       doesn't be  who he is in the ring. Hes just  Joe at home  good
       man respected and down to earth. nothing  went to his head.
       Punk  on the other hand made a choice to screw it all up not
       caring.
       He looks away  calming down  some before lookin back
       Matt: Its cool to hang out  when time allows cause  in times you
       need to get away from everything and just let it out.  Life can
       be hard  and times a lot harder to deal with. But I still have
       your back  through whatever you chose to do. No ones gonna mess
       with you cause if they try im  gonna be the guy whos gonna do
       something about it as will  any other im sure.  You know how to
       get ahold of me when you need to talk to someone  or get away
       from it all im around.  Like I said im not pushing or asking
       anything cause I know what your goin through.  I just felt I had
       to be  straight forward  cause  family was right and  they made
       me think  just say it no matter what. Im glad I did  and im glad
       I got a chance to.  I can hang around a little bit  if theres
       something you wanna do I got some free time left.
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: January 22, 2014, 9:21 am
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       Amy give Matt a smile.
       [b]Amy:[/b] You, my kids and my brothers. Yeah I had to hold
       Marcus back from beating the crap out of Phil. But I am glad you
       are here to hang with and I promise... when I am ready to move
       on... you will be the first to know. But yes... right now I am
       taking it slow and I have had my nights where I have cried
       myself to sleep.
       She looks down. She didn't want to let anyone see how bad she
       was really hurt but she couldn't hold it back. She starts to
       tear up.
       Amy: Sorry, I was trying not to lose it. But... I guess I can't.
       I don't usually do this unless I am alone.
       Matt: You don't have to be alone right now. It is ok, really.
       Let it out if you need to.
       He pulls her close and she buries her face in his chest as she
       cries out some of the bottled up emotions she had. He rubs her
       back and tells her everything is ok as she tries to stop the
       tears.
       Amy: Thank you for not judging me. Thank you for letting me let
       it out.
       He lifts her face and wipes her tears.
       Amy: Want to go back to my apartment? We can watch a movie or
       something or whatever.
       She takes another sip of her water.
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Matt Hardy Date: January 22, 2014, 1:26 pm
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       He looks at her a second  and kinda smiles
       Matt: Is that really a good idea? I mean   with  things in your
       head you do a lot without thinking  and  then regret.
       He looks at her and after finishing his drink goes with her
       getting back.
       Matt:  You know I will always be around when you need someone to
       talk to or need to get away from the world for awhile. Im never
       that far away but to start healing  you need to forget about
       the jackass who did what he did. Your not doing that cause you
       don't wanna  really believe what he did. I can handle  anything
       but what he did  was something I know to well of and I  know how
       others feel dealing with it.
       He finally sits and tries to relax a little.[/center]
       Matt: I still doont think you should be alone right now  so ill
       hang around for awhile.  What do you got in mind anyway
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: January 22, 2014, 2:21 pm
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       Amy looks at Matt.
       Amy: No I don't believe he did this... but he did. I hate what
       happened. It hurts like hell and nothing I can do about it but
       try and get past it. No I am not going to do anything. Just
       thought you would be more comfortable and we would have
       something to do like watching a movie. But I understand.
       She looks down.
       [color=purple]Amy: Sorry, I bothered. But your right... I don't
       need to be alone. But you and I both know I am not ready to get
       back in the game either. Not even thinking about that. Just
       hanging with friends is all.
       She takes another sip of her water.
       Amy: Maybe I should go home. Don't look like I am fit to be
       around others either.
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Matt Hardy Date: January 22, 2014, 7:07 pm
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       He kinda looks down a second and then looks back at her
       Matt:  That's fine ok.. Ill  watch a movie if that's what you
       really want.Its fine with me ill do whatever you feel you wanna
       do to relax and forget whats on your mind. You canr forget it if
       you keep it in your mind I know it  burns you up to the point of
       not knowing what to do or who to trust and  move on. Believe me
       on this  I know  how things are going for you I feel what your
       dealing with.
       He looks at her.
       Matt: Listen so you don't have to be  on your own dealing things
       I got a idea  it might  sound crazy right now but  im serious.
       So you don't have to be alone in one place.  Why don't you  come
       stay  at my place? No strings attached  I mean it im just
       trying to help you out. Im not asking  for anything more  I
       promise you. But you gotta get over him hes obviously gotten
       past you in a hurry so why waste your time  thinking of  what
       hes done he aint  worth it.  So the offers there if you wanna
       stay at my place im cool with it and you wont think  about him I
       guarantee that. Get him off your mind and  start new  in any
       way you wanna without him  and what he done in your  mind. Plus
       Jeff  and his family usually come around and Ruby  will like you
       she could help as well  shes helped me a lot.  So  I offered
       but its your choice if you wanna do it or not.[/color]
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: January 22, 2014, 8:16 pm
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       Amy looks at Matt.
       Amy: You want me to move in with you? As in staying in the dojo
       or what? I don't want to intrude in your business. I can promise
       you that.
       She looks down.
       [color=purple]Amy: I don't want to be a burden. Cause I have
       already been treated like I am in the past and that is something
       I am trying to get over.
       She finished the water.
       Amy:You really want me to stay there don't you?
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Matt Hardy Date: January 22, 2014, 8:40 pm
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       He smiles a little  and  puts his cup aside  looking at her
       Matt: It would be a  great  privilege, It keeps you from having
       to be alone and dealing with things alone. So yeah I  would like
       if you lived in the house with me. You would have your space and
       time away if you wanted. Im just throwing the offer out there
       you don't have to if you don't want to but im trying to  help
       out the best way I can. Your not a burdon  with me it would be
       nice to have someone around anyway to  hang  out with and talk
       to. I mean everything I say Amy. It would be nice if you did
       live  there   and like I said no strings attached  nothing more
       than livin there I aint pushing  for anything  you don't want.
       Its kinda  lonely  in a place alone and it beats being here by
       yourself  having no one  to  talk to or  let things out to when
       they build up.
       He looks at the time and then back
       Matt: Ok I know that look im  getting  I would  love if you
       lived there I want you to.  I already admitted  the main thing
       so might as well admit that to. I want you to be there with me.
       You might not be  ready for anything more but  I want you to
       feel relaxed and have some fun again.  If its just friends  and
       how it is I don't care as long as your there it can be
       something  good.  Miss  you being there  anyway  its not the
       same. So its still your choice  but I would  love the chance
       or being able to give you some place to relax and  have some fun
       to not worry or think of anything else.
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       Re: Letting the truth out (Amy Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: January 22, 2014, 10:15 pm
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       Amy looks at Matt.
       Amy: Ok, don't say anything more. I will move in with you. I do
       agree... I don't need to be alone. After the last few nights...
       I have had several breakdowns. So I agree... I don't need to be
       alone.
       She gets up and stands looking at him sitting at the table.
       Amy: I know you said I am not a burden, but I do feel like one.
       But I will move in so I won't be alone. And from the sound of
       it... you don't need to be either. Besides... Ruby sounds like a
       little angel. Now if I am doing this... then I guess we need to
       get what little stuff I have. But I need to tell you... 2 yrs
       ago, Adam and I had a son and right now... he is with my mom.
       Adam will be picking him up and he will be staying with him. So
       do you still want me to move in? Cause if not... then I will
       head home.
       She she looks at him.
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