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Re: Finally Home (April Read)
By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 9, 2014, 10:17 am
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Joe: Trust me when i say i know you wouldnt be and i wouldnt
expect you to be if you would listen to whatever it is.
He looks at her
Joe: If i was the type of guy and thats a big if .. I
wouldnt be telling the truth i would be like the rest and hide
it from you if i was messing around. I would know the right
things to say to keep it hid and make you believe me. I would
know what to do to make you think people were wrong. I dont
have the ways or words because i aint doing that. If i was i
know you wouldnt be here and i would be lucky to see that little
girl and i wouldnt blame you.
He kinda takes a step back trying to remain calm again.
Joe: Listen .. Im goin in there with them a couple minutes
until things are cool cause right now in here its one word
away from starting a fight. I feel it and you know it as well
so you stay here ill go in there both can cool down cause if
that time aint taken right now theres gonna be a straight out
fight.
He walks in the other room with Jay and AJ and sits with them
for a few minutes. After a little time he walks back in
grabbing a drink.
Joe: Obviously tonight has been chosen as a talk night right?
You got things on your mind and whatever thoughts fine lets
talk screw it if theres a fight then at least its all out
there. Whatever is causing doubt is your own mind if you
trusted me it wouldnt be there. I know you love me i never
doubted that ever before somethings said i never once said
you didnt except stupid talk a little bit ago but that meant
nothing i was pissed off and said somethin stupid but i know
you do. As i do i know how i feel about you.. Dont you think
when im out on that road i dont think about whats goin on here?
Hell im gone a week or so on end and your home alone your
pretty much a single woman when im gone now more like a
single mom because im gone alot dont you think that doesnt
get in my mind. Hey your gone whats April doin whats goin on
whos she with? I know none of thats true but dont you think i
dont get that on my mind.
He takes a drink and looks at her
Joe: Why do you think i drink as much as i do? To keep that
thought away thats why its the only thing that can drown that
thought out. Thats the reason i drink so damn much. You think
when i walk in that door after being gone the feeling of
every time im gone that takes away from how someone feels and
alittle bit of what was there is gone or not know what to say.
Ive been there more times i can count and one i walked in on
my wife with someone else dont you think thats not in my head
still. Thats why i drink i have things in my head as well but i
control them theres a reason why i say fully trust me people
say they do then turn around and do the opposite. You trust
me but you dont fully trust me. Theres a diffrence in that if
you think about it you trust me as much as you want if you fully
trust me then you know the truth about me not many fully trust
me and thats whats the downfall. I make comments to people when
im drunk i flirt when im drunk but that night i was beyond
drunk with those girls you showed you dont fully trust me you
walked away you didnt stay around you walked away. Cide was
there he saw it he took your side i could say and think somethin
about that but i dont cause thats the diffrence of trust and
fully trust someone. So is this how tonights gonna be you wanna
let everything out then let it out cause like i said if its a
fight night it dont matter least everythings in the open you
said your tryin not to hide anything then let it out. [/center]
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Re: Finally Home (April Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: March 9, 2014, 10:42 am
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She looks at him.
April: I don't want to fight. And trust me... I do trust you
fully. If I didn't I would act on the thoughts. But I don't. I
walked away that night so there wouldn't be a fight in front of
people. Yes that night hurt. But I got over it. I stay focused
now on our daughter and making sure you have a clean house to
come hone to. You have clean clothes and food. I focus on your
needs more... Especially when your away. If I didn't... I would
go nuts. If I didn't trust you... I would pack up our new baby
and be on the first flight or be paying someone to follow you.
She steps closer.
April: Look, the guys do tell me what you do... But I don't
listen to them. If I did... I wouldn't be here. Believe me. I
trust you. I know you won't mess this up just as I won't. Only
guy here when you are gone is usually my brothers checking on
us. Jay was here today cause I got freaked when you told me to
lock the house and not let anyone in. So don't worry, I am fine,
we are fine. I just want a nice evening with you before your
trip.
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Re: Finally Home (April Read)
By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 9, 2014, 11:37 am
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Joe: Oh im sure they do tell you what happens on the road cause
they love starting the family fights with whoever they can...
But do they tell you the truth? probably not. They dont tell
you the whole thing most dont Yeah the guys go have a few drinks
after a show some get to the point including me at times of
being drunk were gonna flirt some cross a line i never do. I
mean i know you dont but even if you got drunk one time you
would ber the same way its bound to happen everyone is gonna end
up flirting when their drunk its how you control it ive done
pretty good at learning along time ago what lines to cross and
what not to. They dont tell you hey this girl was trying to
get close to Joe and he walked away from her.. No they simply
leave it Joes drunk and flirting with a girl to get in your
head. I have had times where yeah a girl tried getting real
close to me actually the few days on the road after getting
back from England with you. She tried getting close to me i
aint the best lookin guy around or out there but she was
totally drunk. I had a chance then to make a choice and i made
it i simply told her not to touch me again cause i wasnt a
single guy and walked away i was nice about it. They tell
what they wanna tell to get in your mind more so now cause
they know if they get in your head i have more to lose i have
you i have the baby to lose i have everything to lose. If they
keep pushin your gonna have enough listening and start thinkin
hey are they right he could be doing that. I know you women
and how your minds work at times.
He looks at her and puts the drink down turning back.
Joe: I appreciate Jay being here i really do hes a great guy i
respect him and helped him out in the buisness. I didnt trust
myself thats why i told you dont let anyone in there you got
the truth i didnt trust myself. I didnt know what i would do
here i was out of it i coulda done something i regreted for a
lifetime thats why i said dont let anyone in i mainly meant
me. I was out of it to the point if i woulda done something to
you i would never fogive myself i wouldnt touch Desiree so
dont think that but i was gone i wasnt Joe earlier. I dont
know what happened all i know is i was made to follow
whatever it was i saw it it was there and it was real to me
for some reason all of a sudden my mind totally flipped. I
knew what i was sayin but i couldnt come back to stop it .. I
dont wanna fight you i dont get any benefit from that
besides being told to shut up or have it handed right back
to me your the first girl by the way thats ever stood their
ground against me and stood up to me.
He laughs a little.
Joe: You know you say you have things only you can get over.
True and so do i as do others but one fear i never tell people
cause im this fearless guy in the buisness and tough with no
cares or worries. My biggest fear is actually myself because
of who i am i can say one thing any time and lose all of this.
And to be straight out honest you would get the place and
everything if i lost all this cause the baby's involved and
they see that as the main reason why you would get all this.
My fear aint about you messing around when im gone or
whatever other reason its me losing all i have with one
thing said at any given time. This is my world off the road
you actually sticking around proves alot not many would thats
true but why you do hell if i know. Any reason can be given
but i still dont know why. If you wanna go do what you said
then we can its still up to you. Not many nights to get away
and have some time now especially with her and when she gets
older its gonna be less. You know you said you focus on my
needs more .. Why dont tonight be about you not me or anything
to do with me its about you. SO you tell me and ill make it
happen because tonight has nothing to do with me now its your
night and time whatever you want regular plans or anything
youve wanted to do ill make that happen for ya.[/center]
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Re: Finally Home (April Read)
By: Christine Nash Date: March 9, 2014, 6:23 pm
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She looks at him.
April: Yes, I want to get out with you. Let's just go and see
what the night holds. Please.
She softly smiles.
April: I wanna spend tonight with my husband... my mate, my true
love.
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Re: Finally Home (April Read)
By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 9, 2014, 8:48 pm
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He gets another quick drink and walks by her standing
behind her.
Joe: Then should i leave so when he gets home he wont know
im here or been here or something?[/Color]
He laughs and stays close by her keepin her close.
[color=blue]Joe: You really wanna have a night with me even
now? Cause for some reason im in a way diffrent mind set and
close mood. Dont ask me why cause im not sure. Fine lets go
have some fun then later ..
He laughs and kisses her.
Joe: Yes im jokin about that so you know. But fun later as well
im not cause you can always have fun watchin movies and hangin
out. But its all about you im just with ya. Its your call
tonight i give my say up and let you tell me .. Just dont get
use to that to much. By the way i have said lately how much
i really do love you?
He looks at her and smiles[/center]
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