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       Finally Home (April Read)
       By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 7, 2014, 12:09 pm
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       After a  rough  morning with a few things he dont even
       understand  Joe walks  back down the street after shaking
       whatevers been in his  mind  AJ pulls up beside him and he turns
       fast ready to fight and AJ gets him to calm down finally but
       still has a wild trapped lo him. He gets in the car sayin
       nothing as Aj tries talking him down  to calm him down. After
       driving a little bit he gets to Joe's getting out and walks
       around  waiting for him and  Joe finally gets out walking to the
       house with him and AJ knocks as Jay  gets the door ten looks at
       them letting them in.  Jay looks at AJ  and Joe stands for a
       second not really payin attention still in  a little bit of a
       daze from  whats been in his mind.
       Jay: Where did you find him? What was the deal or whatever.
       AJ: I dont know hes kinda quiet right now i  talked to him on
       the way to keep him calm hes  doin ok but still not  exactly
       Joe. He talked a little bit thats all i know  and he said he
       aint afraid of anything. He told me it was like  something hes
       never had happen and it just got ahold of him he dont know
       anything or what the planw as  or where he was following it to.
       Jay: What about his family?
       AJ: He asked about then a few times so hes half way  with us he
       knows  hes gotta get back with them hes gonna be  fine.
       They walk in and Joe follows them  leaning on the archway  of
       the room  and stands.
       AJ: Sorry didnt have time to  send a message  i  found him
       walking and  hes fine he knew me and got in the car hes pretty
       calm right now. But im gonna stick around for a little bit  with
       you guys
       He sits and  Joe looks at them all a  few seconds walking in the
       other room getting a  drink. He walks back and  sits  taking a
       couple drinks  and gets mad throwing the glass  against the wall
       and Jay looks at him.
       Jay: Joe relax ..
       Joe: Relax? .. No you see you dont know what went on  you dont
       know what is inside my head. Relax thats all you can say is Joe
       relax?.  Fuck  that  ill relax when im allowed to relax and i
       dont give a damn who  likes or says diffrent. None of you
       would get it or understand  whats inside  me  none of you would
       care  believe it or not  none of y'all feel  about me
       truthfully  like you say you do not you  two not her not anyone.
       Helooks at them and  AJ   looks over at April a second.
       AJ: I  think she  does.  If she didnt she  wouldnt be worried
       like  we all are you know  she loves you Joe.
       Joe laughs and looks away a second rolling his eyes.
       Joe: She loves me? .. Yeah she loves me .. She loves what i can
       give  dont let the sweet innocent  personality fool you guys and
       put  blinders on the truth. I gave her what she wanted. She
       dont  love me shes like the rest of the girls she loves what she
       can get thats it. I was just the guy who was dumb enough to give
       in and give what she really wanted.
       Jay looks at him a  minute knowing he wasnt exactly in the
       right mind frame yet. He  then looks at April walking with her
       to the other room. Aj stays with Joe and   Jay looks at April.
       Jay: He didnt mean that  what he said hes  not  in his mind
       right now yet. He'll calm down  and realize what he said and
       apologize for it you know that. You know Joe loves you and the
       little one  hes proud of her and he loves you hes made that
       clear alot to people how he feels and its not the way he just
       said. Dont let that get to you. He'll calm down AJ will get him
       to   i promise.
       After a  few  minutes and calming down  a little more than he
       was Joe walks in the room and  Jay turns  stepping out but not
       going to far. Joe walks over to the window and then turns to her
       .
       Joe:  Listen  I .. I  didnt mean  the way that came out  believe
       me i know the truth and that wasnt it.  I would never say that
       you know that  as well  you know how i feel about you  two.  You
       girls are my  life  everything to me i mean that.
       He looks away then turns back walking over by her and stands and
       reaches  down taking her  hand and looks down then back up.
       Joe:  Listen  ive said  something i wouldnt blame you if you now
       tell me to go to hell i truely mean that because you didnt
       deserve what was said.Either did Desiree  she dont know  whats
       goin on i dont understand it and i said something no guy should
       say. I wanted her as well  not just you  i love that  little
       girl   thats the truth. I didnt mean to say you got what you
       wanted cause i know its not true  and not just you on that much.
       I love her with all i am  you know i  do and its the same with
       you. I  said things and just said that but i  love you April
       nothing is gonna change that   and i mean it i  love you  i want
       you to believe me on that.
       He looks at her.
       Joe: Im sorry ..  Im sorry i said what i did to be honest cause
       i know  it hits and i cant change what was said. I cant explain
       any of whats happened i wish i could.  But know   for sure i
       love you  i love her no matter what always have always will.
       But after this  are you sure you wanna go through   what
       happened?  its your choice but if i was you after what i said i
       would tell me to go to hell.
       He  kinda  looks  down then back[/center]
       #Post#: 215--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: March 7, 2014, 8:12 pm
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       She looks down and then back at him.
       April: Yes it hurt... but I don't hate you. I don't wish that
       you would go to hell. I love you. I love our little girl. I want
       us. But... hearing you say those words... it is like a knife in
       the heart. I was scared to death cause of what happened to
       finally see you come home for that.
       She pulled him in for a hug.
       April: What happened? What did you see that caused all this?
       What got in your head baby? I am not running away, I am not
       leaving you, I am not going to slap you. I am standing with you,
       and I want to help you thru this. I want to do this for OUR
       family. I want you here for our daughter and I want you here for
       me. I didn't marry you for any other reason than me loving my
       giant teddy bear. My big Samoan. You sister offered to babysit
       if you want to go out. Just you and me. But ONLY when you are
       ready.
       She kissed the big man.
       April: I don't hold a grudge. I might be upset for a little
       while... but I don't hold a grudge and it usually don't last
       long especially when it means I can be close to you.
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       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 7, 2014, 8:46 pm
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       He  looks  away a  second and   kinda  laughs and then turns
       back.
       Joe: She  would  say that shes   always trying to keep things
       cool and  calm  i dont know whats with her on that.
       He looks at her  without sayin anything for a  few seconds.
       Joe: As for earlier  i dont know  it was just a dark shadow like
       and thats all i really know i dont  know alot more i know it was
       a  very weird  feeling  i had thats all i remember and  for
       sayin what i did here  listen ... Ill  regret sayin that for a
       long long time cause  i know its not true about you. I knew from
       the first minute Corina  decided  to get in on the hook up game.
       I know your not like the rest thats why i  will regret sayin
       that about you  i wish i didnt say it but i did and  i cant be
       sorry enough for sayin it honestly.
       He looks at the time a second.
       Joe: I  know one thing i wasnt exactly the  teddy  bear people
       always say i am a few minutes ago.  And only  family and a  few
       friends see that side  to me.  I dont care  about being  close
       to me either i havent refused that  before and i never  will
       besides   i kinda needed that by the way .
       He smiles.
       Joe: If your wanting to go out we can im willing and ill do
       whatever you wanna do havent said  no on anything yet i dont
       think so  im willing to go out. Ill call her and tell her she
       can watch  her for awhile and if you really wanna go then im
       fine with it.  Where  do you wanna go or what do you wanna do? I
       know  some things are deffinately out
       He laughs and looks at her
       Joe: I was jokin about that.  But im willing to do whatever you
       want or  want  me to do seriously after what  i said that was
       ridiculously stupid ill do whatever you want me to do  or
       whatever you got on that mind[/center]
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       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: March 7, 2014, 10:15 pm
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       She thinks a moment and bits her lower lip as she looks at him.
       She smiles as she touches his cheek.
       April: Well it is a warm evening, we could walk on the beach. Or
       we could do a dinner and a movie. We could just go shopping for
       our little one. Really baby as long as we are together, I don't
       care what we do. I just want to be with you. I want to spend
       time with you and ONLY you. No one else could say that, and no
       one else would be right here, even after everything and still
       supporting you. Joe, your my world and listen to me... if
       anything... ANYTHING happened to you. Oh my I would be
       devastated. You remember when Corina cried on your shoulder when
       she thought she lost AJ... yeah she told me about it. You just
       remember that... cause that will be me. That will be my broken
       sole crying on someone else cause I lost my one true love. We
       have fought a lot to get here... I don't plan on giving up now.
       She leans over and passionately kisses him.
       April: My Joe Joe bear. You make me feel so safe and even thou
       we have these moments... I still feel so loved by you. I never
       want that to end.
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       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 8, 2014, 3:57 pm
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       He  looks at her and  looks down before  lookin back up.
       Joe: Yeah well you keep doing that we aint gonna be going
       anywhere for awhile and thats the truth even you know or should
       know that by now.
       He laughs  and  kinda flirts
       Joe: I try to do my job  as a family man  its my job to keep you
       girls safe and feel that way  nothings ever gonna  end with  us.
       I mean that   i didnt fall  fast to just let it gradually fade
       out that aint me. I have never fell  so fast for  anyone than i
       have now  thats truth i aint sayin it to make you feel as if
       im  being  charming or  wanting to  do anything to get my way.
       I fell fast cause i felt it i knew  right from  Corina and them
       pretty much pushing it  to  play match makers and hook up teams.
       Believe it or not  before  they all did anything  i did  take
       notice  just never said anything  wish i did but i didnt  cause
       i didnt know   if i should of i wanted to though believe me i
       really wanted to.
       He laughs.
       Joe: I do remember the AJ  thing he done and i dont think hes
       happy he lives with that.  He loves her hes been through hell
       with women and  then  done something  dumb. Hes still trying to
       make her forget that probably never will but hes trying to very
       hard  to make her forget it. Aj's a cool cat  hes  not that bad
       of a guy really  hell hes more of a romantic than i am and some
       say im  a lover hes more so. Im  only  that way  drunk and thats
       only cause i think im one but  really im not. As long as you can
       deal with me and everything that goes on or  even  the times we
       fight  im  not gonna walk away from you  i wouldnt   dont want
       to and i  straight out cant  not just cause of  our daughter its
       me that wont allow it.  Ive never walked out on a  woman but one
       time  and thats a long story since shes in the  company  im sure
       things will  get interesting and alot of things said on  their
       end about me.
       He looks at her again.
       Joe: To be honest with you every time  you prove  to me your
       gonna be by me it makes that flame go a little higher  no reason
       or wanting of anything  it just does   somethings there i cant
       explain easy to say how much you love someone or wanna be with
       them but theres really no words that can say the truth. You gave
       me more than anyone could. I aint gonna do something to ruin
       that  i would never hurt you in anyway  and i  really  full
       heartedly  mean  and believe that i would never do what some
       people do  or be like any  regular guy is with their girl. I
       dont get jealous  unless im really drunk  and  beyond the drunk
       stage but ive never  went and crossed any line. We can do all
       four tonight you wanna go do the dinner movie thing fine with me
       take a walk or  get things  for her im down tith it might as
       well  do all four and  have some time you want it right? Believe
       me or  not i  can say it and guys  joke about it all the time
       but when im on the road even before her i miss being home cause
       i dont want  something to  start growing  apart i wanna be  with
       you  i wanna be with Desiree you girls  are more to me than you
       will ever know  i cant say   it   cause im  not like a normal
       guy. My father  raised  us five boys up  diffrent than how he
       was  we were raised to make sure   the woman we  got with  was
       just as big as our own lives im not your regular guy.  We fight
       yeah  thats about as normal as your gonna get from me
       He smiles
       Joe:  And thats gonna happen both ways not just one im sure im
       willing  to go through that but i wouldnt do what AJ done or
       anyone else.  I mean it when i say i love you  everything has
       happened so damn fast normal guys would  say hey i need to step
       back and  get my space. Not me .. Im stayin through everything.
       I  say and  do stupid stuff sometimes but  ill always be with
       you  and her.  If you wanna do this  tonight we better  go  do
       it before  tonight becomes tomorrow and  theres no time.  So
       what do you wanna do first  just  not what you did a few minutes
       ago  cause i cant guarantee ill stay in control here.. What do
       you wanna do first? Name something cause   your  lookin so damn
       hot  right now   so name somethin fast
       He looks at her and  laughs a little.[/center]
       #Post#: 339--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: March 8, 2014, 9:53 pm
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       April: I just want to be with you. If that mean going out...
       Then let's go. If it means here then I ready. I love you and a
       week away is too long.
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       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 8, 2014, 10:09 pm
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       He  looks away a second and then turns back  lookin  down
       Joe: How is a week to long? You've been away from me for  longer
       like almost two weeks.
       He looks back up
       Joe: If i didnt have to be on the road i wouldnt be  believe me
       i would  love to be here with you girls. But i gotta do what i
       gotta  do to make sure the families taken care of right?
       She looks away  from him and he   gets her to look at him again
       Joe: Look i know  how you feel  i  know cause i feel the same
       way  im  not doing this  for me im doing this for  us. If it
       means a week its nothin to knock out.  I love you as much  if
       not more than anyone else ever could i dont know cause i  dont
       know how many and i dont mean that  in a way it can be taken as
       how many  actually  made you feel as strong. I heard what you
       said earlier but  its easy to say someone is a one true love
       when your with them.  I dont mean that in a  diffrent way and im
       sure i just opened my mouth again.  Its a week  April  what i do
       out there  isnt just for me its for you girls  to give you what
       you both deserve and if it means dealing with being hurt  ill do
       it to  give what i have to  to  the family.
       He  looks away from her
       Joe: What do you wanna go do? You name it first and  its done
       dont  worry about the road for a week ok. Let me  worry about
       that  it aint that big of deal
       He  turns back[/center]
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       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: March 9, 2014, 5:35 am
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       She looks at him.
       April: The ballgame us different now. A week seems so long when
       there us more at stake. I trust you, I know you are doing it for
       the family. I still worry, part if my job. I don't want to see
       you hurt. I don't want to see one day you hurt to the point you
       can't hold our daughter. I know what you will say... So don't
       say it. It's just me. Just my fears. Ask AJ... Ask Jay... They
       will tell you my greatest fear is losing you. It don't matter
       how. It could be a accident... It could be you hurt in the
       ring... Could be another women. I don't know. Just me insecure I
       guess that what I see as the perfect mate... Will somehow be
       taken from me.
       She looks down.
       April: Ok let's move on... You want me to pick a place... Then
       let's take a walk. The beach ain't that far from here.
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       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: samoansubmissionmachine Date: March 9, 2014, 9:06 am
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       He  looks at her a second and  kinda  rolls his eyes   stayin
       calm but  kinda building up then looks away before back
       Joe: Are you serious?  I understand the accident  or being hurt
       part i  really do its a risk i  take being in that ring. But are
       you really serious about   another woman part?  Look  the only
       way that would ever happen to me is if i was a weak enough man
       on the road  and listen to  what women say with their right
       words and ways to say it  away from home to get the one thing
       many guys want on the road and keep a secret  from their
       families when back home. The only way another woman would  get
       me is if you  and i were no longer together and no chance of
       making it work anymore.  I dont even notice any other woman on
       the road i travel with a  couple  for buisness only if your
       talking about  that between me and Mickie   it was along time
       ago and she knows what im talking about there was nothing
       between us we were just friends then as well if thats what
       brought up the crazy ass thought about  losing me to  another
       woman  then it needs to get out of your head. I dont even notice
       them in any way except buisness.
       He  looks at her
       Joe: I dont need to ask AJ or Jay or  whoever else anything
       about you. I aint the kinda guy to be all  loving to the family
       our daughter or you then be on the road be that same guy with
       another  girl.  I have fun on the road with  other girls in the
       buisness when your not with me cause  it passes time but not in
       that same way or  to crossing lines. Accidents happen so does
       being hurt  thats apart of the game but  the fear of losing me
       to another woman yeah  not gonna happen  i think i have proven
       that  already in this short of  time. If that fear is there
       cause when  im  drunk i  become a flirt well then  thats crazy
       as well  because even then i dont cross lines i made a mistake
       one time when i got out of it  i allowed  others to be all over
       me  bad judgement but im sure i made up for that  in one way to
       make you  believe they meant nothing and never will. I was
       beyond drunk that one time  when that happened and after
       fighting about it  for a couple hours straight  i dont think i
       proved anything diffrent  that  they didnt  mean anything and
       them coming onto me  did nothing for me or to me  i stayed  here
       with you i gave you everything i had to make up for what they
       did  that i allowed  them to get to me a little bit.
       He looks back at her
       Joe: You told me to ask Jay or AJ  you need to ask Cide  or Punk
       cause on the road women mean nothing to me its about getting
       home to  ont that means every damn thing i have in my life. Well
       now two  girls that mean everything to me more than the buisness
       or anyone else.. You wanna  go  take the walk fine  lets go im
       not  arguing with you.  Lets go have some fun  but the crazy
       thoughts of losing me to  another woman are gonna stop
       understand. Not gonna happen ever unless like i said we are no
       longer together but thats not gonna happen either cause i aint
       leaving  i aint goin without a  fight to the end. Theres no
       reason to think that anyway you gotta fully trust me you say you
       do but if you did  that wouldnt  even be on your mind about
       someone else. I could easily say the same thing when Jays around
       cause he likes you  if you want the truth he  does like you.
       But one hes been a friend for along time and two he wouldnt  do
       anything to you cause he respects you. But yes Jay does like you
       alot .. But i dont say anything cause i fully trust you i fully
       trust him so you gotta do the same  you say you do but  with
       something like that on your mind  when on the road   kinda
       proves diffrent  so  trust me April all im askin right now get
       that out of your head and trust me.
       He looks  away a second then back
       Joe: Lets go have some fun ..  Relax and enjoy some time. Just
       one thing  have i ever gave you a reason  to believe or think
       anyone else would get me or  even have a chance and  dont say
       the  time i mentioned being beyond drunk and those girls cause
       like i said   they didnt  have a chance  you need to understand
       i dont  love women   the way most guys do. To me and where im
       from  if  your with  someone   then thats what lifes about where
       im from and what i am its all about family first i  dont love
       every other woman that  comes up to me i know inside where i
       belong  no other can take that away except  you  if you set me
       free its a diffrent game but im  hopeing that doesnt happen any
       time soon cause to be honest   im really into the  one i have
       with me in this crazy journey of life and family its not always
       gonna eb perfect such as now but  i give you my word im not
       leaving  what i have for anyone else. I do love you more than i
       can ever say. Have i ever made a move on anyone else or have you
       ever seen me  try and get another  cross a line? No cause that
       aint me.  What put that crazyness in your  mind about losing me
       to another your all i want  i dont care about  younger  hotter
       whatever  to me no one else  can compete with you on anything in
       any way  or on any level. You gave me something they never could
       a diffrent look on life you  loved me  for  some reason  before
       and i think your  kinda questioning that when you think   some
       other is gonna  just come  get my attention and lose me dont
       question  it believe it because   it takes more than   a hot
       look or younger to get my attention you know that. So  what
       makes you think  you could lose me to someone else?
       He looks at her staying cool instead of really getting in a
       fighting mood[/center]
       #Post#: 373--------------------------------------------------
       Re: Finally Home (April Read)
       By: Christine Nash Date: March 9, 2014, 9:46 am
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       April: I didn't say you would go to another girl. I didn't say
       you would do anything. I said it is a fear I have to deal with.
       It is all me. I do trust you. Really I do.
       She turns away.
       April: I am trying not to hide anything from you. Even my fears.
       I trust you. I promise. I don't need to ask the guys. Just like
       you said you don't either. I know you walk out that door and you
       go to work and do it for us. I know you will walk back in. But
       yes... I get a small voice that tries to cause doubt. Now let me
       ask you this.
       She looks at him.
       April: If I listened to it... Would I still be standing here?
       Would I still be here with you? No I would have ran but I
       didn't. I am still here and standing behind you. I love you. I
       Always will. Just have my own fears that I and I alone can
       defeat.
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