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Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: TAZ Date: January 13, 2014, 11:37 am
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After spending some time thinking and doing things around the
place hes renting out in a 50 minute drive back and fourth.
Taz finally grabs his keys and drives to Brooklyn. After
getting to the house he sits in the car a few seconds and gets
out being stopped by the neighbor who he hasnt seen for
awhile and finally walks to the door and knocks. Trish answers
and looks at him.
Taz: Told you i would be here
He looks at her and finally walks in behind her.
Taz: Listen to me. Its easy to go back and fourth over messages
and calls and battle things out. We can fight in so many
ways but i know what the truth is. I screwed up i see that i
aint afraid to admit that. I let the party rockstar life and
girls get to me. Made a mistakes well many in life and i will
again. Nothing like before because im not who i became im me now
same person you know and knew. Im not who i was i dont know
how i can put it or say it to make it come out right. I screwed
up on alot of things and it wasnt supposed to go down that way
ive tried to explain that but it led to fights.
He sits sayin nothin for a few minutes.
Taz: I know what i did and i know it changed alot of things i
aint asking you to totally forgive me or forget. I cant change
or take back what i done wrong i cant but i would if i could and
thats the truth. I had time to think about things and when i
thought it was cool to talk to you about things it all flared up
to where we never talked for awhile. I know i can also do alot
of things to change your mind and say things that get to you
all guys are that way we know what to say and do. But i dindt
come here to be the smooth talking type or lover type i came
here because to be honest i want this back. Yeah i was with
someone for three days but thats it its always been on and
off with you and i for awhile. But ive had time to think.. I
cant sit at the place im at and know im letting things slowly
slip away and lie to myself. You know how i feel ive sent a
few texts and left some messages when you tried to ignore me.
I know even with no response at all you know what i was sayin.
I miss life i have a few drinks sometimes but thats it and i
dont care about women anymore. Instead of them i shoulda focused
on what i had but i didnt.
He looks down for a few seconds.
Taz: I miss being here as a family and doing things as it used
to be. I aint asking you to forgive me or forget what
happened. Im asking you as who i am and with all honesty to
think about it. I want this back no one else matters i mean
that I aint the guy i was becoming im the guy you knew. I
need you to believe me this time. I got it all on the line.
I dont want you thats like saying i want something to own
but i need you to be apart of who i am and apart of my life.
I messed up but if i was the guy i was then i wouldnt be here
now begging for a chance to prove that was all a mistake that i
regret. Your the one that i need not them i want this to
work im not getting any younger nothings gonna change unless a
steps taken. Im here now and im begging you and if anyone you
know i dont beg for anything this time i am. Only you have the
answer as to what you want and where this goes i dont you
do. I know what im wanting. But that choice has to be made by
you.
He looks at her[/center]
#Post#: 789--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: January 13, 2014, 6:01 pm
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She looks at Pete and then looks down.
Trish: Are you sure this is what you want? Are you sure you
really want a family? I mean I have been thru shit before. I
have had guys make promises and then act like God's gift to the
world and treat me like shit. I have been thru abuse and
survived. I gotta know for sure you really want this and to work
on this cause I don't want to waste my time if this isn't gonna
be real this time.
She looks up at him.
Trish: A lot was said and done... a lot needs to be worked thru.
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: TAZ Date: January 13, 2014, 6:11 pm
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He looks down a couple seconds and then back at her.
Taz: If i didnt want this i wouldnt be here asking you for
another chance. Its been a hell of a ride and im the one who
messed up i ruined alot and i wanna make that right. Im
tired of driving a hour to come back to Brooklyn and run
into you to be ignored or told to go to hell. Easier to get
that through calling or through text. I agree alots been said
and done that deffinatly needs to be worked on. I aint perfect
but i want this more than anything. Or i wouldnt be here now.
He looks at her goin quiet for a minute.
Taz: Believe me now or not Trish i love you always did even
through everything. I said it last night and i said it now i
mean it i want this to be on more than it ever has been. I
wish i didnt mess things up and the one thing i regret is
sayin i didnt give a damn or love you knowing i was lying to
myself. Its been awhile and had time to get things straight in
my head and life i want this i want the family i want
us. It aint gonna be easy but if it can work out then it aint
gonna hurt to give it a shot in my view. But like i said it aint
my decission in the end[. As for being real it can be as real as
you want it to be this time [/center]
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: January 13, 2014, 6:30 pm
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She looks at Pete and then looks down.
Trish: If you are sure... then... I guess we can see what
happens. I must be nuts to try again... but like you said... you
don't usually beg.
She looks up at him.
Trish: OK, so how are we going to start this? How are we
supposed to work this out? What is your "idea"?
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: TAZ Date: January 13, 2014, 7:02 pm
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Taz: Simple ways im not doing anything big cause it has to
take time and i will say it again i want this seriously.
He looks at her
Taz: You know just lookin at you i know what i lost before.
Those aint just words to make you feel good its really how i
feel. And im willing to do whatever i gotta do to get that back
completely not just a little i want it all back. I can also tell
your holding back the one that still has to be won over. I get
that and ill do that as much as possible and however and
whatever it takes.
He smiles a little
Taz: I can honestly say you look good nothings changed
obviously still look great and i aint askin to be welcomed back
here ill stay where im at for now until things are more solid.
Just take it a bit slow so things can be settled and worked out
the way it should be. And yeah im gonna head out later tonight
and head back home but ill be back tomorrow as well hang out
have a little fun and time together ill prove im back to
the guy you knew i was before the deal happened. I aint gonna
ask to stay cause if we go out i know if it includes drinks as
well as you things get a bit crazy and not just by me
He laughs
Taz: Its still early enough if you wanna go do somethin tell me
where you wanna go and its a go and on me. Just tell me where
you wanna go and ill take you there.[/center]
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: January 13, 2014, 7:42 pm
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She looks at Pete and thinks a moment. She wanted to believe him
but was afraid to be hurt again.
Trish: Well, if you are brave enough... then we can brave the
cold and go for a walk and talk. Cause really... we don't have
to go anywhere to just hang out..
She takes a deep breath.
Trish: I am giving you a chance... I probably shouldn't but I
am. No questions asked. Just like it was the first time we ever
met. So honestly... I don't know what to do.
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#Post#: 796--------------------------------------------------
Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: TAZ Date: January 13, 2014, 8:11 pm
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He looks at her and looks at the time a second.
Taz: If thats how you wanna look at it then fine yeah ok. You
wanna start fully over thats fine with me. But i know how to
make you believe me and you know i do so one way to get you to
believe me.
He walks over by her and gets her to look at him and kinda
looks away a second and then back giving her a kiss. She kinda
pushes him an dhe doesnt back off finally stepping back.
Taz: Hey you didnt fight to much like you could of.. As for
braveing the cold and go for a walk yeah i can do that.
He looks at her and smiles.
Taz: Sorry bout that by the way. Just trust me and believe me
ive said that before and screwed it up i know but i promise you
its not gonna happen again. Maybe that will make you realize
it i dont know. So where do you wanna walk to its your call ill
walk where ever just as long as you wanna or where you want.
You can say to start over and pick up from the beginning or
you can pick up from there with that and make sure it works
but i aint pushing anything. Its up to you where you wanna start
either from the beginning or from where it was left off ..
You tell me but you didnt fight to hard with that.
He walks over grabbing his jacket and turns back.
Taz: You ready? Cause i do have to head back in awhile but
have plenty of time for now[/center]
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: January 14, 2014, 6:09 am
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She looks at Pete and nods.
Trish: Yeah, well I can't say the feelings are completely
gone... but really it is more the hurt. The pain of what
happened... the fear that it could happening again. But I said I
would give it a chance again. And as far as if it is a complete
start over or just where we left off... we will have to wait and
see. But it looks like it could be where we left off after that.
She walks over and grabs her coat and heads to the door.
Trish: I am ready. And there is no hurry on you leaving. Cause
we do need to talk all this out. As for me getting drunk the
next time we go drinking... not likely. I have not been drinking
much anymore.
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: TAZ Date: January 14, 2014, 8:00 am
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He gets the door and walks out with her and kinda watches her a
second.
Taz: I said you have nothing to worry about i messed up once i
wouldnt do it again not now or ever again. I know what your
goin through and i know the doubt that can still be there. But
first thing to get back is that trust. Thats whats gonna take
awhile with you i know that and you know i dont just say things
i do them. I dont even drink as much as i use to once in
awhile i have a couple or so and thats it but not every other
night like before.
He looks at her.
Taz: Listen things were diffrent then and before asked why i
did it i dont know. I have no answer as to why or what
happened. I wish i did cause it might make things easier to
understand but i dont. All i knew was i got home ended up
getting in a fight and it came out i was told to leave. Instead
of figuring things out i left. Instead of being a man and
trying to get things settled i left and didnt really wanna
come back til now as well as said things i regret more than
anything ever before. What i said i didnt mean i was mad i
didnt care anymore how it came out or what i said to hurt
anyone. I wasnt mad at you i was mad at me and what i did to
lose everything that meant something. I cant take that back but
if i could do things diffrent i would in a heart beat.
He looks away a little bit
Taz: One thing thats never gone away obviously is how i feel.
At the house i really didnt know i was gonna do that you know
how i am i think of things i dont do them if i dont think
about it then it happens. I aint a soft guy im set as a tough
no caring guy but i do care. I dont show to much of a soft
side something i should do but dont. Let me ask you this if
you say you shouldnt give me a chance again why are you? if you
dont know why you should or know you really shouldnt then why
are you? Cause i wasnt the only one who said they didnt love
the other person. Both were mad true but you said it first.
Now after back there at the house it all changes especially
after that happened there. So why are you given it a
shot?[/center]
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Re: Stoppin By (Trish Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: January 14, 2014, 8:42 am
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She looks at Pete and then looks down as they walk. She wraps
her coat tight around her as gets really quiet for a moment. She
then stops in her tracks and he then looks at her.
Trish: Why?... I guess cause I really didn't want the past to
end. Cause I really do still care even after being hurt. I don't
know. I know a lot was said... most in the heat of the fight and
as you said... most not meant but still said and all of it still
hurt.
She looks up at Pete.
Trish: None of us are perfect. I am not... your not... the kids
aren't. Well all have our moment. I know you are not a romantic
and I don't force you to be. Sometimes... yes, it would be
nice... but I know it won't happen. So why push it. Everyone
will be asking me... why did you take Taz back? I know they
will. After everything... why give him a chance? Maybe it is
time to act like adults and not children. Grow up and really try
and put our life back. But like you said... it will take time.
Trust was broken and yes... it will have to be rebuilt. It can
happen and I think if we both put effort into it... we can do it
Pete.
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