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Clear Your Own Path
By: davidwilliammusic Date: April 3, 2021, 10:43 pm
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If you are someone who believes we all have our own individual
path and life to live then you must also take responsibility for
your own crap and not dump it on others. Can't have it both
ways.
From the end of 2011 I had to travel with someone whose physical
condition was deteriorating. When I called out for help none
came and all I ever heard back was that what we were doing was
"our thing". People distanced themselves from SoulJahm and
Europe. From 2014 onwards I was on my own and still everyone
distanced themselves from me. I arrived back in Scotland at the
end of that year with nothing. Soon people started becoming
drawn to me, both online and in person, but still they kept a
distance. Some got involved briefly then ran off whilst others
just lingered but kept a distance from interacting. In no case
did anyone seem genuine and sincere. All seemed to have
problems but nobody cared about the difficulties I was going
through, which was all the crap coming from other people because
I was and have always been very clear about my path. I never
felt I had any real problems, my difficulty was other people
getting in the way of my path, refusing to help build the thing
I was trying for but always looking for help.
It soon became clear people were using me to dump their garbage
on, to try to avoid dealing with it themselves by dumping it in
my world. I kept hearing again and again, from them and the
general vibe coming at me... "we are all on our own path David,
we all have our own lives to live". My view was and is, we can
help each other, we can do something together. Each time I
expressed this idea it was met with resistance and rejection.
So, fair enough. If you believe in a world where we're all so
isolated on our own individual path and doing something together
in harmony is not the way, then you must deal with your own
emotional, mental and spiritual garbage all by yourself. Don't
expect others to help you clear that. All this nonsense talk of
empaths and how such people are there to carry and process the
rubbish of others goes down the drain. I never called myself an
empath, some others did. If that's what they saw me as then
that is their misfortune. If you want your own life so much,
your own path, then take responsibility for your own crap and
clear it yourself. That is not what I am here for. I am here
to make beautiful Music and to put out joy through Music and to
connect with others who see and understand this and for too long
people who have been avoiding their own pain and misery have
been trying to use me. I am so angry about it because its
wasted time as far as I'm concerned. These people have been
getting in the way of me putting out joy into the world through
Music. These kinds of people never want to change, they are in
constant avoidance. They don't offer anything, they don't want
to help bring more joy and happiness to the world. They just
wander around from one situation to another, one person to
another, looking to offload their emotional and mental garbage.
I never put myself forward as an empath or a teacher, spiritual
or otherwise. If people put that on me its their mistake. For
me its always been clear my whole adult life - its always been
about Music. My spirituality is through Music. If you don't
listen to and understand my songs, then you don't get me because
Music is the soul speaking and all the best people I've met in
my life have first been attracted by my songs and have deeply
and sincerely listened and started there first.
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