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Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Wolfy
Date: August 2, 2017, 11:29 am
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I have deleted a few boards from the Fun & Games section to
clear up the place a little bit. I think it's time for fresh
settings and topics and the like, to go hand in hand with the
style make-over and the overall appearance of the forum now. I
also find it is much cleaner to have a new topic every now and
then when one has been filled to at least three or so pages. The
forum often asks by default if you wish to post in a topic that
hasn't been responded to in a while, so I'm adjusting a few
things and keeping it clear of that happening too often.
I should have posted this a little earlier, shortly after I'd
woken up, because it's not as fresh in my memory now as it was,
but I will try and add as much detail as I possibly can. I have
no real clue as to where it might have come from, though I have
focused a fair bit on George as of late, but never to the extent
of this dream. I was having a conversation with Edu ( Pattie's
mun ) just the other day about ' Grey Cloudy Lies ', however,
so I'm wondering if it's all just a direct result of the misery
that put me in as I got to thinking more about it, again. I
remember the first time I actually heard that song and how, not
long after, I found a snippet of an interview, suggesting George
had contemplated suicide and that song was written more or less
just after. I wonder if all those thoughts floating around in my
head a second time have been getting to me too much, without my
realising it.
From the few sequences I can remember, I was being held by Ravi
Shankar .. for some reason, I was sitting across his lap as a
child would their fathers knee when being comforted, and I was
half crying——half drifting off to sleep, as we sat in this
greenhouse, in a very large garden, listening to the sound of
George Harrison's voice from somewhere. That was the part that
bugged me most after I woke up, because I couldn't figure out in
the dream where the voice was coming from. Via the weight of
feeling in the dream, I can safely assume that he had passed on
and that was the reason I was so upset, but the fact that I
dreamt of Ravi comforting me, was a little unusual. I absolutely
adore him, but it was just one of those ' ... eh? ' moments. I'm
still trying to piece bits of it together, but that was the
majority of what happened.
I should also note that within the greenhouse, there were many
plants and flowers, but also dead carcasses of many little
critters, and that disturbed me so much, that was the reason I
woke up from it. I have no idea what it meant; perhaps I am
still grieving, but it was so very strange.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Maggie Flannery
Date: August 2, 2017, 10:55 pm
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I tried replying to this before and it didn't post, I do
apologize about that. Good on you for starting new idea/posts to
go with the new style! I have indeed heard Grey Cloudy Lies and
it struck a chord with me, it brought back a few memories I had
over the years when times get tough and you just...don't see
anything except the overcast grey that covers your world when
depression takes it's hold. He captured the feeling very much
and I wholeheartedly believe that it could have acted as a fuel
to the perfect storm resulting in your dream. Our minds are like
amazingly intricate lock boxes that you never quite know what's
stored away until something opens the locks. I hope my reply
makes sense...and I hope I'm able to help.
I did a little digging in the books I've got and perhaps
George's voice was acting as a spiritual guide of sorts? Ravi
was there giving you the psychical comfort/reassurance in the
dream while George's voice acted as a way to pull you towards
something. I've also read that if a dream is set within a
greenhouse or anywhere there is dense vegetation ( a forest of
thick lush greenery or fields of flowers ) it could be said that
it's a manifestation of a success conquering of a hardship or a
change in your life. As far as the carcasses, and I know those
things are terrifying in a dream, I believe they could have been
meant to represent hang ups in life or challenges that bogged
you down they also can act as catalyst for your success,
ultimately a cosmic Miracle Gro for your dreams and
accomplishments. I hope this makes sense...it sounded so much
more coherent in my head.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Wolfy
Date: August 10, 2017, 8:21 am
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I am so thankful you've heard that song! it isn't one of his
most upbeat or cheerful, of course, but through that period of
his life, it fit. I seem to connect to that song a lot more as
of late with the way I have been feeling, so I suppose that, in
addition with the words of that song, brought on such a horrible
&& difficult dream to begin with. I seem to go through these
phases often, where I will be stuck on one celebrity for a few
days or a few weeks, then another and so on, but always the same
group of celebrities and rarely anyone knew I have taken a shine
to. When I had that dream, it was all about George and I think
that in itself drops my mood considerably because of the fact
that he is no longer around.
Thank you so much for looking into this one for me. It's been
bugging me since I had it and I still haven't really figured it
out for myself, so this has helped in many ways. I like the idea
that it being in a greenhouse suggests overcoming hardships,
because with the struggle I've faced lately, within myself and
of an emotional range, it's so nice to hear that perhaps that
struggle is coming to an end very soon. It definitely makes a
lot of sense and is helping me to put all the puzzle pieces
together, so don't fret! x) I'll have to think a little while on
what is really the source of how I feel lately and then go from
there so I can try and work it all out.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Maggie Flannery
Date: May 29, 2018, 4:45 pm
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I've no idea what in the world is going on with myself in the
resting world but this creeped me out.
The dream starts when I'm out in the backyard with the dogs,
nothing new there. Off to the left of the house is this ancient
looking cooler, the old metal box type and the dogs are going
insane at it. I blink and I'm in front of it and I ( stupidly )
open it. Inside there are severed body parts but it looks like
they're all from different people. I end up screaming my head
off a woman comes out ( honestly haven't seen her in my life)
and walks me back into the house and somehow whips out the phone
and calls a number. I can barely make out what she's saying
because I'm still screaming so she ends up putting the
conversation on speaker phone and whomever she was talking to
just goes 'She found another one?' I then woke up. I wasn't sure
if I should laugh or cry at this one.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Wolfy
Date: June 1, 2018, 12:12 pm
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I have had some pretty restless dreams myself over the last two
or three weeks, but they've been fairly scattered and not every
night thankfully. Your dream sounds horrifying and I would have
been pretty afraid to sleep the following night to be honest.
I've been browsing around and stepped into a few of my favourite
sources to figure out some meaning behind some of the symbolic
things within your dream.
Backyard : To dream about your backyard represents your
childhood memories or your subconscious. Alternatively, dreaming
of your backyard refers to the secrets you are keeping. There
are some aspects of your life which you want to keep hidden and
out of the view of others.
Cooler : To see a cooler in your dream represents someone who is
frigid or who has cold personality. As the cooler is feminine
symbol representing the womb, the dream could mean a female in
your life who is emotionally cold. Alternatively, the dream may
be telling you that you need to cool off or that you need to
"keep your cool". Consider what is inside the cooler.
Body Parts : You need to undertake a transformation and there
may be some disturbing situations that you are going to
encounter or possibly you are going to fail in some aspect of
your life. From all my research this dream is a positive omen.
After all, after death, only success can come. You must remember
that, especially if the dream was unpleasant.
Wow, so all of that flipped around in different ways to find a
solution and answer to some possible meaning behind your dream,
I would personally go with the idea that there's someone in your
life right now who prompted this sort of dream and the state of
that situation is so extreme that the body parts you dreamt of
is a way out of it ( by way of transformation, change, a new
direction ). I'd probably want to figure out whom that person is
that's causing such a large amount of grief and I know you've
been struggling when it comes to dealing with certain family
members as of late, so I'd look into that to find out who, as
well.
Unless, of course, it's me! I feel like I've been a little more
closed off lately from everyone, by my own doing, so have some
guilt now that I've looked into this and am wondering if it's
maybe a reflection of how you feel in relation to how little
I've been around as of late. Now I'm seriously starting to think
it might be me actually, aha. Purely from the cooler part of
your dream, whether it connects to the body parts inside it or
not, I feel like the ' frigid and cold personality ' could very
easily be interpreted as how I may have been recently. From
that, though, I'm not sure where the transformation part would
fit in, but it definitely seems overall as though that person in
your life that is clashing with your personality / mood in any
way, has prompted the dream.
Looking into it a little more deeply, it could also represent
the actual person themselves who has the cold personality. That
they are broken and / or lost in ways and so, the body parts
could be involved in that way somehow and not a direct message
that you yourself are in need of transforming? That is also a
possibility I would look into! that'd swipe a lot of worries off
your shoulders, too, I think.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Maggie Flannery
Date: June 3, 2018, 2:45 am
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I'm so sorry it's taken me a bit to get back to you on this one.
The interpretations you put above make perfect sense honestly. I
didn't want to put it all out there on Tumblr for everyone to
see because, well, it's Tumblr. I trust you infinitely more than
I'd ever trust anyone else on there. Sorry if it's sort of a
ramble but I'll do my best to try and get things down to explain
what happened.
Okay, so changes have occurred, nothing earth shattering ( well,
maybe for me ) but to a normal person probably not so much. I
had a bit of a falling out with my second eldest cousin, she's
just finished moving into my aunt's place because she just
couldn't afford to make a go of things where she was living. She
and her partner lived there together for about four years and
after he passed away she just couldn't make ends meet. Now, you
know me I'd walk across hot coals and broken glass for the
people I love but I started noticing a pattern with her asking
me for help. It mostly involved taking my aunt places and care
of things that normally would have fallen on my cousin to do.
Now I don't mind, really I don't. My aunt's got mobility issues,
is on oxygen and has given up her license and honestly I love
her so I really would do anything for her. But at one point
about a month ago I was out of the house nearly every single
day, sometimes twice a day taking my aunt all over ( which is a
bit of a drag because she flat out refuses to leave her dog at
home and there's only so many times I can clean up dog vomit
from the back of the car in a day.) About two weeks ago my aunt
called and asked me if I could please pick up a few odds and
ends for her and my cousin. My aunt was under the impression
that my cousin went to work and wouldn't be back until late
that evening. Not unusual because it normally takes her two
hours to get home because of the commute. So, the time came to
drop off said groceries and I'm loaded down with shopping and I
notice my cousin's car is parked in the driveway, I thought for
a second that maybe she had someone pick her up or maybe she's
gotten out early for the day and I'm trying to open the front
door and not drop those stupid paper bags. I must have fumbled a
bit because the next thing I know my cousin's in my face telling
me to get a move on and how could I be so stupid as to not know
how to open a door properly? I stood there for a millisecond
with my mouth hanging open in shock. Who talks to someone else
like that? Come to find out my cousin took a personal day and
was out shopping for clothes when my aunt called. She can go and
shop for herself but not for her own mother?
Honestly, this wasn't the first time she'd done that to me but I
usually just wrote it off as her being in a 'mood'. You would
have thought at this point a normal person would have just
thrown the bags at her and told her sit and spin but me being
the glutton for punishment that I am I went in and went about
putting things away. I think I was more on autopilot because in
those situations I sort of shut down. The ex best friend used to
belittle me something terrible and call me every name in the
book for 'Idiot' under the guise of 'only joking'. According to
her I was a stick in the mud that was too sensitive. But that's
a bit of a side note.
She then lights into me about not being able to do anything
correctly. [i]"I can see why you still don't have a job, you're
so slow it's sickening. Two hours to get groceries? Couldn't you
figure out the words on the labels? They'd never let an idiot
like you around children anyhow."[/I]
Lisa-Marie, I saw red. One, did she forget that I actually hold
a degree in education? Two, I did it for four freaking years! I
was already upset but that was the icing on the damn cake. I'm
usually slow to anger but at this point I was fuming. At this
point my aunt comes out into the kitchen and calls Cousin
Dearest out on her crap and that's when the water works start.
At this point I've had it and I just hold a hand up and go "Will
you just shut the **** up for once in your miserable existence?
It's always how your life is so hard and everyone's so mean to
you. Did it ever occur to you that you're just a frigid whiny
little **** who doesn't think of anyone but herself? Oh, and by
the way, expect a very detailed email concerning an itemized
bill for your groceries and other expenses that I've covered for
you. I expect payment in cash each week and fully intend on
collecting it." I hugged my aunt and walked out. I've since
emailed my cousin the bill and have yet to hear anything back.
I'm still in contact with my aunt and she's just about had it
with the cousin and come to find out my other cousins have all
had falling outs with her as well because of the attitude. At
first we thought that she was still grieving, which is totally
understandable. Or perhaps it was stress from her job, also
understandable. But this entire attitude has been a problem for
a very very long time and I think people are just fed up with
her. She's pushed everyone in her life away and as upset and
hurt as I am with her I also pity her. I once asked her about
two years ago if she had ever thought to go counseling because
it might help her get a handle on things. I even offered to make
her an appointment and take her if it came down to it but I was
quickly and rudely rebuffed because according to her, and I
quote, "Only total desperate people go to shrinks. I'm not like
you." I guess I wasn't the only one to mention it to her because
my aunt also mentioned that the cousin's boyfriend had tried to
get her see someone for as long as they had been together but
she would throw a fit. I've just washed my hands of her, I know
that must make me sound like a complete heartless witch but I
can only be belittled so many times. Ugh. I mean I know she's
family but to treat someone like that it is inexcusable. If
there is some sort of chemical imbalance or deeper problem going
on I wish she would get help but jeesh. I think I'll just avoid
her like the plague.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Wolfy
Date: June 12, 2018, 2:59 pm
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I think there is an option on this forum under the admin section
for me to make some boards private, so for extra security
purposes and privacy I think I will implement that one for more
personal topics, so that way it feels more secure and safe! :-)
please don't worry about the delay, I feel like I've been a lot
more neglectful in that sense and did not see this response at
all, so it's been a little while with me replying and I
apologise!
I am honestly so gobsmacked that I don't even know where to
start on this one. I don't think I have ever had a family member
treat me so horribly, but I rarely see any of my family members
that aren't like immediate relatives. We used to have get
togethers or pop in to each others houses a time ago but it has
been pretty much a ' ghost town ' where communication goes these
days. I think the worst thing that ever happened between family
members in this one was when one of my cousins, whom now has six
children, gave her first to my aunt because neither parent nor
child could stand one another and as the child got older, still
chose to live with her grandmother instead of her mother and
that just goes to show how unbelievable that cousin is. I never
got along with her and when we were younger and me and my
brother would stay around at my aunts house a lot, that cousin
was something wicked and it never seemed to go away; she was
horrible to both of us but I used to get irate when she would
pick on my brother because he was all of five or six at the time
( and my brother and I actually got along then! aha ), so I
used to stick up for him and that was probably the only time in
my life I ever opened my mouth toward something I disagreed
with. I've never forgiven her for being such a cowbag and I
don't think I ever will. I still can't believe she has so many
kids and only two of them have the same father. She first got
pregnant when she was 16 and didn't learn her lesson so kept
having children and it kinda knocks me a little sick with the
way she went about doing that, honestly. She says she loves
children but to do it that way seems really off.
Sorry for going off on a bit of a tangent! I feel like what your
cousin has done there is so, so much worse in several ways. I
cannot believe she had such nerve as to call you out on anything
when a) you're not even at fault in anything you do and b) she
was perfectly capable of doing those things herself, but it
looks to me as though lazyitis got the best of her at one point,
or she is just severely incapable of doing anything for anyone
but herself. I'm always so riled by situations where people
won't do things for their family members whom are clearly
struggling and for her to not look after her mother in those
ways knocks me a little sick. I couldn't imagine not doing
everything possible for my mother and she suffers with MS and
lethargy and muscle weakness do prevent her from doing things
most days, so I am always on the ball and doing them for her.
With your aunt being unwell and not as able to look out for
herself with certain tasks, your cousin shouldn't even have to
be asked to do those things, they should come naturally and that
is what's bothering me the most, I think. I'm so angry that she
would even dare say those things to you, too. After all you have
been doing and how you go out of your way just to help and then
realise that your cousin is just looking for an ' easy way out '
of doing anything, is appalling and I would have been so done
with anyone in my family whom treated anyone like that a long
while ago. I think that is the sour cherry on top, you finding
that she was home and that she had only been out shopping for
clothes and not actually working. I would have been seething and
I do not at all blame you for wiping your hands of her.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Maggie Flannery
Date: June 13, 2018, 6:07 am
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Hey there! I’ve been doing a little digging on your Loki dream
and I’ve found a few tidbits for you. 1.) Dream dictionaries do
not feature sections about dreaming of Norse gods. 2. Loki,
while being a central Trickster God is also a Deity of Change.
Meaning if he’s reaching you in the realm of dreams change is
coming. Now it doesn’t state if the change in your life is huge
or small he’s just there to sort of guide you. It’s been said
that even though he is a chaos god he still has a soft spot for
humans, women and children in particular. He’s not trying to
scare you I don’t think. Perhaps he came to you because he knew
you were open and accepting?
I’ll keep digging my dear. I hope what little I did find was
able to help.
P.S. I’ve also found a few posts on a few New Age sites that
mention some old school followers of the Norse ways that have
worked with him as a guide god have had things go a little pear
shaped a first. Like they have prayed to him set out an offering
and had a small set back before a positive event in their life.
P.P.S. I’ve additionally found that Saturday ( originally called
Laurardag, which was formed from loki’s Name ) is connected to
him. If you do decide to make an offering to him he’s not picky.
He’s quite fond of the following;
- Alcohol ( specifically the cheap stuff ) he’s fond of bad
whiskey, spiced liqueurs ( spiced rum, mulled wine, which is
traditionally offered but not always available) and beer. But if
you’re going with beer don’t get the really really cheap stuff.
Go with something you yourself would drink.
- Food: He’s got. Sweet tooth. Literally any cake or biscuit
will do. He’s a weakness for sickenly sweet candies as well and
red foods so if you’re going the color route offered things.
It’s said he also has a soft spot for spiced things as well. In
addition to spiced cakes he enjoys spicy food in general so
perhaps a hot pepper would be appreciated.
Objects: Cheap toys. Think Happy Meal types. Toy boats are
enjoyed as he has a son with a love of the sea.
Found objects, if you happen to be out and about and come
acrosss something that reminds you of him take it and offer it
to him. He’s not picky at all, in fact he seems to appreciate
the cheaper things all the more.
Incense & Smells: Think strong but not overpowering. Cinnamon,
Cotton Candy, Mulled wine or a peaty smelling whisky.
Acts of Service to him: donate to charities that benefit
children ( he has a soft spot for them ), the mentally illl, the
homeless, the elderly. If you happen upon a beggar perhaps give
some change. He is happiest with those that let go of their past
hurts and put their best foot forward.
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Re: Dream Interpretations
DIR By: Maggie Flannery
Date: September 9, 2018, 12:10 am
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Not really an interpretations per say, more like a 'wtf is going
on during Maggie's REM cycle?' type thing, but I've tried to
post this sucker on Tumblr for ages now and it won't post for
some reason.
Had a dream that you and I were walking down a street, very non
descript type place but we were in the city somewhere, nice
bright sunny day you know, and we were talking and turn to me.
Here's how our conversation went.
You stop and turn to me, "We've named a baby after you, you
know?"
Me, without skipping a beat, "Oh, have you now? That's so sweet.
Where is it?"
You point clear across the road and go "That one." to which I
fumble for a moment when I realize that said child isn't yours
and is now being pushed by it's mother away from us in the
stroller. I just nodded and went "Wonderful!" and we went about
our conversation and our leisurely stroll as if that little
interlude never even happened.
Now, I know that you and your fella will be a set of the most
wonderful parents on Earth and I also know that you both have
much better taste in names than what I was named. ( I should
point out it was left up to my father and it took him ages to
come home after I was born. He's never once given the reason as
to why he liked my name he just did. My parents didn't even give
me a middle name just an initial. ) Lord. Talk about weird
dreams indeed.
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