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Stay With Me
DIR By: Wolfy
Date: February 23, 2019, 9:18 am
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le melithon anuir ..
Those were the words he had used, seemingly without a hint of a
quake in his voice and without fear of what it implied, and the
longer she kept herself in the silence that followed, the deeper
the male slipped into shadows of doubt. She wasn’t aware of his
feelings until now, but she knew not how to approach with a
response that would let him down lightly. The problem here
wasn’t Esteh, but it was in the reality of their situation and
the fact that she was not bound to astral realms. The two knew
this; he should have considered the cruelty of telling her he
loved her when they hadn’t even come across a path that would
keep her there longer. For months now they had tried to find a
way to prolong her visits, but too long out of her body had its
disadvantages and she wound up on returning home bed-bound for
days. He knew that, but still he confessed such a thing.
‘ You know we cannot be together, ‘ she spoke, hushed tones
riding over the previous silence as she turned his downcast gaze
back to her. ‘ That is a wickedness we can’t escape from,
Estelon, we have never found a way to challenge space and time
to such a degree. ‘ Le melin .. but there isn’t a way, ‘ her own
gaze dropped from his face as her hand fell away, a single
teardrop pooling at the corner of her left eye and he spotted it
despite her looking away from him.
‘ If there was a way, would you stay with me? ‘ he seemed to be
softly pleading with her, his own eyes full of the sorrow they
both would endure if they tried to make such a relationship
possible.
Helene turned away from him fully then, her sadness as she
pondered such a thing covering her but without suspected
comfort; she returned his affection, but to live in love, unable
to share their hearts from moment to moment, would torment her
too greatly. She knew she had to find a way if it were possible,
without causing him further anguish, to let him down lightly.
But as her head had been spinning for several minutes with
possibilities that always reached a solid brick wall, neither of
them were powerful enough to prevent the inevitable that would
see them separated no matter how they chose to go about it. She
couldn’t live like that.. she was wondering if he could because
of the abrupt declaration mere moments ago; surely he was more
wise to her predicament.
Further tears sprung forth now, both eyes pooling as single
streams fell from her cheeks but she shot forward before he
could even reach for her to comfort her woe. Estelon did call
after her, but the woman would be inconsolable for a short time
so he understood his place; he wasn’t to move to find her until
a certain amount of time had passed, albeit a difficult task for
him to undertake. A strong need and desire he had to offer her
protection and the love he had already developed that aided in
his understanding of the fact that she now held his heart in the
palm of her hands even if she felt it was a dangerous road to
travel. They were very different, but still very much the same -
it burned deep within his chest, his ache for her and knowing
his love was returned, amped it up.
‘ Helene, ‘ he spoke, his voice barely above a whisper as he
moved nearer to the balcony where she stood, her body reacting
to his presence long before he said a word as her shoulders
tensed and fingers tightened their hold on the stone ledge.
‘ Don’t, please.. ‘ she managed, broken more so than earlier
when she had run out on him, but it did not sway him from
approaching, until he stood directly behind her and lifted his
hands up and settled them on her shoulders. ‘ Esteh.. please, ‘
she added, a hiccup in her voice to indicate she had not
forgotten the tears she had cried, nor the faint blush that
tinted her cheeks as she felt the male loosen one of the ties at
the back of her dress to drop her sleeve down off her shoulder -
as the room provided to place a tender kiss upon her shoulder
was offered in doing so.
‘ Let me have just one night with you, Helene, guren min gaim
lín.. ‘ the male spoke these words with such sincerity that she
turned slowly in his embrace, pressing her cheek against his
chest & allowing him to rest his jaw atop her head for a few
fleeting moments of understanding that found its way to both of
them, before she pulled back ever so slightly to look up at him.
Estelon held her face in his hands, noting the heat provided by
her cheeks as she remained in a way fairly bashful before him,
but all he gave in response was a warm smile before leaning down
to meet her lips with his own, savouring the sweetness. She
allowed him to do this; despite those former words of it being
impossible and unlikely for the two to ever engage in anything,
it had not once suggested she didn’t want them to. Or, that she
had wished him to abstain from it entirely.
‘ One night, ‘ she sounded those words, echoing his request
with barely there confirmation that it seemed she had been
hoping for all along, but didn’t quite know how to ask it
herself. And now - now that he had her in his arms, giving
herself to him for such a short fragment of time, he wasn’t
going to waste the opportunity to prove just how much he
considered her a light in the citadel.
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Re: Stay With Me
DIR By: Maggie Flannery
Date: February 24, 2019, 3:36 am
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Okay, I went from Ooh and aahs of the Joey & Helene ship to
'ohmygod myheart!' with this one. Please please please tell me
that they find a way to be together, somehow some way. Imma add
this ship onto my list because lovers that love each other this
much this deeply deserve to be together no matter what.
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Re: Stay With Me
DIR By: Wolfy
Date: February 24, 2019, 6:21 am
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Thank you so much for taking to this ship! I was so unsure of
writing it because for months, he has only been on friend terms
with Helene because that was the verse in which she was
connected to Caleb, so I had it set in stone Estelon was purely
an astral companion to guide her through realms so she could
build potential in that area, but he piped up yesterday morning
with a lot of affection toward her. So, to help them out a
little bit, I've placed the romantic relationship aspect into a
totally different verse. It's growing on me bit by bit! He's so
sweet about everything that I couldn't just let him suffer not
even having the chance to tell her, so we'll see what happens..
hopefully they will find a way! :D
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